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And daredevil x2
I have not been listening as much as i desire. Im working and commuting for 12 hours a day 6 days a week. My wallet is fat now and im left to worry about small shit since most neccecities are being met.
Same old shit. I want to feel alive and victorious. What im i doing to achieve it? Not enough…
I feel like i need more luck… luck as being in desirable situations more often. Not like win the lottery luck. Life seems to be a dick sometimes. When im doing my best, keeping a great mood, sharing, working with passion nothing happens. When im depressed? Thats when friends go to parties, thats when im meeting a hot girl.
Its always unexpected. Its chaotic, life is a an effn troll sometimes.
Depression and complaining is a luxury i cant afford at this point. Its far easier to throw in the towel than to go another round. Sweet victory is close, and soon i will be the same smartass posting ” this shit is easy, what the fuck was the big deal with me before ”