Started Alchemist, immediately experienced a significant boost in libido. Feels like it’s reawakening the KBBC scripting I went through in the past.
I just received Souveran, ran a loop, we’ll see how it unfolds.
EoG2, got nothing so far except I feel like I’m in an immense state of recon at the moment. I feel like on EoG1 my finances finally got under control, but the moment I stopped they’ve been going downhill.
I know I’m making long term decisions (restocking my supplements in advance since I have advantageous deals right now with Black Friday, buying clothes I’ve been eyeing for months but have been waiting on because of Black Friday), I know I’ve been caught off guard with some emergency expenses (I need a major dental operation which is going to run me back a few thousand, my car broke down and that was another thousand) but the short term right now is showing a disastrous financial state for me.
It pains me to see to be honest. I know I can get out of this, but I don’t trust that I will as I am too scared of the past.