Beginning of a new era - PurpleRT Custom Sub Q

12:42- August 19th

I saw 12:34 minutes ago, new beginning?
Just realized something, today is the 1st year anniversary since I stepped foot in Subliminal Club.
Back then I attempted to buy True Social, not knowing it was a supercharger until later.
No regrets :wink:
However, I joined the forums in October.

Seems like the reconciliation is… over, at last. It was horrifying but glad that’s now in the past.
I’m gonna work even more on myself, but in the physical side.
Making some diet changes and including regular exercise, proper sleep and meditation.

While I have many goals (wealth, studies, etc), I don’t really need a specific sub for each one of them. This is my main tool and will help me accomplish it.
Despite the fact this sub has emphasis on social modules, they still work and will be here. After all this world situation ends, it will be time again for them to shine.

I have seen changes with the social modules, even tho’ I’m not in a very open environment.
And I’m pleased with the things they brought me, along with the whole sub (Post of July 31st)
Then it’s now the turn of the body-morphing modules, gonna take more action now.

Therefore I keep two of the cores in proper functioning. Daredevil when I need to be social (not gonna pursuit it as before) and Spartan for discipline, along with body morphing and conditioning. Not to mention the result enhancements and healing.

Let’s see how everything works out in December, the changes I’ll see.

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07:30 - August 20th

Slowly adapting new sleep habits, today I woke up a bit more refreshed.
Yesterday my soda intake was only one glass, slowly but surely. :wink:
Last night I took a small meditation of 5 minutes, from there I’ll work my way up. These actions jump-start Carpe Diem Ascended.

However, not only refreshed but way, way aroused :joy:
Lion IV keeps bringing the humor. Iron Frame keeping my cool and to push on.
Many times I thought of using Inner Circle for other time… (these last days but I keep listening)

But I have a hunch!
Soon, soon enough I’ll meet up either mentors or people who think like me.
I’ll keep on listening.

What’s your criteria for Inner Circle?

About what exactly? The reason I keep using it?

Yep, that!

Hmm, it’s that hunch I have.
Plus, I’ll be going out mostly in September. It’s pretty much possible depending on what I do and where I go I’ll meet people related to my interests.

There is no other reason, it’s mostly to a strong feeling in my gut about it. I feel it’s the right thing to keep it in my stack.

Took myself a break from my custom. Tonight I begin again.
Slowly I’m taking care of my looks.

One week away from September. How time flies.

07:48 - August 25th

Back to the custom again. Cardio and keeping and eye on my skin are my main priorities for the day.
Last week, it’s been the first time I’m doing a effort in taking care of my body. Many years ago I got eczema and it’s been a hassle to always hydrate my skin.

Not so much now, as I care now for it, there is a will to do so. The time it takes, but I no longer gonna leave it like that. It’s like I’m accepting a part of me or something, interesting feelings!

Between cardio, regular exercise, treat my skin, etc. It’s gonna make a difference for myself.

08:34 - August 26th

Huh, my libido’s changed, for the best. Takes me like a full week before I get aroused again. Back when I was under porn it was every single day. Glad to be out of there.

Been growing a bit of personal respect for myself even more.
Funny thing happened with Informaticon yesterday, I’m interested in investing, but it is such a big topic it’s overwhelming for me in where to start.
So I found a pair of books I bought for my father two years ago, he hasn’t read them and never will 'cause he said me “I’m lazy when reading English books, so I won’t read them”.

Since then, both books are only collecting dust. Just realized they’re still here and are all about investing, basics and history. So why not? It’s no coincidence I find 'em when I’m interested.

There are goals that my family and I aspire… Proper house, personal cars, etc.
It’s been years, without much fruit.
Since we moved out in March, we’re going up.
HoM is very interesting when one is owner of a company indeed.

Doesn’t matter my background, neither my family members.
Nothing will stop us for reaching our goals.
We have survived worst.
We are still united.

We’re gonna get finally our desired house, we’re gonna work our ass off, as we always do it.
There’s nothing stopping us really, the sky’s the limit.

16:26 - August 28th

Got stuck on what to do really. There is one thing I need to work on, and it’s discipline mostly to work on other things. I don’t like admitting to it, but looks like I got way lazy.

One thing was bothering me, and I know what.
Gives me the impression everybody is doing something, except me :sweat_smile:
Be either work, studies or something.
Ain’t doing anything like that, honest. Some small work here and then, but nothing that keeps me entertained enough for the rest of the day.

Either way, looks like it’s the end of this journal, for real tho’
And no, it’s no recon really. :wink:

It’s amazing, how much situations change in very small time. And looks like I’m near something really big. Even if this was a period of time where didn’t saw as much action as I expected, I worked my way up. Not only from the things I post in here, but in my personal one. Sometimes I get more optimistic than usual, tried new things, figured out what I didn’t like and such.

There is still work to do, but I’m way grateful for the changes I saw in almost two months now. Either way, I hope things work out as they’re supposed to and in December will be more different. That’s when this custom will shine even more, for myself.

There are so opportunities, but don’t know what to take!
Investor?
Writer?
Artist?
Damn!

Friends? Look’s like they’re gone again. Story of my life.
Work? Hopefully more and more in these months!
Inner Healing? Yes, pretty much changed my attitude.
College? Sadly yes, hate studying for useless things.

Beginning of a new era? Indeed! This months were the small foundations to it. But it’s time to make the house now. For real since now I can see the bigger picture.

Now that I finished rambling a bit, this weekend I’m gonna think for real my strategy. And then get to it.
Take more action.

Ergo, this journal may not seem as much change, but!
In how I head through specific circumstances, my attitude changed, between other things.
I don’t doubt myself anymore, I trust myself I can do it, or at the very least try it.

Therefore, I can say, this journal is now closed.
Thanks for reading this far. Peace! :v:

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This last post touched a chord in me. I know that feeling of not achieving some semblance of success after all these years. And also that feeling when everyone around you seems to have figured things out and you feel lost at sea still trying to find your passion.

Although this feeling is reducing thanks to my emotional healing stack (Elixir Ultima + RegenerationQ), I too would like to reach a place where things look good enough that I feel “Yes. Now this is what I wanted. For starters”.

Have you made a new journal after finishing this one? Curious about any new developments in your journey.

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It’s a horrible feeling indeed. Aimlessly walking through every day, while failing to have enough discipline to work on your inexistant goals and hearing how friends and family members all have something to do, except yourself. It’s pretty much painful.

Elixir and RegenQ? A perfect match! Funny you mention them, I’ve been thinking into adding Regen to the stack. They declutter the mind in a efficient way.

Yes! Finally found something of mine to work on. Took me a month to get back on my feet.
The Highway to Paradise City is my second journal where I’m finally doing practice and learning theory in order to improve myself as an artist, along with daily action.

At last, doing something real for me.

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Oh yes. It’s such a perfect combination that even SubClub recommends combining them both in their sales page. Am only a third of a month in and am already feeling what you said. Which is “declutter the mind”. Will stick with this for one month minimum before making any decision to change. Finally able to stick to a stack too after too many “experiments” of changing playlists too often and including too many titles in a stack.

Glad to hear this. Will check your new journal out.

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