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#81

12/8/2021

I am ashamed of myself.

to be transparent, i picked up a habit of smoking thc cartridges 2 weeks ago. Just today, I found out that it was a cartridge filled with synthetic marij**** from the BM. It makes me feel depressed and dark when I’m not using it, and I just noticed this today, since I’ve missed 3 days of work. It feels like how people describe heroin or synthetic marij****.

I don’t have any dr*g habits but I bought it because it sounded interesting and I wanted to give it a try.

I missed work everyday this week, I’ve had crazy reconciliation and cravings to smoke and just lay down all day. I feel so ashamed…

20 minutes ago, I threw the cartridge in the trash and realized what it has done to me in such short time.

It fees like a hard drug with a real addiction and it’s only been two weeks. The habit really kicked in 4 days ago, and I smoked every hour. I hope I don’t experience bad withdrawals from this.

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#82

I felt the same about ZP vs Qv2. I didn’t want to be on less advanced tech, even though SC says they’re both good quality…

I made the switch from Ascended Mogul to CHOSEN. Chosen has been great. Still early days but it feels good listening to it… It fills you with positivity internally and externally, so you feel more positive and make others feel the same by the way you act. I like that there’s even a bit of physical shifting in there specifically geared towards making you likeable.

As the #1 authority on Ascended Mogul, I permit you to change to CHOSEN.

:rofl:

Just kidding please don’t take that seriously :rofl:

But in all seriousness, a stack of CHOSEN and Regeneration ZP might really suit you and what you’re looking for!

Once Ascended Mogul ZP comes out I’m going to re-introduce it to my stack.

You’re doing exactly the right thing by picking a subliminal like AM to start out with and build a foundation, but with CHOSEN being released, that might even be a better foundation right now. Only one way to find out!

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#83

thanks @Billions that means a lot.

However, I’m never ending ascended mogul. Ever

I’ll be doing Ascended Mogul and RICH ZP for a very long time.

I’ve read so many journals here and I’ve learned that one major program is all I need.

I don’t want to be someone who uses all of these stacks and custom subliminals and listening to lots of titles and switching subliminals all of the time

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#84

I’m on the same boat, so I get it 100% and respect that attitude. I’ve also That’s the attitude that’ll get you far with Subliminals!

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#85

It doesn’t have to be one subliminal for your whole life. Ascended Mogul is a foundational subliminal, people often listen to it to get their wealth and business and confidence to a strong baseline, then add/replace with Emperor.

Why AM is so good is because it’s core scripting is part of the framework of almost all of the major Alpha subliminals, Emperor, Stark, HOM. I’m sure even a bit of Primal was reappropriated from AM to become more sexual and socially focused instead of business focused.

Since no matter what subliminal you listen to will either use or benefit from AM, it’s a great subliminal to start with.

But over time, other subliminals will also be valuable.

If you’re rock solid with your AM listening schedule, including rest days and washouts here and there, you’ll have mostly integrated the scripting after 6 months. 6 months on one subliminal is a long time and you will really get a lot out of that. After listening to AM for 6 months, maybe that’s when you should check out another

Pacman and EmperorOfFreedom both listened to Ascension and Ascended Mogul respectively for 3 months straight, solo. They had listened to many other subs in the past but had listened to those subs for a while too, so it was more like a reactivation.

After a while, EoF added Stark in to combat the depression he was feeling from AM, and to compliment the fame he needed in his business. And Pacman just switched to Emperor after listening to Ascension for a while because Emperor is like Ascension on Steroids.

Something to think about as you develop on the journey. Ultimately, it’s focus, dedication to one stack, consistency, and action that will get you results. Not just one subliminal for life.

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#86

12/9/2021

Is it possible for all results to go in reverse?

I’ve missed work all week this week, my bank account is negative and I have 0 dollars to my name.

I can’t stop eating, my father took my equipment so I can’t work on my passion, and every 30 minutes, and I can’t get it out my head that I’ve never had girlfriend and I’m way too different for women

This is kind of weird

#87

You my friend have serious reconciliation. This will reverse itself out, I understand that it is hard but stick it out with the recommendations. Ask maybe the support team to see if reducing loops would help.

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#88

thanks for this @Pyro

white tiger suggested that i should take 4-5 day break and resume with:

Am QV2
rest
Rich ZP
rest
(repeat)

Initially, I was listening to 1 loop of both products, and then a rest day which was the problem, I think.

Now, I’ll listen to one product every other day instead

#89

12/10/2021

I feel a lot better today. I had a lot of dreams last night. A combination of pleasant and unpleasant dreams.

My body feels light and I have the drive to exercise and treat my body well again

#90

12/11/2021

I had a very vivid dream last night and it felt real. I completed a driving lesson with instructor and helped my sister put together a project

I feel sleepy as I’m typing this so I think I’ll take a nap

#91

As I sit and think, I hope one day SC will create a product that can permanently remove the natural human desire for social interaction, attention, approval/acceptance/validation, love, sex, women, and anything that has to do with people in general

#92

Why do you want that?

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#93

@Seeker It hurts knowing that at any moment, people can decide to start being fake nice to me. It hurts knowing that some people have been fake nice and never liked me to began with.

I guess what I’m trying to say is, the idea of being vulnerable hurts. I want to live in a way where I’m secure from all potential situations of people being fake to me. I’ll admit that I pride myself on never showing negative emotions and never showing positive emotions. Just neutral human with 0 emotions. Can’t be figured out, can’t be judged. I wish there was a way to make this possible.

The subliminal could be called ‘Invisible’

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#94

Thank you for elaborating. I think I understand where you’re coming from; fear of being vulnerable is something I’ve struggled with for a long time.

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#95

Did you defeat it?

#96

Reduced it. Through a combination of subliminals and meditation practices.

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#97

As time went by, I came to the conclusion that those thoughts were simply reconciliation. Those beliefs I wrote earlier today are irrational and immature

#98

12/13/2021

Today, I have my driving test scheduled. I’m eager and I know I will pass. I’m also looking forward to how the rest of the day will pan out afterwards, since I’m not scheduled to work today. I think I will take it easy today

#99

I failed my driving test because I exceeded the timing for the reverse parking. My learner’s permit expires in 5 days. This means I have to retake the law test to renew my permit, and then take the driving test again. (According to my state’s law)

I’ve learned from this and was able to move on easily. Better luck next time

edit*: Today is listening day for RICH ZP, so I’m going to listen to 1 loop of it now

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#100

Hi @DarkPhilosopher :slightly_smiling_face:

I was wondering if you could help me change this journal’s title to “Calm’s R.I.C.H ZP and AM Journal”

I apologize for disturbing you about this

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