I wanted to start a journal again. As I’m getting back into dating, I bought a custom for it, after a lot of tailoring and back and forth with support, removing redundancy,
And getting over my addiction to the idea of wanted, even though I had more results with Primal Seduction in 2 weeks than Wanted a year.
Stack Velvet Singularity, Khan Black.
Did a 3 min loop of Velvet Singularity for the first time. Holy shit, it’s bonkers. Immediately, my eyesight got supercharged, and I started watching eye contact videos on YouTube portraying different emotions, and looking at the micro-expressions. Also, how horny can a sub get you? Jesus Christ, I’m gonna have to do constant microcosmic orbit.
My old mentor also said something interesting to me yesterday: When you look at women, don’t see the vanity; see the divine feminine in her.
Which led to us having an entire conversation about not trying to be masculine. Be beyond the duality of masculine and feminine.
Like, you have an entire world inside you. Why just want the masculine things? Dance with the feminine.
And this is a guy that was the epitome of masculinity and preached it.
But it creates a ton of golden projections if you don’t own both your aspects, feminine and masculine.
The desire to approach increased a thousandfold. After I woke up, my first idea was to go approach in the train station at 6 am in the morning XD.
But what’s also interesting: a ton of creativity arose around business and life overall. I feel more drive to work from this than Stark Black lol.
I’m also quitting snus for the 92131231 time. But this time, I have a grounding practice for it, so this is the time. But it kills the aliveness sooooo much to use snus.
As I used snus to ground me before.
Let’s see what happens with this sub. Last time I ran Primal Seduction in Thailand, things got wild very.
fast.
