This is a long post, enjoy.
This started as a journal update, but I decided to post here because I’m curious about how other people feel. This post is about reality creation with subliminals, goals, and the path toward reaching those goals. These are ideas I’ve expressed a bit, but this is a little more cogent.
I’ve been running Khan for a bit now, previously I ran Emperor for several months consistently. I switched to Khan because I believed it would help me grow to newer and greater heights, but it has been very challenging–the sales page never lies. Total Breakdown caused struggles. My experience with Total Breakdown could be framed as a positive or a negative, I choose to frame it as a positive.
For a while now, I’ve been trying to put together my thoughts. There’s been something nagging deeply at my core, something that I’ve had trouble figuring out. I’ve been trying to figure out why Khan is so challening, why I had such an intense and negative experience with Total Breakdown. Why, why why.
I’ll take it for granted that our mind creates reality in ways that are difficult to understand or appreciate fully. I’m often tempted to resort to believing in magick, real magick, because it seems to actually be a more logical stance than the counter stance when you begin to see the results that manifest from running subliminals. The magick I’m talking about is the Law of Attraction, that our minds quite literally create reality. That when we can plant a concept in our subconscious, it will manifest in the exterior world. It’s (for me) seemingly difficult to control this power and the difficulty is explained by subconscious resistance. The reason why we don’t manifest everything all the time is because our subconscious doesn’t just accept anything. So, we need to reprogram our subconscious to manifest the reality that we want to see either through using old school manifestations techniques or through using subliminals or both. So, you run subliminals with a particular goal, and you start to see the manifestations in the real world: people treat you differently, when you stop overthinking (I’m pretty chronic in my overthinking) you actually act differently. Yes, changes occur and they can be quite startling.
Startling for me. For me (I’m sure there are others) I’ve noticed something very strange that I think sets me apart from someone like @Invictus. Invictus runs Subliminals and gets results with little to no recon and @SaintSovereign has expressed that this might be because Invictus is particularly open-minded. It makes sense, the more open you are to change, the faster, more effortless, and less painful the results.
Here’s my theory, Invictus is consciously and subconsciously open-minded. His subconscious mind readily accepts the scripting (openness), and his conscious mind (just who he is) readily accepts the change (openness). The combination of his conscious and subconscious openness gives him amazing results and makes him an extremely flexible and adaptable person, hence little to no recon.
So what about me and others like me? My subconscious is open-minded. I know this because I’m constantly in recon and constantly getting results that shock me. I have much to learn, but well over 100 times (with proof in the form of my handwritten journal) I have written the name of another person in the 3d world that I wanted to manifest, and within 24-72 hours (a week a most) this person appears in my life. With a staggeringly high success rate, I have also manifested specific and unlikely (according to my conscious mind, unlikely) social outcomes by simply thinking about the type of outcome I want and it comes to fruition. I can say more about this, but all that matters is that I know my subconcious is open-minded because I’m always in recon and I’m always doing stuff like this–even if my conscious mind (my mental chatter) tells me that I’m an idiot and crazy and that magic doesn’t work.
Maybe you can see where I’m going with this. My subconscious mind readily accepts the changes (as evidenced by the manifestations), but it seems as though my conscious mind fights the changes. Because my conscious mind fights the changes, I’m in a constant state of shock every time I get a result. It doesn’t seem to matter how many times I prove this crap works, my conscious mind is very very slow to accept the changes and it’s very very slow to accept that I might actually have control over my life. Because of this, I’m always in recon (well…not always, always, but pretty damn often boys and girls). That’s my theory, anyway.
So, what am I driving at. It seems to me as if the mind really does have control over the universe and maybe I’m the only closed-minded person here that has trouble accepting that. There are real scientists, real physicists who actually believe that the universe responds to mental activity. There are philosophers dating back thousands of years–the best example would be the Indian philosophers–that literally believed that we can control reality with our minds.
I’ll say more, I had a thought that took the wind out of me “Who gets to say what reality is like?” That’s what the voice asked me. I was having thoughts, and I was having real trouble reconciling the idea of the universe being more than just particles and energy and the voice said “Who gets to say…?” The voice (my own mind or God or the Universe, who knows) made a very good point, who get’s to say what’s real and what’s not real? Who gets to say how reality works? The voice was pointing toward my arrogance and the arrogance of other materialists like me. We, materialists, tend to take the position of superiority, assuming that we know how reality is and that makes us feel good about ourselves. It makes us feel smart, rational, and scientific. It’s a load of BS though, the foundation for this kind of raw, cynical materialism is actually…unstable as hell. We think it’s firm, but it’s actually not, it’s just a construction of thought just like everything else. It’s a construction of thought that requires that we deliberately ignore (or explain away) bizarre phenomena such as writing a name and having the person appear. So, why do I still believe it? I don’t know, call me a result of what I’ve been taught. It feels right. Why? Maybe because it’s the stance that smart people publically espouse. Maybe it’s because certain religious ideas have caused a great deal of pain and suffering in the world. Who knows? Perhaps part of the reason why hard materialism is so tempting is that we can reason our way into it by thought alone and by ignoring certain experiences as little more than (coincidence) we can stay confident in our assumptions.
It’s also worth pointing out the fear of being crazy is very real for intellectuals like myself. I’m not supposed to have these thoughts because I’m supposed to be a smart, educated, intellectual dude, who philosophizes about how crazy-awesome atoms and computers are and makes fun of psychics…I still think psychics are…look, I’m semi-open to it, but let’s be real, most psychics are full of it and are just great at reading body language and social cues.
I think most of us are on the same page with what I’ve said so far. It seems like magick (mind-controlling reality) is really just as likely a solution as any other–but something deep within still cringes at saying that.
Now we get to the real meat of this post, and it’s something that I keep dancing around but now I’m starting to flesh it out.
If the subconscious mind creates reality (to some uncertain degree). If I can write a name on a piece of paper, and somehow, by some queer magick, the person appears in my life randomly–they call, they text, they show up at my job, I pass them on the street. If that’s the case, then my choice of subliminals is actually very important. But it’s not just about goal alignment, it’s about the path that the subliminal takes to achieve that goal.
I can say my point in a short sentence: if you believe that it will be difficult, it will be difficult. If you believe it will be easy, it will be easy. The outcome is the same. If you believe that you need to suffer to grow, guess what buttercup? You’re going to suffer. If you believe that growth is easy, guess what buttercup? You get to experience the bliss of effortless change. This is what I’m beginning to think, but am I right?
Suffering to grow becomes a choice, it becomes a mindset. If I believe I need to suffer to grow, I will. If I believe that growth and change is easy and wonderful, then it’s easy and wonderful.
Now, I’m not talking about the pain of recon, I’m strictly talking about the path by which the goal is obtained. And I’m strickly concerned about the means by which the change is generated. Are negative emotions being used to generate change or are positive emotions? Both are valid, both work, the world is full of both types.
If my mind can create my reality, I might as well choose the reality I want, and I want one where I’m happy and enjoying the process. But is it really that simple?
Don’t we see examples of both types of people in the world? We have people like David Goggins who suffers for success, then we have people that seem to just conquer with a smile on their faces. Can’t we then assume that either strategy is perfectly valid? If two human beings can reach the same place through two radically different mindsets, aren’t both valid? If both are valid, then both are valid, and if both are valid, then choose the one you want.
I don’t want to suffer if it’s just as valid for me not to suffer.
Now, some people enjoy that grind, like David Goggins–it’s a perfectly valid way to experience life! David Goggins (they’ve done studies? I think Andrew Huberman talked about it on a podcast) actually gets dopamine boosts through punishing himself, isn’t that crazy? So chemically, the dude actually does enjoy the struggle.
So…Where do we go from here? If I’m right, then all that matters is picking the subliminal that aligns both with your goals and also with how you desire to reach those goals.
Of course, nothing is so simple…Heck, some people don’t even respond to these programs. Maybe this whole post is just reflective of my personal subconscious make-up and my own personal needs. Maybe it’s just recon. I really don’t know. I just can’t shake this feeling that things don’t need to be difficult. Maybe that’s naive, but it’s just a hunch. It seems to me often, that things being difficult is a choice.