Azriel-All Wealth -Rainmaker

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#535

I am sad to say despite the great spike from last week, this week has proved on par with a low average for me. And I’ve found myself profoundly frustrated in a way I have not been for a while. There is a gravitas in ASBR that makes things perhaps a smidge too serious for the kind of sales I am doing, and I have to calibrate this well. When calibrated well its masterful but still couldn’t break through the miasma of the tail end of this week.

I was really hoping the addition of ASBR would take my high level consistency for the next level.
I will continue to test ASBR in my stack because it’s potential is obviously strong and clear. I have yet to crack the code of more than two weeks high performance with subs. I know it can be done at the work I am at so I will continue to experiment until I get to the next level of success I am looking for in this role.

I really intend to start new months with a bang, and it’s been everything that can go wrong or off is going on and off.

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#536

edit: I was not fully in touch with reality. My week ended up being excellent even at the time I wrote the above and then more came in. In truth I was freaking out for the month of Feb, with the new requirements and my competitiveness and the team around me already rocketing off. Due to a large refund I was already in the hole $15K.

As of now I’ve leveled out at $9k ahead on day 3 with a solid $15-30K in the pipeline. My friend already almost hit monthly quota she’s at $100K on day 3. last month she was finished at $350K monthly revenue , which is insane. It’s insane and honestly makes me angry and jealous and this is her 3rd month in a row of doing it. We laugh about it, and she thinks she’s just on a good streak.

That’s what I’m looking for my stack to do, have me at that level of success -or better bang. I do really really well but that’s what I’m looking for. I said this before in July and became the top performer for months, and now I need to get that next level edge again. The key is in the high level sales and higher close rate.

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#537

I’m craving clarity and capacity in intentionally causing the manifestation and results I want.
I’m putting in the action and effort.

NSE is incredible, I definitely notice positive manifestation but its seems to be in the domain of unfolding not intentions caused/manifested. A little ‘along for the ride’ that’s why I decided not to add NWE core in my new custom -also NR having enough itself.

I’m wandering what I need to develop in myself and /or my stack to consistently cause 50k+ individual sales leads and closes manifested weekly. Those are what are making a different in the landscape more than anything. Even close rate.

Conscious vent

Also I may remake a custom with a module that deals with jealousy because this samskara is running havoc on my focus and ability. Possibly negative energy transmutation or even Discordia deliverance. Since running SB it’s ramped up.

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#538

Riffing

When of my close friends just got let go at work. They were an amazing performer, they were itching for something new and sabotaged themselves. They were such an integral part of my being at the job, I feel a real loss and a concern of how I will perform without them there. It’s weird to think who am I without them there. They’ve been a support, a coach, a mentor, a competitor, and someone I’ve taught in my discoveries. It’s weird to feel a concern for my performance identity without them, but I’m seeing I do that. Attribute others as cause in my success without recognizing my own cause in it.

I’m sure its just the usual concern attaching to anything. Realizing in saying that I have an anxiety that I am constantly sublimination into performance. Not sure if that’s a good thing.

The new commission structure makes the job less exciting both financially and in terms of time line of performance

I’m exhausted now and likely in recon from experimenting with too many things this week.

I partied last night, this girl I knew came into town it was great to see her but I felt no real attraction like previously. My tastes may have changed. We still had an amazing time hanging and being intimate but not getting very sexual. We were both exhausted, that probably factored in. I really like her but just don’t feel that primal sexual draw anymore. I feel like an asshole for that since she really really likes me and comes to town primarily to visit me. But both the heart and the dxxk wants what it wants.

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#539

This is my third week of Stark Black. I tested Khan stage 1 Monday and Khan stage 4 Wed along with ROWN and a bit of BDLM. Probably too much experimenting, hence my offness.

Overall though Stark Black started so insanely strong, and now I’m mostly in the adjustments of it. It has some incredible elements I really like

It is a bit overkill for an inside sales job. Although it helps, same with NR. I think who I’m becoming is way bigger than this job, and I keep wanting to up my performance rather than build or do something bigger.

That said I’m here for now, and I’ve been stalled at net revenue of $250K a month. I’d like to break past that. Still looking for what they best sub/stack for this is

If I could design a sub from scratch for this role specifically it would be.

  1. Clarity, dominance, enjoyment, loving on calls
  2. Grounded, centered, zero self concern, profoundly influential and discerning.
  3. Manifesting high quality leads with intention
  4. Obliterating resistance, sales resistance, skepticism, cynicism
  5. Generating intention, desire, and enrollment in people
  6. Manifesting massive wealth through sales
  7. Feeling refreshed and new and present on every call
  8. Discerning, but non judgemental , giving people space to discover their owns answers and convince themselves or
  9. People listening, trusting, and respecting what I say
  10. Generating a desire to spend to solve, or create

I’ll keep workshoping this

The subs that come to mind are actually

  1. Chosen
  2. Love Bomb
  3. Hero-Origins
  4. True Sell
  5. R.I.C.H. but not quite right-RICHes ‘Drive’ is to myopic for me
  6. Will to Power
    7 A Stark Black

Just brainstorming here while tired, not really cutting to the heart of it here.

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#540

@AnswerGroup

Any chance of a True Sell update or True Sell Black subliminal in the near future?

#541

conscious vent

My friend and the top performer at our company got fired. There was too much tension with them and management. That and some other changes have made things very challenging lately.

This week was very underwhelming. I’ll be doing a 3 day washout and then re-assessing.

This was my first Saturday without a single sale very unfun. I kept getting the same thing-people right there but unable to pull the trigger. Or it was like going through some rote song and dance.

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#542

The one who was closing insane amounts 3 months in a row?!?!

#543

yes, she’s also one of my best friend.

She has another great job lined up already

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#544

Stark Black has been awesome
and I’ve been feeling very unsettled lately.

I tested 2 minutes of my new custom Rivers of Wealth: Azriel Rainmaker- EOG/HOM/NWE

and felt like coming home- EOG and HOM shifted my life and relationship with money and I feel it’s great going back to them. Absolutely love it

I ran a 1minute of Stark Black on top of it. I feel Stark Black is very challenging sub to run. I noticed I am grieving a lot lately, Stark Black gives me incredible strength but finding a ‘stall’ on the clarity of self ownership there. I have had shifts in realization but Stark Black makes me feel ‘alone’ for some reason.
That’s what I am noticing. Like I want to be around and know my ‘equals’ being with equal heart, drive, capacity, social intelligence and ‘realness’

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#545

@Niles

I forgot where you asked about my HOM/EOG custom with SB and TS Black
I only ran five minutes. and Also ran 5 minutes of Paragon Custom. The recon was hard for a day

But this week has been insane sales wise since running custom HOM/EOG in the stack. I’m pushing 100K in sales rev closed and most of that is the last 3 days. So I may just run one loop a week or even 5 minutes a week along with my stack

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#546

I am in a very interesting space.

I’m more and more pulled into my sales ride while more and more pulled towards sales but in a different direction

I feel like I’ve been on a roller coaster ride since my sales job started last May, and I’m coming up on a year of working at that company

I can’t say how profoundly grateful I am for it all. The money of course, but also the skills, the learning, the team, the fun, the journey, the adventure. And I would even say the emotional, personal, professional, and spiritual growth of being on this Journey.

I now feel like I am outgrowing my life. Event though I don’t emotionally fluctuate with the ups and downs of sales, I don’t like my mood being so dependent on my success, it’s like my being is not available for life unless I’m closing and I don’t like my energy not fully being in my own creations. It’s honestly just cause I really care about being the best and doing well and I can accept that. That will be the case in whatever I do but training mood and life engagement as distinct than performance is its own skill.

I realized I am an obsessive person, which is a a great quality in the right places and a little ‘dangerous’ if not.

Performance Wise

I’m still not where I want to be. Last week I did close to $100K but the month started so slow, I added 5 minutes of HOM/EOG custom. So this week I’m testing 7 minutes. Then this week NOTHING so far since Monday 3 days of no closes is never fun for me. It can all turn around quickly

Some of the top reps are being consistent and I am still not nailing that, but it’s not just my performance, its too difficult with the marketing and lead fill. For the first time I see that. They do sale a day, couple sales the following day. I was the best of the best and I’m just not any more. I’m still top but not the best, not sure what’s changed. People have gotten better.

I had one $10K refund and one $50K sale pull out of the game which sucks ass as well, but it’s the nature of the game.

I really now need to focus on growing my life and person outside of this career, while continue to grow my ability and outside business.

I also REALLY want to run Khan next month. I am called to do but concerned of the performance consequences. Will continue to play by ear.

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#547

I am looking for minimum viable sub to maintain maximum performance sales wise.

I am considering testing SB alone next week.

#548

Conscious Vent

So I think my success last week was actually more due to Paragon custom than HOM/EOG custom.

I started the week Monday through Wednesday just ASBR and True Sell Black

and the lead landscape was abysmal. I had two great leads of 30 people I couldn’t close because they got caught in which service to do, I gave them options of our tiers rather than directing them to the more expansive one which would have been a much better fit for both of them.

Then Wednesday I did 7 minutes of EOG/HOM custom, and it’s been pretty much nothing since. I had one close of $10K. $5k is the worst week I’ve every done. I have a day left but so far, this is 2nd worst week I’ve ever done. Not sweating it too much but definitely not fun.

Let’s see what happens tomorrow. I can make up for everything in a day. I’ve already hit quota for the month. Not remotely at where I want to be and honestly I want to put my head through a wall every time I’m not where I want to be but learning to be more chill lol

I think I’m due for a washout, New Dawn or new stack. Next week I’ll run Stark Black, True Sell Black, and Paragon custom again and then likely washout or re-asses. I MAY run start a full run of Khan 4 stager and say fuck it. Let’s see what life brings with this. Also thinking of creating a 3 core custom SB, NR, and True Sell.

#549

I’m interested in being a millionaire now. I will run this journal until may then keep it open for my sales stories if I’m still at this role and create a new journal towards playing the Wealth game not just the Money game like I am now.

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#550

Stark Black mostly, and a smidge of my new wealth custom

Are having me see my desire for wealth and freedom is a form of power, it’s the ultimate extension of capacity. Capacity equals freedom, choice, ability, dominance and even service -ability to make happen for oneself and others. Same as my obsession with athletics in the past was about capacity in a sport or endeavors. Its an expression of what’s possible, how big a game one can play, how high leverage one can be, how much impact can one have, how much can one add value. And the personal transformation that goes alongside it is incredible to get there if one has not gotten there before.

I’m coming up against a block of ‘my own’. My own endeavor, my own service and a ‘block’ of feeling it’s not really possible to create something on my own, my own vehicle. I struggle a bit with imposter syndrome in everything I do. And despite my faith in myself increasingly my rock solid unshakeable confidence in myself really only surges with my latest results and performance until lately. I feel something deeper than it all getting tapped into. It’s like an unwillingness to settle even for the great results I have now. The ups and downs, it’s like a surge to build something beyond that. My energy doesn’t flow there when I have so much put into the work I am now.

I have to

  1. Be efficient at producing what needs to be produced quickly to leave my energy, focus, and expansion on creating something new
  2. Do the work I am supposed to with integrity no matter what, have the discipline to free my mind from avoiding it and guilt
  3. Get clear on where to plug my creative expansive energy, what wants to get created.
  4. I’m pulled to create an LLC this week
  5. I really want to be done talking about anything and not doing it.
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#551

I was thinking of what’s subs and what’s me and I though of this scene :joy:

don’t watch the show but someone showed me this.

I am the subs…

#552

@lovage

what is your stack/customs and how’s it going !?

#553

Stack driven by a SB-BL custom (planning a SB-NR-BL custom). Still much to reap from SB, so far good manifestations in term of opportunities, but overall inna phase re-evaluating a bit what I want and next steps,

This baby is fueled by Spartan and KB-LOTS-BDLM. Planning a couple of cycles of Spartan then droping it, or running once a week/cycle. Solid discipline overall, good energy levels. BLDM makes me just a tad horny, and is exactly what I’m looking for. Also doing 1 minute of Primal Nights from time to time to spice things up, since SB supresses that part of me.

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#554

For focusing and work ethic, give BL a try. Thats why I added it also.

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