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How do you do that? Literally how? I cry twice a month on average even if my life is great. Hahahaha your body deffo needed that.
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Its normal some guys just dont cry.
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Thank you very much Vesper for this amazing share.
I see a lot of myself in you. Having had 2 girlfriends in my life as of yet and I deeply feel that need to prove myself to “become an attractive wanted man”…
Thank you for sharing authentically that all of this didnt make you happy.
This hits deep, thank you for that. I allready have so much fears to be liked for my money or for whatever…
But as I write this down…we are the sum of our parts. Your looks are your looks. You put the work in. They are your achievements. Just as your personality is after all these hours of crying and confronting your pain. Great job by the way.
I guess it all comes down to a realization I am currently having…there is not any way to find happiness in the outside. No way to find love outside. Its an inside job. Heartsong is really helping me heal this…in a very deep manner. Maybe thats something for you…
Have you been running WB solo or stacked with something?
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yeah nah hes not capping, my guy is RIPPPED
proud of you bro
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Always stacked with my Mind’s Eye custom and Stark Black custom that I’ve been running for over a year now.
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Do you have a link to your minds eye custom? You use it as a means to manifest and shape reality if i remember correctly?
Maybe I should try this with the new Minds eye aswell…As of yet I have been trying to go the path of the alchemist, upgrading my energy system so subliminals can manifest better…
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How can you do so many? I have a problem doing two normal major titles for 1 minute each on the same day.
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dang this is a very dark implementation of NRE - manifestation of experiences that cause you to successfully acquire all title objectives.
Your experience of heartbreak lead you to the goal of becoming WB. And you did.
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Every snake 
must shed its skin, and I know firsthand that it can be a transformative experience. Each shedding brings growth and renewal, making it all worthwhile.
What an inspiring testimony, @Plutus! 
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Amazing results!
What did you run to get this. So you did Minds Eye custom, Wanted Black, and Stark Black+Lots custom?
Also, I’m inspired by how your improved looks opened your life up. I get the trust issue.
I’m grateful for knowing people like me for me - since it’s definitely not my looks lol
I’m overweight-very muscular but gets tons of attention and interest despite my weight. I suppose I have not slept with the woman I am mind-boggling attracted to, but still sleeping with some very attractive ones
I had a period where I was so driven to be a perfect specimen (pre-club) and felt the same way- when I slept with people to prove something to myself, it was empty. (not sure if that was exactly your situation that was my experience) . Definitely moved by the pain and hurt of previous rejection and feeling I was not enough for what I wanted.
Will you continue to run Wanted Black?
Yes, sometimes I see this working in more challenging and mysterious ways.
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You say you got girls with your looks but I would argue looks just got you initial attention, you really got them with your vibe and confidence. And yeah when you’re driven by that inner pain, you’re just gonna plow forward with a dgaf attitude and not let anything stop you, and you actually have a level of detachment when you have inner pain like that. I’ve had periods like that, but not in a long time. I’ve been kinda more lazy and unmotivated lately. Maybe I need to go out and get my heart broken lol.
Aside from that, awesome WB results and good to see that the experience brought you to a place of finding a girl you truly like 
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I’m glad to see you undeleted/re-posted this thread, I read it the other night but when I got on my PC to like/comment, it was gone. One part stuck out and made me think of something…
I tend to effectively ghost people in general… not because I don’t want to talk to them, rather the opposite… I withdraw from connections… any connections… when I’m feeling stressed about stuff, or if I experience something I perceive to be a personal failure. Relationship, financial, whatever.
I’ve previously mentioned a relationship (more accurately, a trainwreck of an “it’s complicated”) a decade ago that nearly destroyed me… after I got past the point where I physically needed my friends help to keep me, well, alive… (I coped with it by drinking to excess. Daily. There are a few times where I don’t remember getting home, I just woke up on my bathroom floor… and I was in no shape to manage that myself… so clearly someone put me there) I felt like such a failure of a person that I basically stopped talking to all of them one by one over the next few months. I’m sure they thought I just became an a$$hole, or was too busy with my new girlfriend (now wife)… but honestly I just couldn’t bear any reminders about what I’d been through, especially what an embarrassment I’d been… mortified at my own behavior only begins to cover it. Easier to just fade away.
That generally has continued, though minus the alcohol for many years now… if I’m chatty and social, everything is probably good. If I disappear for more than a week or so, I’m probably hiding for some reason. It’s easier to say nothing and then watch some YouTube instead than to say “Well, actually… no…” and talk about stuff I’d rather not think about myself, when someone asks if I’m ok. 
Sooner or later people just stop asking, and then… it’s one less thing to (be forced to) think about.
Side effect though, is people (quite logically, to be fair) assume I simply don’t want to talk to them anymore… not exactly behavior conducive to making and/or keeping friends… 
Anyway, enough of that, haha. HUGE congrats on your awesome results! Amazing stuff! 
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Your post made me start using Wanted…
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Your journey speaks to me when I ran it for 3 months. The coldness didn’t feel fulfilling and realised going for a bunch of women was just a desire from filling a void. You only have so much energy and can have a deeper relationship with one compared to 6. Congrats on your body transformation!!
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Amazing results and transformation, looks like you became a new person but the old inner deep down wounded guy was still in there , anyway congratulations on the gym routine etc …keep going …I’ve been going gym for 18 years and will until I die so keep it up !
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Yeah that’s how I got my dream job, romance life and physical looks (almost).
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I am simply not a normal person with a really high flow factor that’s how to be honest. Most people won’t be able to do it.
The only time I ever got real recon on subs was on HERO: Origins which was my mistake in the first place.
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Exactly but I contribute 95% of the physical looks results from Wanted Black as I ran LoTs for a year before it and didn’t get too far as far as that.
100%. It’s my favourite sub of all time. Although I achieved my romance goals with it. There’s still so much I can learn and get results from while using it like getting to the top 1% of physical looks, hitting my next wealth goal on it and having a successful relationship while on it.
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Oh for sure, yeah if it was social media/dating apps then yeah looking good is pretty much a necessity. Still, they were attracted to you initially by your looks, but going further was probably more due to your vibe/attitude etc. You can could look like a model and attract 50 women initially but most or all of them could be turned off by how you act/your vibe etc.
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