Intense stuff! We’ve all had those days. Just learn from them 
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2/13/22:
I don’t know if Wanted ZP has anything to do with this, but yesterday I checked the mailbox, and women from my job mailed me an early happy birthday card and thanking me and appreciating me for the work I do at the job. It was really nice.
I feel so driven to work hard and create more content and I’ve been thinking about so many ideas to impact people and make money. My driving practice went good with my instructor yesterday also, and I know I’m going to get my license this upcoming Thursday!
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Wow…do you have a journal on wanted?
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I was thinking about just including it here, but I started it on Wednesday, so I know there will be a lot to experience
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Alright I gat you.
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Just include the wanted observations in this journal its all one cohesive stack!
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okay 
I’m on a rest day and I can really feel the physical effects of Wanted working on me. I feel charged and warm 
It feels good. I looked in the mirror and my hair looks softer, and my eyes have a relaxed smouldering look now. They also have a spark 
Also, AMZP helped me work much harder today. From work, to driving practice, to working out, to kitchen chores, and content creating. now I’m just in bed relaxing to some YouTube videos and then I’m going to sleep.
Why is it that I now feel safe, secure, confident, and self-assured in my current, everyday reality with every subconscious breath I take in my current, everyday reality on planet Earth?
- Calm
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2/15/22:
Wanted is heping me face my insecurities in terms of being vulnerable and showing love.
So many people are treating me kind, including my Father. He’s always been a caring father, but he’s really showing me the care I felt as a child. I feel ashamed to show love back.
My ex-stepmother made me feel like I couldn’t open up to my father since I was atleast 9 years old. She was so mean to me.
I never felt like I could talk to my father, because she was so full of hate, negative energy, and gossip. It’s upsetting, and I truly fear my ex-stepmother, even to this day.
I have passive resentment towards her. I’m not a hateful person, but her past treatment towards me as a kid brings out sadness and anger from within me.
This feeling transferred over to school, and I sat by myself in high school all throughout, because of that fear of vulnerability. I was the “weird quiet kid that never talks”. I still am, just a young adult, a bit more mature.
I’m hoping to break pass this, so I can remove my anxiety
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2/16/22:
Today is my birthday and I got these awesome gifts from the staff at my job today I feel so appreciated
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Happy Birthday!!! 
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I can tell how much you’ve grown not by what you say, but by how you say it!
What you say is obviously great too 
But your writing has become more positive, confident, self-accepting, and grounded. You’re expressing yourself like a wanted man and an ascended mogul! Way to go.
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thanks a lot Billions. I can tell the ZP format has tons of gratitude scripting, regardless of the subliminal. I truthfully feel grateful
I passed my driving test today, so now I finally have a drivers license
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2/18/22:
As I’m awake this morning, realizing that I now have a drivers license… I feel truthfully thankful for SubClub and the SubClub community.
Just a few months ago, I thought it would take me until I was 40 to gain the courage to get a license. Those deep fears such as being afraid of growing up and being in the presence of people, is just diminishing.
My social anxiety is going away and my courage is increasing. I’m improving so quick, and it’s thanks to everyone on this website
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i feel no drive to do music, i’ve been eating more, spending money, i haven’t exercised in 3 days, i woke up late for job today, and feeling negative
maybe i share too much results here and it messes up the progress, so i’ll journal in my home journal instead
i feel so bad for even opening up to others. never again
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Hey man I know what you mean, I feel the same from time to time. It’s getting cliché and the word is losing its meaning/impact but I believe it is reconciliation. Take a break from the forum and/or from the subs help, at least from my experience. I am rooting for you man 
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thanks a lot Chase. it’s reconciliation, and the frustration i’m feeling is a lot this morning. i’m feeling a bit better since posting that now.
when i woke up, i felt like the “old me”. all of those fears and worries that i constantly thought about appeared again.
i also had extremely vivid dreams last night that felt like 2 days. part of it is because i smoked mugwort yesterday, which i won’t be doing anymore.
the healing that subclub subs do in dreams can be intense when lucid dreaming from mugwort
i have to just remember to stick through reconciliation and don’t give up
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2/23/2022:
I’ve decided to narrow down primary things to focus on in life that requires most of my effort, attention, and focus
I recorded a script of my voice over some soothing sounds to relax to. It’s just something I can listen to; to aid Ascended Mogul, RICH, and Wanted.
All of the things I want most out of each subliminal is within the recording to guide each subliminal
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