Breakdown with Stark Q

Journals - Major Programs
#21

Day 2.2

  • Dominant Vs Domineering

My previous concept of being dominating was actually being domineering.

Dominating is actually having mastery over myself- I am afraid to take action in fear of making myself look foolish- if i look foolish, i am afraid i will get rejected- I am afraid to look foolish because i care about what others think. It all roots from the insecurity as being a weak ass piece of shit kid.

  • Cause Vs Effect

My bigest Regrets- 1. Loner 2. Dependence

  1. Loner- I tried faking being someone who i’m not so i drove half the people away like this.
    I ditched hangouts to stay back home and watch porn instead, and lost the other half like this.
  2. Dependence- I never tried stepping out of my comfort zone. I put off the thought till the next day, and the next day will never come.

Either I fix these problems myself today, or i stop complaining about it and just accept it.

What feelings are stopping me from changing these?

  1. I am not good enough for people to hang out with me.-
  2. I am afraid to take action.
  3. I don’t know where to start
  4. I am afraid to fail.
  5. I am afraid to get rejected
  6. I am afraid to look foolish
  7. On a deep level i care about what people think
#22

Day 3
I am taking this breakdown stuff seriously this time.

Stack: QL 1 : Day 63 … K 1: Day 3

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#23

Day 3.1

The brain is wired to keep coming back to what is familiar and keep on rejecting what is unfamiliar.

I tend to stick to what is familiar, even though it is not good for me.

right at this very moment i am lying down on my bed doing nothing, eventually aiming to take a nap. This is the familiar thing for me to do at this time in the lockdown.

To break this, i need to do something unfamiliar.

I am gonna get up from my bed and familiarize not being on my bed at this time.

I will make all the bad familiar unfimiliar and all the good unfimiliar fimiliar.

Nothing is difficult for me to do. It is just unfimiliar, and i will make it fimiliar

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#24

Something I have been thinking about now daily: Perfect is the enemy of good.

Meditate/think on that, I want to know what you think about it :slight_smile:

Maybe you’ll get some insight from it.

#25

Perfection has been taught to us by our school.
Perfect means 100% and good is 99.99% and below.

School has trained us to be perfect, and taught us against the notion of anything less than perfection.

We try to be perfect. This means that we need to get 100% in what we do.

even 0.01% chance of failure puts us off from the task.

what is your thoughts?

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#26

Day 3.2

Familiarity-
Comfort zone, Laziness, Procrastination

Unfamiliarity-
Being comfortable outside the comfort zone, Proactiveness

#27

Quantum Limitless ST1: Quantum Re-Balance

Before unleashing the power of Quantum, your whole nervous system (and not just the brain) needs to be in an optimal condition. This means extensive repairs of physical damages, rebalancing of hormones and nutrients, restoration of optimal functioning, rewiring of existing neural patterns for higher efficiency, preparation for new, even more optimized neural connections, strengthening of existing areas and creation of new connections…

Furthermore, Quantum Re-Balance will free you from limiting beliefs and emotional trauma, remove and release any creative blocks you might have, as well as pave the way for the development of rapid and easy understanding.

And to achieve full balance, both of your hemispheres will become closer, enjoying a much more rapid communication between the two sides of your brain, while also bringing closer together your conscious and subconscious mind.

All parts of your brain and mind will come together to one unified, extremely powerful, whole.

STAGE I – TOTAL BREAKDOWN:

The first stage of Khan lives up to its name, being a powerful take on healing subliminals. With Regeneration being a subliminal that takes you through your trauma and helps you heal them, and Rebirth literally shifting your perceptions to make you feel like a new man, you might think – why another healing based subliminal?

Because Total Breakdown is going to break you down. Completely. Literally.

To be a Khan, you must be ready to take on the hardest challenges. While most healing subliminals try to gently guide you through your traumas, Total Breakdown will crumble every single trauma and concept that is holding you back into dust with extreme force. This is the stage for those who are done being held back and are ready to destroy all the walls standing in front of them with their bare hands, no matter how bloody and bruised they may get.

Total Breakdown will also serve to remove subliminal programming that is unhelpful. If by any chance a previous subliminal you listened to had programming that is harmful, Total Breakdown will destroy it. It will not remove any positive programming or programming that benefited you.

This is all done in order to prepare you for the stages that are to come – if you are planning on running each stage one by one, or to create the perfect environment for future subliminals.

No more being held back, it’s time to saddle up.

#28

I have similar thoughts, just different percentages…

Good is anything above 70%. Get there and you’ll be wildly succesful.

The people who need to be perfect over analyze, get petrified by fear.

I used to be like that.

Now I know that just getting something done and running (good enough) makes you succesful.

Applies to everything. Including choosing the perfect stack for every situation :wink:

Edit: Also, do not be discouraged if you first get only to 40%… Learn from it, adjust and relaunch. You’ll get to 70% eventually.

The only way to not to succeed is to give up.

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#29

I agree with your percentages more actually!

Holy fucking shit! This is an Eye opener.

#30

@Hoppa

70% actually makes more sense.
And explains the “complete give up” more.

#31

Day 4

Khan St1 Day 4
Quantum Limitless St1 Day 64

Check list during lockdown:

  1. Learn Python
  2. Set up an online income source

Was wondering over QL Vs Stark Q in my Stack

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#32

Day 4.1

The urgency to speed up results takes me no where.

I will not use stark Q now.

I will go on as per my initial plan.

Use Ql for the entire 2020.

Breakdown and Reprogram with khan until necessary.

Then Replace Khan with Stark Q.

2020: Year of the Quantum Limitless Stark (26)
2021: Year of the Ecstatic Golden Stark (27)
Edit: 2022: Year of the StarkQhan™️ ( Stage 3 & 4 ) (28)
2023 and beyond: Era of the Ecstatic Limitlessly Golden StarQhan™️

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#33

StarKQhan™

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#34

:see_no_evil::see_no_evil::see_no_evil: how could I miss that

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#35

Just use KhanQ by that time. :wink:

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#36

khan with pcc and updated QL

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#38

Day 5

Khan St1 Day 5
QL ST1 Day 65

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#39

Day 5.1

Met some outside people today after ages.

I find it difficult maintaining eye contact.

This hasn’t happened in a long time.

#40

How many hours /day do you get listening time?

Do you ever feel like you need to turn it down for a while?

#41

I don’t really count the hours.

I just listen to it whenever possible.

I think one thing could be that,

previously maintaining eye contact did not come from internal power, but I would do it as a technique i learn’t from bullshit pick up stuff. I guess that bullshit has been broken down and hence the lack of maintaining eye contact. I guess i will get it back in ST2.

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