Hello All.
I’ve been doing all my personal development
OSHO, Barry, Dan Peña, Reading their books, subliminal subconscious mind empowering audios
Khan, Emperor, Seductions, Primal, Everything
I recently started subliminals though, been 4 months.
All of my six past years was for a single goal purpose that, I would be able to be with a girl crush of mine from 2020.
Today we saw each other for a while after Six fucking years, I fked up, could have talked hi for a minute, then it was an unventured territory from the silence after Hi Hello to the night love life.
She’s also into me a lot
But I fucked up in a way, chance was so rare probably.
I’m busy in other things but everything I did till the year 2020, all posting videos online, all personal transformation hours, rsd tyler, casey zander, dan pena, OSHO, everything, !!! Fucking Everything !!! Was For This Moment
And this talk from Hi to bed was an unventured territory.
I think I lacked opennees and had too much ego as well
Why do I need her, Oh, she’s got a fucking car and here I’m by walking scaling things in hours
I’ve become a powerful guy in these years but motherfuck, what on god damn Earth I need to do to get her now!?!?!
I’ve tried everything on planets Earth
From coaches to spirituality to astrology timings to subliminals, talking to people ,extroversion,
The fuck on the planet is left for me!!!
But I’m in mood of taking action now, had enough of personal development and introspection and contemplation.
It’s still not over,
Every moment is a chance, I’ll talk to her in online if that’s what it needs, takes!!
!!Now To Do Things!!