What’s new-I am taking on intentionally creating multiple new pathways to wealth
What’s old: I have worked one pathway for wealth
What’s old and new: I’m giving myself until at least May to decide whether I stay on full time in sales or pivot fully to Private Equity and/or my own business or even a new career.
New: I will address this more fully in future posts, but I’m now developing and leveraging partnerships that could be game changers for me. This I see as a nice NR and HOM synergy. I’m onto building my own stuff, like really. I do want to get $50K more in the bank. I’ve saved $50K so far in the last 6 months. I made close to $200K but between taxes, debt, and life expenses, and eh hem, yes an indulgent life style, that’s what I’m left with.
What’s old: I’d like to clear this out
My stack-with the exception of some testing my stack has been True Sell Black, HOM, and NR in October, and most of November. I did a 21 day cycle of TS Black, New Emperor, and Genesis: Mogul/ then back to NR Between November and December
I have made tremendous progress financially and career wise and am very grateful. I’ve felt in a mind boggling new world.
What’s old and new: Lately though I feel stressed in a way I have not since before I had this new job. The new management is quite different and lets just say I’m not clear on their real intentions. I’m tempted to run Will To Power just to deal with them, but found the recon on it strong.
The landscape of my company and the requirements of the sale team is raising the bar tremendously. I’ve been top in my company for the month twice, 2nd once and 3rd twice. So top three the last 5 months. (I’ve been there 7 months)
Marketing has shifted and people are doing $225k+ in just a bit over a week where as that used to be the platinum standard of a month. I am not experiencing this influx on my end and I’m dragging more than usual.
( In my usual dramatic concern with an extra smidge of lack of faith in myself
I’ve been reassessing a lot- both in awe of the abundance that is around me and jealous and frustrated at my lack of being fully part of it. ) But also just very clearly if I am not producing like this with the firepower in my stack something is off. What I’ve noticed is I am almost pushing sales away, this could be F you to the company, a lack of belief in the service anymore (not necessarily invalid-just a concern for people), or just negative beliefs creeping back in.
I actually felt mind boggling rich and abundant for so long-but this last month that all feels gone, perhaps just the new norm from the slip stream NSE tech or perhaps time for a washout.
I have a sense I need to put Emperor and or EOG back in my stack. Let’s see what lands this Thursday. I’ll be using the journal to measure metrics, vent, and occasional wax poetic, but more intention then usual.
Part of my lack of performance is stress from the uncertainty of changes but part off it feels manifestation or lack of manifestation related.
I need to streamline my stacks to be more effective. That might mean going back to EOG it might mean narrowing my stack, it might mean creating a new custom.
I’m staying to May at this job before I re-evaluate and decide to move on or not. I’ve saved almost $50K in savings and I’d like to do another $50K in savings by May-that will be a stretch goal with the new structures but possible
If I were going back to the drawing board what would be the best stack or custom for
- High lead quality with high income and intention
- The best sales skills
- Manifestation wealth through sales
Then for me personally- I need strength and conviction-I get that from Khan and Emperor not my current stack, and ways to deal with negativity and at times jealousy/frustration.