Breathing Jaguar embracing the Rainbow body

Journals - Major Programs
#1

Hers my first official online journal. I’ve been doing these subs since last year. My current stack is Khan, Wanted, Heartsong, and ascension chamber. This is how I listen.
Sunday night listen to Khan stage 4 and heart song.
Tuesday night listen to Wanted and and Khan sage 4.
Thursday night listen to Wanted and ascension chamber. Then rest the all the way until Sunday night.

Results
No recon just sleeping more per night when needed.
Feeling an energetic load on my brain and sometime chest area. Clears usually in the morning when I get my day started.
Very vivid dreams revealing to me my shadow and processing the subs.

Khan more drive and discipline in going to the gym and being productive all through the morning and day.
Men respecting me more. Women eyeing me more and saying hi.
Feeling more grounded sexually and easily doing semen retention.
Can focus more on my day at hand.
A yearning and automatic drive to make more money and finding other ways to earn passive income.
Clearing fears about money. No longer pushing away money or excess spending.
Accumulating more and more money in different bank accounts and crypto.
Setup my IRA Account so I can’t spend the money and increase money flows.
Step father becoming a huge success in financial gains in real estate. Him wanting to take me under his wing to grow generational wealth and cash flows.
Setting up multiple bank accounts for different uses.
More ease with money and in giving generously to others through tipping.
Conquering all my fears around money.
Loving money more and having joy in having and keeping it.
Last year on Khan a woman was chasing and pursuing me. Leading to sex.
Women sometimes chasing me and following me around, touching my body and me not caring at all. Like it’s no big deal.
More women coming close to me and them feeling safe and seen around me.
Having a dream where someone says to me “sup Khan”
Caring more about my future and doing things now that create more money in the future.

Wanted - others reaching out to me more
Caring more about my looks.
Looking the the mirror and saying damn I’m sexy.
My eyes have a brighter glow to them.
My hair naturally looks more sexy and curly.
Receiving more compliments on my looks from guys and girls.
My energy work teacher, who’s a girl and my age saying I smell like a hot guy.
Random girls I meet through the day are more interested in me and asking what im doing.
Being more mysterious and witty with my words.
Saying less.
Defeating oneitis. Not caring about my crush anymore.
Feeling confident and sexy in the way I walk talk and act.
Random women on social media reaching out to me and sending me pictures of them. Wink wink.
Not caring and being nonchalant effortlessly.
Parents came into town and took me shopping for department store clothes. Zara and express. Them paying for all of it.
Parents and family reaching out me and wanting me to be more in their lives.
Parents and family always sending me money and support for anything that I want.
Friends caring about me more and giving me more money than expected.
Receiving more from others than expected.
Much of the acne that I struggle with clearing up on my back and having perfect flawless skin on my face. Like a more supernatural glow.
Others being more kind to me and eye contact.
Receiving more help from strangers.
Strangers asking for my advice.

Heartsong
At first I would get in arguments with my friends and family but this always led up to us becoming closer and bonded more.
Feeling heartbreak pains in my chest. This disappeared after I reduced listening times.
Feeling more closer to my bothers that I live with.
Having more fun with my friends and feeling like a brother hood.
Thoughts about all my past partners and crushes coming the surface.
Healing all past experiences about love that have negatively affected me.
I feel like everyone loving me more and cherishing me more.
Feeling more love in my heart space.
Being guided to sing forgiveness song to heal all relationships.
Allowing more of myself in all my relationships.
Not putting up with anything other than my highest good with others.
Setting clear and respectful boundaries with others.
Conversations coming up with others that addresses pains and misunderstandings about how I operate and function in my reality.
Dreams about past partners and them hugging me. Waking up in the feeling of being in love.
Working on myself concept regarding love (Neville Goddard) doing Dylan Jame’s sleep tapes while falling asleep.
Not wanting a relationship and becoming communion with everyone.
Feeling that I already am with my soulmate.
Having visions of my dream partner during ayahuasca journeys.
She’s already with me. Feeling more whole in my heart space.
Clearing any pains in my heart space creating more room for another to come into my life.

Ascention chamber
Instant manifesting. Thinking about something and forgetting about it. Than it being given to me. For example I say to myself wouldn’t it be nice to receive some food. Friend calls me and takes me out to eat. Walking out of Costco and randomly a woman gives me a free soda cup.
Greater ease with visualization.
Getting everything that I think about and it effortlessly being given to me. Feeling blessed to know that I am a master manifestor.
Finding feather’s and white ones too. A sign to me that things are always working in my favor.
I can perceive the future more easily.
Perceiving othered people’s thoughts feeling and emotions.
Recognizing that I am extremely aware and psychic.
I know when others are thinking about me that call me soon. I know when my past partners are thinking about me.
More knowing that I am creating my own reality through my thoughts feelings and emotions.

That’s it. If you have any questions let me know I would love to hear all your points of view. All of life come to us with ease joy and glory.

How does it get any better than this?

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#2

Listened to Khan and heart song Sunday night.
Dreams about beating up a little man who was annoying me and disturbing my party. Could not kill him no matter how many times I would beat him up. He persisted on living and then I gave up. I move to another room where I find this girl, whom I grasp and started to kiss passionately. This led up to me having a wet dream. I wake up orgasming and ejaculating. I clean myself up in the bathroom and change. I got back to bed tired and sleep past my alarm clock. Which is a smart alarm that wakes me up with warm orange light. I turn it off tired af from the subliminals processing. I wake up at 10:30 am and the khan scrip kicks in and I go out and make more money than I expected even though I woke up late. I usually wake up around 6:30 am to meditate and do breathwork(wim hoff). I effortlessly get blessed with big money from the entities. Entities pay me actual money. They give it to me. I work productively and get everything I needed to do that day. Now I’m home thinking on whether to go to the gym or hang out with my roommates and make music together.

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#3

Last night I couldn’t sleep. Usually when this happens its a sign that I should meditate until my body and mind becomes tired. So I sat up and started to mediate late into the night. While I was meditating with my stone Moldavite. I clear and facilitate all the entities in my house. They are very active at night because your senses are dimmed. That is how they can more easily communicate with you is during the night. I finally get tired around 3 am and fall asleep. The very next morning I wake up and decide to buy the new sub Revelation of Mind. I listen to it, I felt its energies in my brain. These are some of the things I noticed during the day.

A sense of peace and clarity in my mind.
Less thoughts and more awareness of everything.
I listened to music and I felt these blissful pulsations flow up my spine and into my brain. It felt like I was having multiple brain orgasms.
The music felt so good to listen to. It made me feel powerful emotions of joy and bliss.
I started to smile to myself, thinking that everything was rigged in my favor.
I eat some food and it tasted much more pleasurable than ever before.
My mind started to think about the nature of reality.
Some insights I had were that when you judge something as good or bad you create an opposite point of view about it. Thus creating a duality point of view of the world. You see in black or white. Good or bad. Right or wrong. This point of view is always limited. When you let go of judgment you can see clearly for what is actually there. Perfection. Non-duality.
I felt blissful and joyful.
I started to laugh to myself. Life was funny. Its all for my fun.
Goals? Who cares? I don’t. Everything in my life is already prefect. I felt like relaxation and peace. No striving, no strain.
I started to see the backwardness of western society. Always goal and purpose driven. Seeking to always strive and do better that everyone else. I’ve let go of all goals and striving. What is mine will always be mine. It comes to me naturally and effortlessly.
I am receiving easily like a tree receives light from the sun.
My purpose is to have fun in my reality.
I’ve let go of the struggle and strain and have surrendered myself to the great way. Doing so I have transformed and received grace.
This is the great Way of the Dao.

RoM is truly on another level of grace.

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#4

Incredible, Sidenote for bad entities or other peoples negative energy . You can do a metta bubble around you and nothing can get to you.

This also works with nightmares.

Can’t wait until I listen to rom. I’m just waiting for my cold to to away fully

Really loving your journal

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#6

I did this energetic gold pull last night while receiving energy work from my teacher. WOW it was phenomenal. Absolutely profound. I still feel the processing from RoM. I’m seeing how this sub is affecting my energy-work. Some key notes and downloads.

Deep relaxation of my mind and body. My body felt like it was sinking deeper and deeper into the earth.
Went so deep that it was a state akin to sleep.
I felt a huge expansion of my consciousness. I became space and lightness. Expanding further and further until I became one with the whole universe. Total space and ease. I expanded so much that I started to feel dizzy and spaced out. Then during this meditation we started to pull energetically. My mind pushed down and I had this awareness of my whole body pulling energy from all around me. My whole body began buzzing with blissful energy. I could perceive gold from all over the earth being pulled towards my body. I felt like a magnet pulling GOLD! into my life. I felt rich. This was so powerful and profound that I felt tired after it was all over. I knew that I had done some amazing energy-work. Feeling so thankful and high even right now as I type this.

Afterwards I became so inspired to sing my heart out with my buffalo shaman drum. I start to channel these songs that I’ve never heard before. I wasn’t thinking, just channeling the words from my heart. It was heart healing. I felt the creator working through my voice. It felt like I was on Ayahuasca, experiencing such gratitude and love in my heart. I feel like RoM is working on helping me create medicine songs from nothing. I started to sing this new song about forgiveness, one that’s different from ho oponopono. I felt sadness. I knew that I hurt someone from my past even one from other lifetimes. I really hurt someone in a past life, I felt so sorry. I asked them for forgiveness and thanked them. Told them that I love them. I started to weep while singing this song. It felt so good to cry. I was to sorry that it was heart healing for me and all those that I hurt ever. RoM really boosting my creative and channeling gifts.

Rom is very healing for me. Such gratitude and thankfulness in my heart. Thank you @SaintSovereign for this. Your kindness will not go unseen and unfeeling. I will be pulling energy for this whole forum and this business entity. May you always have good health and happiness.

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#7

Did another Gold pull from the video earlier in my forum. Is was deep yet again. I could feel the energy pull even more. It comes in waves gets hot and then cools down. Then another wave of warmth and pulling energy and cools down. I could consistently pull this energy for about 2 minutes then it cools down. I could perceive huge gold coins with a buffalo on them. I’ll post more on my results later today too.

Results from my first gold pull.
My mom calls me and asks what I want for Christmas. I tell her what I want. She’s buying all the stuff right when she’s on the phone with me. I see this as receiving money through the form of presents. She then tells me she’s going to pass down a silver bracelet to me for Christmas. I see this as receiving money in the form of silver. So it was an instant manifestation. It wasn’t gold per say but silver is the next best thing. My teacher also manifested $150 yesterday too. So we both received some money. When 2 or more come together I am there. This means that when 2 or more people come together to manifest something it comes quicker and in a greater amount.

How does it get any better that this?
What else can I receive that I haven’t thought possible before?

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#8

Very interesting. I have small piece of Moldavite with me. Purchased it many years ago but kept it aside after a while. Maybe I should take it out again.

Do you feel any connection between subliminals and your Moldavite?

#9

Yeah I love moldavite, it resonates with me the most. It’s closest to my vibration. It’s a little higher than me. I meditate with it every morning in my left hand. It’s a 21 gram piece. Very powerful. I’m sure even the most skeptical person can feel it’s energies.

Be very careful with working with moldavite. It’s the stone of transformation. Anything in your life that’s not in alignment with your highest good, it will rip it out. It will usually break the foundation of your life to build one that best suits you. Think the tower from tarot. Upheavals, uprooting, breaking down. To clear out anything that doesn’t need to be there. You come back stronger more stable.

Its energies are that of extreme heat and pressure. From the creation of it. Like molten glass hardened to create and Alien world here on earth. It has extraterrestrial material(energies) and Terrestrial material(energies). It’s both from the stars and this earth. The best in both worlds.Up above and down below.

As with its connection with subliminals. I would have to ask the question. Moldavite are you connected in any way with these subliminal? Do you know anything about them? If so please let me know. I will have to keep asking this question until I get an awareness. I could get this awareness tonight or a week from now. I just have to keep asking. I’ll let you know when I get some answers. I’ll meditate on this.

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#10

Ok so today is Thursday. Instead of listening to subs at night, I listened to it this morning. It was Wanted and RoM. Things that I noticed.

Everywhere that I go, people notice me. This man looked at me and said “sup boss”. Women smile when I look at them. So many people ask me how I’m doing. Where ever I go I pull energy from everything and everyone. I just ask energy to pull and it does. I feel magnetic and seen. In order to be wanted you must be willing to be seen. So instead of hiding my energy and I’m consciously pulling the energy to be seen and noticed. People notice my energy and it’s magnetic, alluring, and attractive. People want to be near me and want me to notice them too.

Today I was asking my body to show me who it likes the most. I ask this constantly. I feel a nudge from my body and I look. It was children. My body was telling me that they are nurturing to me. I feel another nudge and it was this older woman. She was like in her 50s or 60s. Her face and energy felt light. My body told me that she was nurturing to me. My body is showing me the kind of energy that it likes. I recognize and notice that this type of energy is what I’m looking for in a partner. This energy that I’m noticing is always light. Body thank you for showing me.

Body show me a phenomenal life. Body show me a phenomenal sex life. Body show me a phenomenal financial life. Body show just how phenomenal and magical you really are.

I was listening to this audible call “sex is not a four letter word but often times relationship is”. It said to remember the last time you had an orgasm and to pull that energy from my feet up my legs, up my torso and out the top of my head. Then pull this energy constantly for as long as you can. I did this exercise and immediately I felt sexual energy in my whole body. I got really hard for about a full hour. It felt great. Makes me feel alive and gave me constant energy. I felt sensual and seductive. I love to receive more from my body in this way. Could possibly be Wanted script activating and leading me to information that would generate a phenomenal life and sex life.

Today was a great and productive day. My question is, How does it get any better than this?
I will be doing some channeling tonight. I’m observing how RoM is affecting this channeling.

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#11

I’m taking a washout today and this weekend. 3 day washout. I slept for 10 hours last night. I’ve been playing this gold pull video at night. Woke up with a slight headache. I can feel it dissipating right now. I channeled some songs last night and recorded it so I can listen to it. Here’s one song that I wrote, Its simple and quick. More like a mantra or chant.

Joy is my guide
Joy is my guide
Happiness is my good ole friend
Love is my guide
Love is the path
Forgiveness is the way to my healing
My Heart beating
My Heart beating
Beating with Earth
Beating with Earth
Love is over flowing
Love is over flowing
Back to the Sea
Back to the Sea

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#13

The subs are integrating well with me. No recon what’s so ever. One beneficial symptom is sleeping deeper, sleeping longer, Able to access deeper states of relaxation and awareness. I’ve been manifesting more money being gifted to me in unexpected and mysterious ways. My dreams have been very vivid and a multitude of them. Showing me my unconscious mind and psyche. Feeling good. Feeling grateful. Feeling light. Feeling fun. Feeling joyful. Feeling joyful. Feeling phenomenal. Feeling blessed. Feeling eager for life.

Every desire is drawn to me easily and effortlessly.

I speak through music and song.
I’ve been penetrating the world with my masculine awareness and forgiveness. Singing songs out loud in public. There’s a song my heart.
Singing the from the heart.
I allow my greatest joy to come out and share with the world.
I receive more and more each and everyday.
I’m so Thankful.

#14

My washout has been 4 days straight. The longer the washout the more clear headed I feel. I’m feeling lighter and happier than ever before. I’m currently staying with my family for the holidays. I feel a lot less judgment around my family than before. I played love bomb before a family gathering. I received lots of love and attention from them. I had a pleasant time visiting my family. Feelings of forgiveness comes up around my family. The hurts that I feel in my heart are bubbling up to the surface to be seen by the light. I sing the forgiveness song, helping me to heal and let go of past hurts.

I love you.
I’m sorry.
Please forgive me.
Thank you, thank you.

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