i still listen from time to time to rap music which i was a huge fan of before, but i stopped listening cause its not good energy, but i still enjoy it! but i choose not to listen to it, eventually it will have an effect on me with all that cursing and negative energy
but i agree on what you said, but from my experience with subs is that recon mainly manifests that way into my life, i feel that im following the wrong purpose and i was delusional with thinking that my purpose is music, cause i dont feel any emotions when im listening and digging tracks and producing music
but usually this stays for a day or 2 then boof, it goes away
cause since i started here with SC, i really didnt see any signs of discomfort or anything weird like what has been mentioned on how Recon feels and its symptoms ,
so i thought this my own way of my subconscious to let me know that hes afraid and thats the recon the i face,
from what i read, everyone has a different experience with recon, some people have this urge to switch subs, and some people become bored and maybe dull or depressed ,
but i personally felt like not feeling the music that i like, and not feeling it, is the main block that i face when my subconscious tried to defend itself