@Yazooneh That’s something I acknowledging so far, and I love that about SubClub. I can feel it responding to my wants. When I listen to Ascended Mogul, I read what I want over and over again.
I wrote a list of things I truly want to achieve to help guide my subconscious and I hope it’s working
Do you have any tips to maybe, guide the audio and subconscious more effectively?
Action
Apart from that don’t get off your stack until you get what you want
Okay!! I’m excited to keep going. Today is a listening day also.
By the way, is it common to attract relationships with women on Ascended Mogul, is that apart of it?
Ah okay. It’s a cultural programing.
Give AM some time and it might help you. Maybe you can run a title like Khan later and it will heal these issues where you are worried about your family’s opinion about how you live your life.
Didn’t use it but if it’s like any of the other alpha subs only when you’re ready
you don’t accept it. Ever lmao. Do you accept being poor and not having money or being financially stable in life? Hell No. So Why the same with girls? Its literally because of
@Dantes This makes a lot of sense and it’s something I’ve never thought about!
To answer your questions, however:
I honestly don’t even show love or affection my own family. I don’t really know how and I find it hard saying “I love you” back to my family when they say it to me.
I don’t believe much is possible to be truthful
I honestly don’t talk to people in real life, or on the internet, haha. Besides here. This is the first community or place I’v eever actively spoke on before, despite using the internet for years.
I don’t even have any friends lol, but that’s one thing that truly never bothered me because I had friends before, but people seem to talk behind others backs and be mean behind closed doors and that bothers me about people, so I prefer to stay by myself.
Then the question becomes… do you want to change those things?
@BLACKICE To be honest, I don’t enjoy opening up so I’d have to say no 
I just want to make enough money to live by myself, isolated from society and make a living through passion and helping others (from a distance)
Fair enough! That is a different perspective on state of mind than your original post, which had a distinctly “I’m not good enough, so I give up” vibe to it.
Well, in reference to women at least lol. I’m still driven to continue my passion 
This is great.
This one here sounds like the worst negative belief I’ve ever heard.
Women aren’t something you deserve. The truth is that you deserve nothing in life…
It all depends on what you earn. Not deserve.
Enjoy your life, be free, and you will encounter women who you want to share your life with. And they will be happy to take part in your life.
To be honest, I don’t enjoy opening up so I’d have to say no
OK, now I get you. You and me are quite similar 
Kind of.
@Hoppa Thanks for this advice. You’re right, this is not healthy way to think. I think I’m just going to stop thinking about stuff much and focus on the things that make me happy and make me money
This my friend makes alot of sense as to why girls aren’t attracted to you. You have to be at a level where your 7/10 in all these areas to be consistently getting women. The good news? you can fix it, your the master of your own reality and universe
@Dantes I understand, I have a lot of healing to do.
@COWolfe This is comforting and I’m experiencing the same thing currently! I hope to come to a conclusion and figure out some solutions. I’m going to keep listening to Ascended Mogul until next spring and then I’ll give something deeper a go, such as Dragon Reborn
Damn I honestly thought someone else may have been questioning the futility of existence but obviously not
I was seriously overthinking last week when I made this pathetic and dramatic post. Low and behold, it was just some reconciliation. One thing I’ve learned on my SubClub journey so far? Stop ovrthinking.
I just had a huge breakthrough with deep dreams about my fears and insecurities. and it’s paying off in real life! Everyone at my job actually values my hard work, potential, and new found charisma. I’m starting to feel humbly confident and sure of my self each day. I started attracting quite a bit of women lately out of nowhere lol, and I’ve been working overtime at my job with absolute ease! More money 
As far as my passion… my creative endeavors have skyrocketed and I’m ready to make some awesome content for people who value my craft!
thanks everyone in this community for taking the time to give me great advice and a boost to continue my journey. i really appreciate it!
Guys… I’m so appreciative for you all and Saint and Fire. Ascended Mogul has me feeing like a kid again. The true me. Just older, wiser, and smarter!
I think I want to cry.
I’ve always been so reserved and I always found it hard to connect with my family, but today I enjoyed myself at my little brother’s party at the arcade and I just called my vrandmother, and I was actually able to express myself as a 23 year old with true confidence and reassurance… like I could as a kid.
My insecurities and fears are just shattering, one by one. My finances are steadily improving going and I feel as though I may attract an amazing woman soon, it’s a powerful intuitive feeling/thought that pops up every now and then.
I’m ready to work hard at work tomorrow!
Why would I ever have a need to accept such a thing?