I’ve been using this since January
I know this is not an easy one to start but after facing bad depression last year I really had to give it a try.
The very first time I used DR I felt pain in my chest for a few minutes, I was kinda scared by its strength.
I started on January and I was already on stage 2 when the new versions came out so I started again from stage one.
Recon was terrible at first on stage one and two, gosh! I swear I hated everything and everyone for a good couple of hours, those were terrible dark days, dunno what was worse stage one or two but I felt miserable and full of hate and pain, I just wanted to run away and hide from the world.
When I started using the new versions I had just starting to feeling good at stage 2 when I started over and now on stage 2 again recon it’s hitting me hard sometimes, specially at work (at home) and I was feeling very weak physically and emotionally, I do contemporary dance and started noticing an important lack of energy which had me very concerned, I was about passing out most of the times after class.
My energy returned but sometimes I still feel awful on DR, specially on processing days.
It’s hard to stay positive at work (customer service) dealing with the nastiest people all the time makes me wanna quit on the act even if I had this job for a long time, dunno how to explain but I’m more sensitive now, always been but now it’s at a whole new level.
Even if it’s hard it’s been helping me a lot with the relationship with my family, I mean it’s not like everything is resolved but I surely feel different about most things that used to hurt me a whole lot.
The way DR is hitting me right now is about the way I live every day, it’s changing me in a way that I found hideous living the way I lived for so long which it makes me terrified because it’s the only thing I ever known. My job it’s almost unbearable sometimes and I used to do it almost automatically, when I’m not getting recon it’s alright and I’m good at it but deep inside I know that this is no longer the right place for me to be and it’s kinda scary moving on.
So far this is my experience with DR, in May I purchased my first custom and now I’m also using ultimate artist and rebirth. I plan to stick with my playlist until the end of the year to start with stage 3 and switch some titles I purchased but haven’t start listening as I’m using only 3 and a booster.
I’ll be updating my results.
Thanks for reading!!!
Edit Gosh, I dunno if I posted in the right thread
