Go for Regeneration and Elixir for one month and see how it goes and then decide if you want to keep healing or switch to the wealth stack/custom. As for me, that combo has made wonders for me already even though it’s Day6 only.
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Show me your Astrology and I’ll show you a Custom. As for the number of Cores and Modules, I would advise you not to exceed 17 in total. Things become less and less pronounced the more Cores and Modules you get, especially when adding many Major Titles in a Custom.
My own Custom has Ascension as a Core with 20-modules in total and honestly, Ascension is not that pronounced, the Modules overlay on Ascension. That does not mean I do not feel the effect of Ascension, the added Modules just altered the Ascension Archetype by a lot.
I love my Custom over Ascension though, however, for my update of this Custom, whatever that may be I’m going for fewer modules to get more pronounced effects on the Core(s).
Use this – https://justastrologythings.com/pages/chart/
Your Goals are Wealth, Relationships, and Spirituality, Healing? Could you go into more detail; what kind of Wealth, Relationships, Spirituality, and Healing? Essentially the pursue of Spirituality is healing all your suffering, so that may be all you need for healing. But we need to know your actual physical goals and go from there.
Are you gonna run any programs alongside it or just one Custom that covers everything?
My roadmap contains one main Custom and then has two smaller Customs that add on the Main Custom, which I can alternate when needed. So Tesla Q for general Intelligence and everything governing the Mind, whereas I’ll be having Nostradamus Q for everything related to Spirituality and focusing upon enjoying life. The Main Custom is mostly focused upon my current goals, enhancing my Talents and Skills, while negating my Weaknesses to the extend that is possible.
Let us know.
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I really appreciate your analysis @Malkuth because for me I just make my subliminal and plan on listening to it for 6 to 12 months based on recommended listening instructions, with extra rest days if needed.
I concur with your ideas on which modules might be helpful to investigate for @DarkPhilosopher and I concur with @DarkPhilosopher going forth into the world and officially having an awesome life.
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My management style is to co-create the universe. Why do you think it turned into such a mess? 
That’s exactly the thing I was thinking about. Wealth is something I consciously want to do, the thing that I’m impatient about and want to get started with as soon as possible. But healing is something that may help me more even though I don’t necessarily feel I need it.
So I figured I’d be as honest as I could about the issues that are plaguing me and see if people with experience in healing subs feel confident that the issues I described can be helped more by a healing sub.
I was considering the body-building approach of doing the weight I can handle (Q) most of the week, then running the weight I wish to handle (T) once a week. See what that does.
Or alternating.
Possibly. It’s like how Saint designs those subs like New Beginnings and Primarch specifically to address one of his challenges. I don’t have that luxury unfortunately, and when I told Saint about the issue he told me he had no idea where to begin addressing that.
Meaning I will definitely need some conscious effort in this.
I have trained my subconscious to resist outside influences. When watching commercials, I can sense a wall going up in my mind to stop them from convincing me to buy anything. Prolonged exposure gives me a headache. I have not been hypnotized yet even when I do my best to fully cooperate. And the few times when I actually remember dreaming, I instantly get semi-lucid control over the course of that dream. My mind is always in control. Even psychedelics can’t seem to shake that control away from me.
Since subliminals send a message that bypasses the conscious mind, it is very possible much of my exposure is being dropped, going in one ear and coming out unaltered the other ear. I often need to keep telling myself like an affirmation that I accept all positive improvements the subs want me to make.
That’s not to say the subs don’t work at all. There’s a gradual curve of change going on, Saint has seen it. Keep in mind I make a lot of conscious improvements as well, I tend to work on everything all at once.
Rhetorical though it may be, I do not give up on subs. I do, however, switch them up every now and then, usually because I feel mentally “bored” with the same message over and over or because I have a good reasoning.
To name an example in this case, I had BLU and Executive stacked every morning, but never experienced the cognitive boost that everybody describes.
Since BLU and Executive both have a push to do stuff and although I was not able to find the time to do everything I wanted to do, I dropped BLU for a while. Then about two weeks later my mind suddenly became hyper-accelerated, with faster response times, a higher ability to solve puzzles and the general feeling that I’m doing more in less time.
Similar things happened with seduction subs, where nothing happened while running them, but weeks after I suddenly got a burst of being very extrovert and social.
One could say it’s reconciliation or the time a sub needs to be processed, but since I never stopped listening but switched to a different subliminal regimen, I would argue I’m still loading my subconscious with messages so it’s not getting a break to deal with the old stuff.
The truth? None. Like I said, it’s a very gradual curve of change, not all of it in the direction I would prefer. But nothing I would describe as profound or meaningful. Over time I believe I’ve become more resilient, more able to handle unexpected stuff better, but there’s been a bunch of subs during that shift, with varying goals.
There may be one thing that was noticeable. I realized a boost spiritually that started gradually likely due to Alchemist (which I ran late last year), and then exploded into a near obsession with absorbing everything I could to develop myself in that area earlier this year.
However, if these are in part due to the subliminals, they’ve had a lot of help, since apparently COVID and some kind of energetic shift on the planet and the collective consciousness of humanity is pushing many people into a more spiritual direction. Whether they believe in such stuff or not.
Normally I can handle stuff pretty well, that resilience likely equals a lifelong Zen monk. But a few weeks ago some really bad stuff happened in my life that could have destroyed everything I worked towards for decades. At that point I lost my usual diplomatic ways of never rocking the boat publicly, and some of you were present during that.
Although the stress lasted for weeks, my calm center returned almost the same day. No matter how bad, it was unable to truly make me “explode” even though some people did fully expect me to.
The past month or so I’ve been identifying several fears which I didn’t knew were there. And that has made me think that some of them could be blocking me.
For one, there’s that idea of always having to provide equal value before taking anything. If I don’t, I owe someone/thing and they will come to collect like a repo man. This appears to block the idea of abundance, the idea that some things are simply there waiting to come into my life without conditions. Wealth (the idea of never receiving more than I have put in the work for), love (the idea that until my home and my body and my mind are the best possible versions I shouldn’t even get into a relationship because I can’t give them what they deserve yet), health (the idea that only the ultimate perfect lifestyle will allow my body to reach perfect fitness and heal itself), the usual suspects.
There’s another one which I can’t recall right now, I’ll have to look it up where I’ve written it down.
One thing that may have had an effect here. After I “broke” those few weeks ago and experienced what Saint describes as reconciliation, I also started identifying those fears, because more active in doing things I really didn’t want to do and did a lot of introspection. So perhaps for a short few days the mental barriers were gone and I saw what could be if I let the subliminals do their thing unhindered.
Now, let’s see about those modules you spoke of…
- Pragya: I’d pick it myself, but not feel that I lack in the understanding and wisdom parts.
- Harmonic:Definitely could use that, there’s a lot of tension and tightness in my body, and if you believe yogi’s, that is an outward expression of what goes on emotionally and mentally which needs a release.
- Naturalizer: I would pick it, although it could make the issue of the changes being very slow and gradual even worse. If the changes are more noticeable to me, I might trust in the subliminals more and take more action to support whatever I’m noticing. There’s no way to tell if this would help or work against me.
That would definitely be healing then. As much as I may still have to heal, the amount of maturing I have already done in that field is remarkable. Yes, that’s my own opinion, but comparing myself to the challenges that people in my life and on this forum (even Saint) run into I often find myself confused, wondering why they are running into it when it’s so simple and logical and natural not to.
Obviously spirituality is also a good one, given how far I have progressed there this year.
Alchemist could therefor be a good one as a core. I did like it when I ran it in the past, although I would prefer to emphasize the healing aspects over the spiritual ones. Modules that make the connection between the conscious and subconscious even stronger might be nice too (although I can already communicate with my subconscious).
That might be a challenge for me. I love them boosters and I already have difficulty taking days off. Since I don’t experience any drastic effects or things I personally classify as reconciliation, I have yet to find a limit to what I can handle.
I know the “getting results after several weeks” seems to contradict that, but like I said I was still listening to other subs so I wasn’t actually resting.
Maybe an Ultima custom with 5 modules.
Well, I am personally in favor of seeing what healing can do for me. I would prefer doing a healing custom then, with the name embedding and all.
I suppose I could do Regen/Elixir until we figure out what to build though.
Phew! That was some post, Malkuth, thanks!
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On another note, I’d keep healing on the side instead of adding it into your Custom directly. Because you want to run a Custom long-term and healing will make you unstable and show your weaknesses, you definitely don’t want that in the long-term. I’d go for passive healing in a Custom – Attachment Destroyer, Ares, Inner Voice but nothing to harsh such as I Am or Khan St 1 because those will literally be your ticket for a rollercoaster ride.
So keep that into account as well. You can always make a separate Healing Custom with Mosaic so that it may link into your Main Custom and then you can use it alongside certain Astrological alignments with the purpose to use those energies alongside your added healing for added effect.
Good luck with that
I was reading your insightful essay about people’s replies. WOW!
It gave me some things to think about myself.
Such as when am I trying to be in control, when am I resisting something helpful, when am I resisting because it might be a reflex of mine to resist, do I keep raising my expectation because I want the best or to avoid something such as enjoying the results I consciously want, is resistance control, is control resistant, is resistance simply resistance, etc.
Now I have some thinking to do!
Thanks!
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Me too!
Been google searching for the word “co-creator” and “free demo” as I am too lazy to create my reality on my own.
Sometimes I try searching with the words “real life genie”.
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And yet you’re asking for help. The irony
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I did post my Natal in the astrology thread with a request for somebody to tell me what to do with that information. But I have since received my birth certificate so I now know exactly when my core processing unit was first powered on (which was off by about 6 hours). I’ll let you know later today.
I’m sure other people are with me in this, but why 17? What’s the significance?
Told you guys that’s what he would say! 
I define those four areas in my life, the question is which one(s) to work on first. I feel that spirituality is something I can spend conscious resources on for now without needing subs (even though they could help), and relationships would be hindered by the challenges in the last two areas.
So that leaves wealth and healing. I’m leaning towards healing first, although not working on wealth will likely stress me out and possibly stunt my progress.
If we focus on healing, it’s mostly the subconscious parts, the parts I’m not consciously aware of and as such can’t work on until I’ve become aware. We’re talking mostly emotional healing probably. Although I believe physical development and healing is very important and improving my physical conditioning is to me part of the process.
I tried running a stack and noticed I don’t have a lot of time to play through it, so I want to use one or two customs with likely an Ultima at the start of the day. That way I can get enough exposure to the subliminal.
A small stack therefor.
Last time I listened to requests was when I opened up the Internet to the general population. Seeing where that has led us, I’m thinking of throwing it with the chemical waste and starting fresh.
Interesting idea. I figured I would start with a healing custom, get over the initial rough bumps in the road, then add a second custom focusing on another area.
There would still be some bumps, much like how Saint every so often is absent for a while dealing with stuff, but generally I expect to remain stable while the healing sub continues digging.
Anytime, Mr. Ambassador! Glad I can still offer something of value to somebody that has viewed the world.
I like how people supposedly channeling higher beings always start and end with “thank you for the co-creation of this interaction” to indicate they would have had nothing to answer if there had been no questions. The conversation evolved the way it did because of the people involved.
I like that idea. And even though I may have created the people, they still manage to surprise me.
I see your point.
My conscious is asking for help, not my subconscious. At least, I think it isn’t. Difficult to tell where the idea came from. Maybe my subconscious recognized the conscious wish to find a way to better calibrate these mental barriers and then planted to idea in my conscious mind to finally ask for help from the forum instead of feeling I must be…
that don’t need no help from nobody.
You know, like how boys don’t cry and soldiers don’t show weakness, DarkPhilosopher is supposed to already know the answers.
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@James does make a good point about resistance and asking for help. This is remenisent to me of something a Zen master might say in those stories to bring about satori.
This is why I like to tell my subconscious to do what I CONSCIOUSLY want rather than what I want.
And yes, @DarkPhilosopher, thank you for public acknowledgment of my new title. It’s great to have and yet I’m still just me.
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Relax. Cry if you need to.Ask for help.Besides I was giving you shit. I keep forgetting that my sarcasm doesn’t translate well to text and is often misinterpreted
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Hey, no harm done, it’s actually quite funny. I missed it.
I’d like to think I’m used to your post-BLU style of communicating by now. Although I am showing a more vulnerable side in this thread, so go easy on me here, it’s less of a challenge for you.
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I would separate your custom goals into 2 customs.
1 Healing
1 wealth
Regeneration Q or Kahn st1/Sanguine / mosaic / Discordia Deliverance/ naturalizer… The Elixir Ultima and Rebirth Ultima
1 month minimum
Rock n Roll Amigo
If I may chip in to the discussion about healing.
I think the concept of healing needs to questioned. It seems very prevalent in some areas of self help and spirituality. To me, it’s mostly a myth. I have yet to see or hear about a completely healed person, or even remotely so, if that was their main goal. If one is focused on healing, there just seems to be always more to heal and one could get caught up in it and not really go anywhere. Why not just trust that whatever needs to be let go of will be released once there’s actually a need for it? Why attempt to heal beforehand?
Just go for what you want. Let us not be afraid and try to assuage that feeling with the idea of needing more “healing”. Let us all be bold and brave.
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Let’s not get hung up on that, okay? It was only meant as a comparison of beliefs that aren’t necessarily helpful.
Fair enough. I was worried some might see it as a budding bromance