Valuing your time is one of the cornerstones of self-love.
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Just got a phonecall from an unknown number with a spam warning from my phone.
Took it nevertheless.
It was a temporary employment company I reached out to over a year ago and they never called back.
Just told them I moved as soon as I heard their name and she said goodbye.
In the past I was always frightend when I got a call from a unknown number. Could be anything from health insurance, taxes or whatever telling me I’m late on some payments.
Not this time. Without any second thought I just took the call.
Can’t pinpoint which sub did this.
LB? Perhaps
KB3? no clue if it does anything like that.
GM? I’m on a washout for AA, perhaps blooming?
AA? From just the first 15 seconds?
It feels rather like Emperor. But that was last year. Or did LB just unlock this feature?
May 15th
Listeinng Day 11
Abundance Architect (AA) 4:22
It’s my last listening day in this cycle, so I thought I’d give it a go. Solo. To the max. But my max. While aiming for 5 minutes, I didn’t expect to listen for so long. I looked out for signs from my subconscious that it’s enough at every moment. At 4:20 I knew it was enough. Considered going for 4:25, but instinctively knew that it’s to much.
I’m gonna enjoy a salted Bananamilk now to prevent as much as possible of the possible recon.
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4:20 sounds like a good time to me, viva Germany! 
Wishing the best results with your custom!
I still have so much to discover on main titles and so little ideas of where I want to go in my life that customs is still a far away thing for me, congrats on your first!!
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I experienced this with Wanted and weirdly Chosen. Yes it is about self love but I also think it’s about self valuation and dare I say self preservation.
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I do too. A few weeks back I wrote somewhere in here, that I’d love to build a custom, but that’s still far in the future. Then, one day, I suddenly felt, I need to build the custom now.
Of course, I didn’t do it just on a hunch. I spent quite some time pondering on my goals and possible cores and modules, including opening a questions thread about it.
It’s just, a custom is custom made, like a tailored tuxedo.
So I can make sure it has everything I need’ in my present situation.
Like Jobseeker to find a job, HoM and Lineage to heal the relationship with my mom and my dad. And not to forget, a lot of stuff for when I found the job I desire (like Tale of the dragon, Voice is the law, Cosmic Navigator, The Golden one). Also Winner Overdrive and Carpe Vitam for the drive and ambition I’m lacking at the moment.
It’s really custom tailored to my needs. That’s why I decided to get one so much earlier than I originally planned to.
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420. I’m starting to see this number more often recently. I just checked. 17 days ago, I listened to KB3 for 4:20. And @Risky commented on it.
17. Another magical number for me. 4 years ago I saw it everywhere from license plates, clocks, post numbers, bus numbers to randomly tagged on trees. It got less this last 2 years. But its getting more again. Earlier I looked at my clock and it showed 17:17.
Angels, what are you trying to tell me?
Please answer over phone, messenger, email or in here. Numbers aren’t helping to much.
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Found it by accident this morning.
About 40 days later I already have my first.
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It’s cool they created the Synergy modules to make it more approachable for beginners and reduce the amount of choice.
I don’t think I will ever pull the trigger on customs because I would need to know myself enough and have clear enough goals to create one but the day I know myself enough I will not need the help of subs anymore.
My experience of life so far has been receiving what I need when I need it so I trust the deeper intelligence in reality to always manifest the right things for me.
So in my situation with no specific goals the main titles have plenty to offer.
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After opening so much letters in the last week, I finally started to answer them.
There are 6 entities to contact. 2 done so far, 4 to go.
I really felt a push to do so, after listening to my custom the first time. This custom really feels good. A part of me even thinks “fuck the washout, just give it another go”. But atm, I plan to stay strong.
Interestingly, I’ve noticed no recon at all from 4:20. So I’m aiming for 7-8 minutes at first.
Of course I will not try to push ot that far the next time. I will probably listen to my intuition again when I should stop it. This practice served me well in the past. No serious headache or whatever in the last cycle.
I wrote before, that I want to listen to Primal.
I’m still questioning my reasoning. Of course, Primal will do me good. But is it perhaps a recon move, to rotate LB out? What if I need LB more than Primal?
Today I had the thought that it could be beneficial to postpone listening to my custom for one cycle of Primal.
But I realized immediately, that it’s just another attempt of my subconsciousness to keep me from improving my finances. So I’ll listen to my stack of Abundance Architect, LB and KB3 for another cycle and then I’ll decide if I rotate LB for Primal.
But now I’ll come to the main point I wanted to journal about. The day I listened to my custom for 15 seconds.
I was working late, came home around 11pm. Stayed up until I got my custom around 2:16 am and listened to it for 15 seconds.
I was sitting on our terrace at first until I felt cold, went inside around 1am and covered me in a blanket. But I didn’t get warm.
After listening to my custom, I felt somehow agitated so I stayed up until 3am, playing AC Valhalla. When I finally went to bed, I felt like an icicle and was unable to sleep. I grabbed myself a second blanket and spent half an hour with my head under the blanket so my breath would add some warmth. When I finally fel asleep, it was the shittiest night in a very long time. I woke up a lot, my blanket wet from me sweating like crazy, and after 4 hours I couldn’t sleep anymore.
The whole day I felt cold and was tired af. Only in the evening it got a bit better.
My boss sending me a text, telling me, that I made a few mistakes and I need to be more thorough wasn’t helping either.
The following night, I slept like a rock. The next morning I had a cozy tiredness for hours. Like this feeling when you wake up on a holiday stay long in bed just cuddling with your partner.
This experience filled my heart with fear, that I build a recon monster after all. Wasn’t the case, as 4:20 seemed to pass without recon, just filling me with drive.
For the next future, I plan to use @JCDenton s recommendations for subs
I wasn’t that clear in the past.
I believe, it’s partly because I didn’t feel worthy enough to define clear goals. But as @SaintSovereign stated, it’s a feeling of safety that allows traits to be expressed.
And I now feel safe enough to set clear goals for my subs.
It may be, that in the past, I was so distrustful towards myself, that I feared setting clear goals would just prove to me that it’s not working, because I’m not taking the appropriate action.
So I have a few days left to work through the copies of my subs to filter out the objectives I want to experience in my daily life.
Also I started to work on the copy of Abundance Architect. Still in early stages. So the days of this journal are counted. Next cycle I’ll start the new one.
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That was my experience as well. At the right point, I was lead to SC. I started my KB journey at the exact point, that the results came in when I needed them. And at the right point (I trust) I had the feeling that now the time has come for a custom.
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I see what you mean. It’s pretty much the same for me, as they kinda work on similar aspects and I like both very much.
It’s probably no harm to test Primal for a cycle to get a feeling for it.
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I’ll probably do that. Mid-term plan is anyways to get a custom similar to yours.
For a man selflove and self acceptance needs to contain love and acceptance of his raw untamed side as well.
Perhaps throwing in I AM ATMAN.
That would supperboost healing, but make it super dense as well…
Still much time for that planning.
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Less is often more IMO. I had a phase with 20 modules custom, way less results than now.
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I’m a smoker.
I took up smoking around 15 months ago.
I always puffed. Since I was 16, I enjoyed a cigar, a pipe or some cigarillos. Just from time to time. Sometimes every day, sometimes I didn’t smoke for half a year.
My fiancee on the other hand started smoking cigarettes very early in her life. After she moved in, I couldn’t stand this smell and I realized that after I puffed myself, I’m not annoyed anymore by the stench of the smoke.
Then I managed to get her to change from cigarettes to vaping. And I started to vape as well. For a few months. After dabbling into masculinity and coaching, I realized that vaping shrinks your balls and halves your testosterone, so we switched to cigarettes again.
I never really tried to quit.
But recently the thought to quit smoking comes more often. There are days when cigarettes taste terrible. Then today I realized, that if I stop smoking, I’ll safe 40-50€ every month, an dthat would equal a new sub every month, or a new custom every 4 months.
This financial aspect sounds sweet.
I guess this is Lovebomb. Because deep inside I know, that smoking is connected to a lack of selflove. Who, who is loving jimself deeply, would poison himself on an hourly basis?
Let’s give LB some more time.
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Paragon would help a lot for stopping the smoke. But it seems like LB is doing the job just fine.
I’m curious what ingredient in vaping would have more adverse effects than the countless chemicals in cigarettes?
I like to vape but I only have one of these single use vaporizers and without nicotine, for a sugary flavorful hit instead of eating candies, it’s so satisfying when I have sugar cravings because it’s like absorbing sugar from the mouth but also the entire breathing apparatus, I literally feel my lungs absorbing the sugar, it’s delicious, it’s likely unhealthy but oh so sweeeeet.
I only smoked 2 years when in my teens, but now only occasionally smoke weed from a pipe, I’m mostly using a dry herb vaporizer and edibles.
Good luck on stopping smoking, nicotine is not the easiest substance to let go, but it also is nothing compared to the beauty of a powerful breath of fresh Life.
IIRC, it’s the vegetable glycerin. It gets metabolized in our body similar to xenoestrogene. Which lowers testosterone immensly. In studies with primates, their balls shrunk by 50%.
That’s the reason I quit vaping.
I’m still vaping from time to time, but not very often. So, I believe, I can stomach this much better.
Voice Master is dedicated to sculpting the physical characteristics of your voice, ensuring that every note, whether spoken or sung, resonates with a richness and clarity that captivates and commands attention.
I listened to my custom with Voice is the Law once for 15 seconds and once for 4:22 and I felt this module already.
Disclaimer: My musical vocabulary is very limited
I went to choir practice this evening. During warm up I already heard the richness in my voice.
During a very fast passage I noticed that I hit every note with ease.
Even when we had to sing very softly my voice was firm and steady, where she would have cracked a bit in the past. There’s always this healthy tension in my vocal chords.
This module is gold for everyone that depends on his voice.
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For reverence: I was a extraordinary chorus boy in my youth. I sang in 7 choirs, even one elite choir for a couple of years and was able to sing Mozarts Coronation Mass at sight, hitting every note with very good intonation. I had a beautiful voice back then and two offers from renowned singing teachers to teach me for free because of my talent, but I lived in the middle of nowhere, so couldn’t accept.
Then I didn’t sing for almost 14 years. Started again last year when I moved back home in our small villages church choir, out of sympathy for the community.
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Came back from work at 11pm. Now it’s 4:25am. Can’t sleep at all.
Is it subs? Pushing me to get a serious job?
Is it something else?
I tried Dreams Lifecharger, didn’t help.
I tried Sleep Infusion, a binaural beat, it lowered my pulse from 78 to 67 and my blood pressure as well. At first, I felt my pulse quite easily, later on, it was rather hard to find.
Decided to watch some starwars.
On Pentecost. I wanted to go to church…
Prolly not gonna happen.
Voice is the Law
Yesterday at the gas station my voice was much deeper and more confident. Usually I notice how I drift in a higher pitch almost all the time. Not yesterday. It happened a couple of times, but mostly my voice was deep and radiated confidence.
Also just took my blood pressure.
Last summer it was like 160/100 in average.
A few weeks ago it was significantly better with 138/92.
After this night with next to no sleep, I expected it to be rather high again, since lack of sleep does this normally, my blood pressure was 128/78.
One of my best results in recent years.
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Cut my washout short.
Tomorrow we have our concert.
So I tried RM:Vibes for 2:34
Let’s see if it has another effect compared to Voice is the Law
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