That was my experience as well. At the right point, I was lead to SC. I started my KB journey at the exact point, that the results came in when I needed them. And at the right point (I trust) I had the feeling that now the time has come for a custom.
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I see what you mean. It’s pretty much the same for me, as they kinda work on similar aspects and I like both very much.
It’s probably no harm to test Primal for a cycle to get a feeling for it.
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I’ll probably do that. Mid-term plan is anyways to get a custom similar to yours.
For a man selflove and self acceptance needs to contain love and acceptance of his raw untamed side as well.
Perhaps throwing in I AM ATMAN.
That would supperboost healing, but make it super dense as well…
Still much time for that planning.
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Less is often more IMO. I had a phase with 20 modules custom, way less results than now.
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I’m a smoker.
I took up smoking around 15 months ago.
I always puffed. Since I was 16, I enjoyed a cigar, a pipe or some cigarillos. Just from time to time. Sometimes every day, sometimes I didn’t smoke for half a year.
My fiancee on the other hand started smoking cigarettes very early in her life. After she moved in, I couldn’t stand this smell and I realized that after I puffed myself, I’m not annoyed anymore by the stench of the smoke.
Then I managed to get her to change from cigarettes to vaping. And I started to vape as well. For a few months. After dabbling into masculinity and coaching, I realized that vaping shrinks your balls and halves your testosterone, so we switched to cigarettes again.
I never really tried to quit.
But recently the thought to quit smoking comes more often. There are days when cigarettes taste terrible. Then today I realized, that if I stop smoking, I’ll safe 40-50€ every month, an dthat would equal a new sub every month, or a new custom every 4 months.
This financial aspect sounds sweet.
I guess this is Lovebomb. Because deep inside I know, that smoking is connected to a lack of selflove. Who, who is loving jimself deeply, would poison himself on an hourly basis?
Let’s give LB some more time.
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Paragon would help a lot for stopping the smoke. But it seems like LB is doing the job just fine.
I’m curious what ingredient in vaping would have more adverse effects than the countless chemicals in cigarettes?
I like to vape but I only have one of these single use vaporizers and without nicotine, for a sugary flavorful hit instead of eating candies, it’s so satisfying when I have sugar cravings because it’s like absorbing sugar from the mouth but also the entire breathing apparatus, I literally feel my lungs absorbing the sugar, it’s delicious, it’s likely unhealthy but oh so sweeeeet.
I only smoked 2 years when in my teens, but now only occasionally smoke weed from a pipe, I’m mostly using a dry herb vaporizer and edibles.
Good luck on stopping smoking, nicotine is not the easiest substance to let go, but it also is nothing compared to the beauty of a powerful breath of fresh Life.
IIRC, it’s the vegetable glycerin. It gets metabolized in our body similar to xenoestrogene. Which lowers testosterone immensly. In studies with primates, their balls shrunk by 50%.
That’s the reason I quit vaping.
I’m still vaping from time to time, but not very often. So, I believe, I can stomach this much better.
Voice Master is dedicated to sculpting the physical characteristics of your voice, ensuring that every note, whether spoken or sung, resonates with a richness and clarity that captivates and commands attention.
I listened to my custom with Voice is the Law once for 15 seconds and once for 4:22 and I felt this module already.
Disclaimer: My musical vocabulary is very limited
I went to choir practice this evening. During warm up I already heard the richness in my voice.
During a very fast passage I noticed that I hit every note with ease.
Even when we had to sing very softly my voice was firm and steady, where she would have cracked a bit in the past. There’s always this healthy tension in my vocal chords.
This module is gold for everyone that depends on his voice.
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For reverence: I was a extraordinary chorus boy in my youth. I sang in 7 choirs, even one elite choir for a couple of years and was able to sing Mozarts Coronation Mass at sight, hitting every note with very good intonation. I had a beautiful voice back then and two offers from renowned singing teachers to teach me for free because of my talent, but I lived in the middle of nowhere, so couldn’t accept.
Then I didn’t sing for almost 14 years. Started again last year when I moved back home in our small villages church choir, out of sympathy for the community.
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Came back from work at 11pm. Now it’s 4:25am. Can’t sleep at all.
Is it subs? Pushing me to get a serious job?
Is it something else?
I tried Dreams Lifecharger, didn’t help.
I tried Sleep Infusion, a binaural beat, it lowered my pulse from 78 to 67 and my blood pressure as well. At first, I felt my pulse quite easily, later on, it was rather hard to find.
Decided to watch some starwars.
On Pentecost. I wanted to go to church…
Prolly not gonna happen.
Voice is the Law
Yesterday at the gas station my voice was much deeper and more confident. Usually I notice how I drift in a higher pitch almost all the time. Not yesterday. It happened a couple of times, but mostly my voice was deep and radiated confidence.
Also just took my blood pressure.
Last summer it was like 160/100 in average.
A few weeks ago it was significantly better with 138/92.
After this night with next to no sleep, I expected it to be rather high again, since lack of sleep does this normally, my blood pressure was 128/78.
One of my best results in recent years.
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Cut my washout short.
Tomorrow we have our concert.
So I tried RM:Vibes for 2:34
Let’s see if it has another effect compared to Voice is the Law
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May 21st 2024
Listening Day 1
AA 6:00
Concert went well. We sang a slow swing waltz, rather unusual for our choir but it went pretty well. My voice was good, rich and deep.
I felt the harmonies much better and hitting the right tones was easy. RM: Vibes is excellent.
After the concert I saw a message from work, asking if I could work this evening. I agreed since I need the money.
In the afternoon I decided to listen to Abundance Architect. I used the conscious guidance technique as described by @JCDenton and asked my subconscious to get me super motivated to start applying for serious jobs, more tips at work etc.
I listened for 6 minutes until my subconscious said stop.
At work it started pretty good a bit stressful but I did all my work and had time for 2 cigarettes.
Then after 3 hours I turned even more stressful.
I was non stop behind the counter or refilling drinks. Lots of work I needed to do but didn’t find time for.
When I closed the gas station, I knew I had more than one additional unpaid hour of work to do. So I decided to take a 15 minute break before I would start.
When I was halfway done, the phone rang. The security company called because I didn’t activate the security system. They asked for the password to confirm I’m an employee and not a robber. But I didn’t know it. No one told me. I didn’t even know my bosses name. She never introduced herself and from reading her name I couldn’t pronounce it, since it’s Turkish.
But he let me go.
I left the station 1:45h after my shift ended.
I was super pissed. Also because I realized that my work hours are so few this month, that I’ll only earn 400 bucks instead of 540 that were promised. But I kinda new that I asked for extrem motivation to get a new job and this was my manifestation to get the resolve I needed.
Tomorrow I’ll start writing applications.
I also decided to make a smoking break. 3 days for a start. Perhaps I’ll extend it indefinitely.
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Slept a little more than 2 hours then woke up.
Can’t sleep anymore.
It’s to hot, without blanket to cold, I’m sweating, my fiancee snoring, the Spotify meditation is going silent whenever there is a short pause, cutting of the first syllable of the next word which is really annoying. And my right arm.is going numb.
I’m seriously pissed. How am I supposed to write applications when I’m super groggy and toted because I can’t sleep?
Are you doing some kind of training atm? Pent up energy with KB3 can bring a bit restlessness, heat, anger etc. when you are not using it for anything. Brought it for me in the beginning.
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I’ve learned that increasing sexual energy can be a bit too much at times and a course I took recommended that if you do this kind of work, you should engage in calm down breathwork exercises to ground yourself and relax a little bit as well.
Also, it’s fine, you being groggy and toted one day is not the end of the world. You try again tomorrow, you might just be nervous from this big step you’re taking, this big action of writing out applications.
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When you’re reading a post and suddenly it changes formatting. You go over it and look what has changed, only to remember that you do that yourself when you discover wrong spelling.
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Yep, I usually convey thoughts and miss out context or references that I have in my head and assume other people have/know what I know in my head. So I go through the post and change things to hopefully make more sense to others.
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May 22nd 2024
Listening Day 2
LB 5:29 KB3 6:22
Moneyfestation. I got asked if I could cover a 6h DAY shift for a colleague. Another 75 bucks.
And it’s super chilled compared to my last days.
No cleaning, just refilling cigarettes and drinks. And only very few customers.
Made 1,16 in tips after 2:40h already.
Managed to raise tips to 3bucks in 6 hours. Best results so far.
Also another Moneyfestation.
A colleague is ill, I’ll cover two more DAY shifts next week and I swapped one night shift for a longer night shift, meaning I have one more hour for the same work.
The extra hours mean almost enough to cover car insurance that is due next month, so I’m happy again.
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I like it!
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@RVconsultant Could you add the following at the beginning of the first post and then close this journal.
I’ve started this journal 8 months ago.
And I grew immensely in this time.
I wouldn’t say I’ve built the solid base I’d like to have, but it is a base for more growth.
The journey in this journal started with Emperor and LBfH. I had a few short interludes with SSX and RotNW, but nothing serious.
Emperor gave me a sense of Resilience and inner calm. Not what I wanted from this sub, but what I needed more than anything.
Then I added GM. And it stayed. It’s even now a part of my first custom. I don’t feel GM at all. I don’t see any results from it either. Besides getting me a minijob. But that’s not the point. I trust this sub, and that it’s doing its work hidden in the underground.
With the New year, I added KB and Phoenix.
Phoenix accompanied me for two months. Then it made me realize, that I’m missing selflove big time. So I decided to replace it with LB.
LB is the one sub I probably needed more than anything else. It made me realize even more, that deep down, I was convinced that I don’t deserve anything good in my life, so I sabotaged anything that could lead to a good life. Two weeks after I started with LB I got my first minijob. Because I now deserved it. Later on, it raised my deserve level so much, that I build myself a custom: Abundance Architect.
KB was also a life saver. I was a porn addict for 20 years. And as hard as I tried, I could never let it go for good. KB1 accomplished this in three cycles. Now I’m almost three months free of temptation. And that really saved my relationship.
Now I’m continuing to journal my jouney in a new journal. You can find it here:
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