Currently I’m 19 and getting past a death of a loved one. It’s my second year of college and I am looking to improve myself all around.
I have had difficulties making friends. We just don’t really link well. I’d love companionship, as do all people, but I want to stay true to who I am.
I go to a psychologist, and he estimates my IQ to be around 115-120. It isn’t MENSA or anything, and I haven’t been officially tested. The average is 90 and max is 130, I think. It’s called maybe Kinsey something. I remember it began with a K sound.
I need to support my mom emotionally and physically, as well as get my life off the ground. School work is immensely simple for me. I took 6 classes my first year, 5 in the spring, 3 or 2 I think in the summer. I don’t find it particularly engaging intellectually- 90% of college is chaff is my opinion, 9% is the social experience, 1% is likely pertinent to what you like to study. I’ve taken up martial arts, literally this time last year, and made improvements.
I got past a very terrible heartbreak with a girl over the summer, as well as abusive friendships. I went to a psychologist because I bordered psychosis for a while. I would like to heal from that by doing shadow work, however I want to give attention to other facets of life while at it. I ask for physical subs because that is what I aim to improve with you guys.
I feel like in the future, once I have aided myself to be satisfied physically, I can begin to move on spiritually. That, as with all things, takes time, which is okay.
I’ve just reached a bottom point in my life right now, where despite the progress I’ve made, which is significant, I am facing bigger challenges. That is why I am here.
I’m dedicated to uplift those around me. I have had challenges, however, though I am ready to do whatever it takes to succeed. (within moral laws of course, obviously 
I can’t reply anymore, if someone can make an exception for me. It says I am over your limit.
@Lion I am already in college
planning for transfer next year- UCLA is my dream school
@Lion Drop Spartan you think?
Used YouTube subs in the past.
Ive been doing breath work, working out, been trying to journal, trying to get back into meditation
The greatest positive difference is still being alive, still kicking, gratitude. I’ve stuck it farther for myself and still have been able to reap harvests from my labor, even if they are meagre, rather than starve and die in winter
@Billions Sounds good, I’ll run Emperor and Love Bomb for Humanity. I’ll do it until beginning of December and add Spartan or Wanted.
What is the protocol for listening? I listen to Binaural beats and Morphic fields at night for better sleep aside from subliminals. I use subliminals from Youtube also, and have experienced a height gain of an inch in a month! I use speakers, are headphones also good?
@Billions How quick are results? I listed to Emperor and LBFH with headphones. I’ll be running a height growth morphic field overnight to get taller, and I’m going to head to the gym soon. By Emperor you mean the normal one, not House of V? I got the normal one. Does it include stuff like appearance, muscles, height? Thanks.