Greetings,
what follows now is a detailed description of my daily and nightly practice, in order to „prevent“ questions if I really do my work to achieve an Astral Projection or to become a frequent lucid dreamer.
Believe me that I read way more than a hundred of books and follow those guidelines for a long time now.
Let’s start:
I try to experience a conscious OBE since many years, and also work on lucid dreaming.
Besides dream journaling and a high number of reality checks throughout each day I also use supplements (Huperzine or Galantamine with Choline and / or Alpha GPC and others, not every night of course, as I follow some recommended guidelines how to use them), I have natural WBTBs each night (waking up several times without intention or alarm clock, it just happens), I remember up to 6 dreams each morning, I am „on the spiritual path“ since some years and practice daily meditation, I AM-awareness and other (occult and eastern) practices and rituals, and I read specifically astral projection- and lucid dreaming literature each evening before going to bed, to program my subconscious.
I fall asleep each evening with practices like phasing (watching at the blackness before my eyes) combined with I AM-awareness and / or affirmations, I try to not move while waking up, and of course I do WBTB-techniques during the nights while dozing off.
I also do a 1 hour-Astral Projection mediation each afternoon, following the Astral Dynamics-approach from Robert Bruce, with binaural beats.
From time to time I already lost my motivation and stopped all together or calmed down, sometimes for days, sometimes for weeks, also knowing that you shouldn’t try too hard and that many people start to experience something, suddenly, as soon as they stop and give up.
Lastly, I purchased here the Subliminals Astral Projection X, Dreams / Revelation of dreams, Ascension chambers and Sage Immortal.
These I use during my daily meditations, following the rule to make a break after a day and to only listen to 2 subs in one session.
Actually, I stick to AP X + Revelation of dreams, but I also had a lot of months where I had some combinations with the other subs.
Okay. Thanks for reading all this.
My results so far:
I had 14 or 15 lucid dreams, which I am happy about. But, they only lasted some seconds, I still was not able to handle my excitement as soon as I became lucid, still working on this.
I had one conscious exit, one evening while chanting the mantra FARAON. It only lasted 2 seconds and was extremely blurry, rather like a hypnagogic image than a real OBE-experience.
This one happened over a year ago….
I don’t understand why I just don’t get better, why I only experience a sudden, spontaneous lucid dream every 6-8 weeks, and why I don’t achieve any kind of WILD / OBE / AP despite all the work you are supposed to do.
After many years now (more than 8).
What’s wrong with me?
Is it possible that my Higher Self just doesn’t allow me to experience it?
Or, coming back to you, does this sound somehow familiar and you achieved your first AP after listening to Subliminals?
If so, is there any approach (with Subliminals) that you would recommend? Should I listen to them in a specific way or in another combination?
Thanks!