Can I get your opinion

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#1

Which sub or subs do you feel are best to deal with core or root issues of doubt, self doubt, fears and phobias, insecurities, poor self image and low self esteem, lack of confidence, being often stuck in the mind and overthinking, compulsive thinking that ruminates or loops with overanalysing, negative self talk and judgments…

That’s a lot to cover, and maybe some of those stem from each other?

If these areas have been besetting me and keep popping up and being my achilles heel and cause me to stumble…

I mean is there a sub that can hit and break or unlock those stubborn repeat pattern areas, that seem ingrained or entrenched deep inside.

Ive tried earlier version D Reborn and I had short spurts or glimpses of shifts at parts but I didn’t breakthrough with it and ended up feeling worse and more blocked.

I might attempt the new version but will wait for winter (I’m in southern hemisphere) as I became quite antisocial and in recon caused a blow up with brother at a family event which took months to smooth over.

Healing can be tough, and maybe what we think will help us won’t or isn’t what we need.

I seem to be getting some good results from short listens of PR and a custom I built. It almost works too well or in ways I didn’t imagine or expect. So you can be surprised.

Should I lay my exact idea of healing aside and see if it gets worked on in a round about way. It could be more about the heart than the mind.

Hope this doesn’t sound like too much of a ramble, but I’m just speaking freely.

Im also adding here cause I forgot to mention that it’s like I have a kind of bipolar situation going on within, but I don’t mean in the medical sense, its more like an energetic/spiritual sort.

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#2

I ran the zp Dragon Reborn and it helped a lot but a lot of what you wrote I have seen improve with using Love Bomb.

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#3

Dragon Reborn is not a subtle title - it will totally break you if you allow it.

doubts, fears, phobias, poor self-image, low self-esteem, everything negative you can think of can be dealt with DR. But never expect it to be instant.

I have seen DR showing me, helping me deal with the monster I had before. I felt the world had left me. I was about to blame everyone that this title is b*ll shit. I was hoping along the way that I can make it seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, but with so much challenges along my journey I am ready to give up - until I realize that I don’t need to reach the end to see the light but rather grow that light inside me.

The fears will not go away but - life cannot be lenient just because you tried stepping out of your comfy. I had grow much stronger to face up all my fears that I cannot find something to scare me, intimidate me at all.

I believe it is normal to find yourself defeated along the way, like left behind naked shivering from the cold. It is like starting from a new beginning…

Maybe if you don’t like it this way, you can try Love Bomb instead.

Along the way it is normal to experienced those negatives into your life, like bubbles rising to the surface.

Healing can be tough, but it is not good to fight them. You have to allow them (negatives) to be experienced - to be noticed. Until it will melt away like an ice, then you will have your own peace.

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#4

Sanguine : Elixir

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#5

Its like there is this resistance to life in me that keeps me out of the flow. A fear of letting go…

Haha that rhymes.

But I hold a lot of tension in my body and mind, and I think its because I can’t seem to let go, and I’m not even sure what it is that I’m holding onto or why. Maybe I feel it’s not safe to because I will get hurt or will lose myself.

Is it just my mental grip on trying to control life?

It’s like I look at life more as an observer from the outside wanting to be in.

It produces a lot of restlessness in me. I’m very intuitive and perceptive, and extremely inquisitive. Sometimes to my own detriment. I like exploring and experimenting and investigating pathways and channels, even if I get burnt by them. I have a questioning mind.

My imagination and out of the box thinking was belittled and mocked when I was young by my dad, and was made to feel that was being foolish and was shamed for it.

There is awareness at moments of a greater reality and beyond. I know there is more. I was ruined for the mundane and ordinary and feel called to higher. I’ve aspired to that since a little child.

I feel there are gifts in me that could be for great good but often I sabotage with them or turn them against me.

I have a wild side that takes me to extremes as well. Thrill seeking. What am I truly looking for, a connection, to be connected because I feel a disjoint with life?

#6

what about limit destroyer?

They keep besting you and are your achilles heel (aka limit).

You tried running DR but didn’t “break through” (aka destroy your limits.

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#7

I can relate with a lot of what you express, I understand what you are going through, unfortunately I can’t really share any helpful perspectives because I am also experiencing similar states of being, there’s massive ups and downs which both bring great clarity and freedom and pain and confusion. The rate at which these different states are unfolding in my life is accelerating and the extremes are somewhat increasing but in an upward/better way, as in the highs are much higher and wider which brings light to the lows deeper and wider as well, so older more painful things are experienced but with somewhat more ease and speed of integration, and as time goes by and the pieces of the puzzle are hooking up together the bigger picture is making more and more sense.

There is indeed a greater reality and gifts beyond our imagination waiting to be rediscovered, but what I came to understand is to reach higher one has to also ground lower, grounding deeper into our roots is challenging because our past contains a lot of suffering, there’s a lot of purging to do but the wisdom of our ancestors and the communal knowledge gathered throughout generations of human beings on Earth is essential so we can be the divine humans we were always meant to be, embodied guardians of this planet holding the power and love for this planet Gaia and each other as much as the power and love of the dimensions beyond this physical universe.

All the suffering and confusion you experience has a purpose, it is serving a greater good one way or another, it is part of your own unconscious decisions and will at some level, so the main trick is total acceptance of what is, letting go of all pre conceived ideas of what is right or wrong, what you know to be good or bad, acceptance is a great liberator at least on a mental level, emotional stuff we can’t escape from, it has to be felt but if you keep the mental side of things free of noise and judgements it makes things much smoother. This is what I am going through. I know there are certain practices and things I can do in my life that I consider ‘positive’, ‘healthy’, ‘helpful’ and others I consider ‘bad habits’ for my well being but I am learning to accept and not judge myself for doing the bad things instead of the good things, and vice versa, I am learning total self acceptance, even through feeling emotionally like shit, I am being pushed to let go at levels beyond my comfort zone, beyond my inner controller’s scope, and trusting that it all is going fine either way, and it is.

Not sure if any of this helps but it helped me to write it so thanks for this space.

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#8

Truthfully don’t look to subs only to help on this. If you don’t have a therapist I’d recommend getting one.

The problem is I don’t think any subliminal, regardless of the producer can overcome the lack of proper feedback in the mind. Meaning you’re trying to fix something from a mind that’s already struggling, the solutions and mindsets are gonna be subpar. You can’t create or evolve dysfunctional thinking patterns from within already established dysfunctional thinking patterns. It just becomes a mess.

I would say if you can’t do therapy. Don’t focus on subs that do deep dives. Find supportive ones that help with new experiences, get you out of your head, and elevate your overall mood. If you run anything healing based make sure it targets a specific area. The goal would be less inner reflection more outward living. I’ve found deep focused healing subs or modules are terrible for my rumination.

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#9

I totally resonate with all you wrote, it spoke volumes to me. You touched even on unspoken areas like you were given the right words to convey.

#10

Yes, a good therapist would be great but they are far and few between and rare to find a good one. Not even certain what type of therapy would help best. Counselling can just be a lot of talk and not feel like making progress or better afterwards.

Sometimes you feel like your counselling the counsellor, and a couple of ones I felt rejected by so not keen on them to be honest.

Which subs in particular do you feel are optimal for this-

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#11

I’ve found luck with an IFS and EMDR based therapist. I avoid purely CBT based ones. It is a crapshoot for sure, I sympathize.

Unfortunately I can’t advise on what subs would be best. It’s best to think in specifics of what you need and see what subs fit. How these subs interact with your own personal landscape is just as much of a factor as the goals you’re setting out for. I’m still learning what works best for me as well. Surface level ideas of how a sub should or will work with you doesn’t always match up so it really is all down to personal experience vs looking at how others respond to them

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#12

Ascension

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