Yes I have definitely struggled with the journey, life, finances, and other things for sure.
The amount of growth I’ve done internally the last 3 years is insane. I had some extremely difficult periods, too difficult, but I believe I was burning some insane Karma off so to speak.
That’s fantastic. Do you enjoy your work? What do you do if I may ask?
Emperor gave me responsibility, drive, determination, integrity, ambition, sense of status of being the one to go for things. It also gave me a consistency and emotional regulation and executive function I lacked most of my life except for brief periods.
It set the stage for me to be a high performer in the rights endeavors
EOG Stage 1 cleared the deck and had me out of the loop of survival.
One think that really helped my financial goals ironically was to take on expenses that I could not afford unless I stepped up in life. Including renting an additional apartment, international travel, and a very expensive course.
That’s a really hard question to answer.
On one level everything unfolded as was needed perfectly in retrospect.
It’s more the actions I took and did not take as well that effected so much
I would have started with Ascended Mogul before Emperor. (Although I was IN LOVE with Emperor when it first came out.)
I would have run EOG sooner for sure, but after about a year of AM and/or Emperor
HOM I believe has really shined as building towards the long term potential and immediate sales performance. It has done a good deal in my social ability but not in a way I’ve meaningfully leveraged. HOM is actually the weirdest sub to get a really strong pulse on. It takes a really strong immediate goal and intention to use is Maestros powers towards concrete goals day in and day out. Of course if your in an environment or environments that are navigated through politics and/or power it helps massively- like PCC but with more of an offensive flair.
What I would have done differently action wise- is non-stop be applying to jobs I was interested in, directly, through friends, through networking and referrals. I would have stayed sharp seeing all the opportunity that was out there (HOM would help this but didn’t exist when I started SC) I would have also taken at least 5 hours a week to slowly build my own business channels of ANY kind.