I am a lot more aware of food choices and the impact on my health but also (might seem redundant but is an actual add on) making health the priority in my decisions.
Not sure if it comes from GLM, Wanted or my life direction.
I am a lot more aware of food choices and the impact on my health but also (might seem redundant but is an actual add on) making health the priority in my decisions.
Not sure if it comes from GLM, Wanted or my life direction.
A lot happened.
Wanted seems to have a bad influence on me, I will probably drop it.
GLM works wonders. Colleagues are quicker emotional and reacting than me, I take in the situation, maybe even feel the emotion right away but now it seems I take the time to process the whole situation and choose afterwards on how to act instead of react.
My confidence seems quite good for now, nearly all critical comments I get are not touching my personality or my core. I am aware that it is only their limited perspective and I am not just writing it because it sounds cool or deep, it is basically literally that.
But I want to grow my confidence even higher. No stopping for now with GLM
Thinking of quitting my job for real, not because of a sub motivates me to but because it is my life and I want to go after my own goals, realize them. Not leaving them as a dream to tell my grand children that I could have done it and might have been successful but I never tried.
Thats the spirit!
Just saving this for myself
When the path becomes unclear, the real adventure begins
Did 15 min loops and I think I am in recon land for today…
Tomorrow 30s as a second chance.
Ok, just ran 30s each for EoG stage 2 and Executive.
Let’s see what it can bring.
Was today listening to a guy on YouTube who had very ambitious goals for this year money wise. I was thinking, why am I holding myself back? If I want to achieve more, I have to change my strategy. Let’s get more ambitious!
Had a realization that might bring me financially to the next level but it kind of gave a mind fck. Scary to realize what is possible and in front of your nose.
Can be imagination but I feel a shift happening, my brain is busy, low capacity for thinking but trying to accept a new reality.
Will add an extra day rest between listening days until this feeling gets lighter.
The shift is happening, I can see the effects already in financial numbers (paper wins until I sell). Profit of that move that I did yesterday is more than double than if I didn’t make the move.
Normally I would have not done that, I would have disregarded that idea and just stayed in my current reality. Now - and I am certain it is the combination of EoG stage 2 and the information that got presented in front of my nose - I saw more than what I saw previously, I was not only seeing a new reality but wanting to act on it. I still felt resistance, but I went for it.
Also I get the feeling inside me to treat it much more seriously, to dedicate time, physical space, a budget and also an organized way to it. Doesn’t mean I already did that (the organized way yes, because I created an overview of probabilities and the potential wins and which route I feel ok going), but I will treat it like a real business…
I am walking a path with higher risk, uncomfortable with unknown challenges but leading to the next level (at least I hope that, a dead end would bring me down one level, that is why I have to play cautiously).
With 2 rest days in between (one was extra) I did 60s loops of EE and EoG2.
Let’s see how my brain feels tomorrow.
I notice reduced patience and higher irritability than normal with that stack.
Recon or a normal consequence of the stack?
Not sure yet, currently I would guess it is recon, more time will tell
The impact of Executive is still not there yet but probably because it is further away from my perceived self than the EoG self.
I was feeling a lot of recon in procrastination last week, now I am close to normal level of productivity so I hope soon I will get much more productive than before…
My own (limited) understanding of recon:
Written for my personal understanding only.
If a title is very much in alignment and successes of my life and my current life story, it does not have to reconcile a lot, it is playing in my strength and therefore I should see results and actions pretty quick.
If a title is trying to turn a “weakness” or “underdeveloped life area” into strength or abundance, my current life story is not aligned and my subconscious is like “really, you must be kidding” or “not with me” and then it acts like a teenager and does the opposite - until the internal life story slowly changes, the perception of the outside world changes and the subconscious starts with first attempts to support “yeah, I might be able to try but don’t expect too much” and with longer running the title it is like “actually it is not that bad, I never said anything against that” and the life story is changed to a different narrative.
Trailer effect sometimes happens with me but not always.
Challenging titles might give me recon first, then radio silence and then small start of complying.
But I think even great titles take time with me and after half cycle or a cycle I start accepting the new narrative.
Will pause EoG2 for now to make a slot free, Executive will continue with 60s every 3rd day for this cycle