Baphomet - Dark phoenix rising

Hello again SR board! It’s been awhile.

After a long break away from the forum I decided I wanted to come back and start a new journal. I plan to undertake a massive metamorphosis from now to the end of the year. My plan is to improve on the 3 key areas of my life for the rest of 2023:

  • Career
  • Romance
  • Creativeness

Let’s go through each category and explain where I am currently + where I want to be for each

Career
Currently I am working as a software coder for the government. My coding experience is limited, most what I know I’ve taught myself on the job since I started in July of last year. Current salary is $54k/year

My goal for the end of 2023 is to get at least one promotion and be making $70k. That whole amount doesn’t have to come from a single source but I should be on track to make roughly that amount by the end of the year


Romance
I’ve been single since Halloween. Last weekend I hooked up with a girl I’ve liked for years on my birthday. But I’m not holding hope that it’s going to go anywhere long term. I consider myself to be a pretty average looking guy. I’m smart and funny. The areas I need to work on in order to improve my romantic life are: confidence approaching & generating attraction/arousal. For both of these goals I’ll be using a combination of my sub stack (obviously) and NLP training. My goal for the end of the year is to be in a relationship with a girl who I see as both successful and attractive. The perfect 10 with a brain that keeps me sharp.


Creativeness
Ultimately I’d love to create content that motivates people in some way. Whether that’s through music, movies, television, book, vlogging, all of the above. I very much want to create and share content with the world. I feel as though learning to access my true spark of creativity will help me understand myself better and maybe make the world a slightly better place. Music will be my primary focus, it is the art which I have the most experience in. My goals is to be at a place where I can comfortable release 2 songs a month. For all other creative outlets I will keep my antennae alert for opportunities while allocating time to invest in those skill sets.



With that out of the way let’s look at the stack I’ll be running. I’m going to run this Monday/Wednesday/Friday of each week. Every month I’ll run it for the first 3ish weeks then no loops to the end of the month (essentially 3 weeks on 1 week off pattern).

Monday:
Emperor Black ZP x2
Libertine ZP x2
Ascension Chamber x1

Wednesday:
Emperor Black ZP x2
True Sell ZP x2

Friday:
Libertine x2
True Sell x2

I think that covers everything for the first post. I will update as regularly possible. Daily if I can but aiming for 3x a week minimum. Good to be back :slight_smile:

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I’ve wondered off and on how you are. Welcome back, mate!