I believe whether the effects of certain scripts emerge really depends on the course of actions you take…the most effects that I see/feel from AS are coming from the core（stark）like I mentioned in the previous post…unrelenting motivation，sense of pride，social coolness…those sticks with me …and those modules in AS barely show cuz seduction is not my main focus for now…and most of time the social magnetism doesn’t show itself…only if I am in front of people and decided to converse…then I could clearly feel my state shifting…the subconscious mind has been bombarding with so many information at the short amount of time，how does it know which one is more important ？how does it differentiate which one is higher on priority ？through the action we take，the subconscious mind knows “oh this dude ，my man constantly does that and that…those must be really important for our survival…I better help him…here，these are all the resources that I have in regard to that area”there we go…things happen…to sum up ，where the focus goes，energy flows…
I made mild modification to my stack，added two loops of Paragon to the playlist at night before sleep…and I added some informative audios（Ross Jerries unstoppable confidence series） in between loops…the new device seems to increase the subs intensity…I could not listen two loops back to back…it will give me headache…informative audios act like buffer…it helps me to absorb the subs relatively easier… I plan on using paragon for four months to aid with my male pattern balding and skin itching problem…so far ，the skin itching have been eased up a bit…I guess it is still too early to talk about the balding…will keep update
This is an intriguing idea. Please keep us posted.
interesting thing happened…today I had a conversation with my mom…and she said my personality changed a lot…not that pain in the ass any more…I used to be really provocatively aggressive…always poking at my mom weak spot…now I am more sensitive to people‘s emotions and intentions…more considerate …well…on retrospection，I am a changed man…those things like happened years ago…anyway ，hearing the fact that I ’ve grown from a third person’s perspective means a lot to me…
This is profound mate! Keep up the good work!
the new device and extra two loops paragon is making things hard …I have recon today…but I am getting used to it…this week…I feel much better…I am sure by the end of this month…I will be fine and productive…
few things worth to mention：I watched a video by Jordan Peterson…in the video，he shared a technique for learning and note taking…it is really simple…read/watch，write and think…the latter two could interchange…also he said that…if you want to remember something write it down in your own word…and make comparisons with other things that relate to the ideas…ask yourself few questions …like how does it relate to one another ？what is /are the practical applications for that ？etc …this technique reminds me of a old memory technique pegging…which I used from time to time…later on，I used it right after I read…as a result，my brain suddenly clicked……I remembered years ago，I watched a videos by Tyler Durden from RSD…in the videos he talked about a theory he was pondering on“brain ，lane，belief” brain=the inner wisdom ，lane=the possibility. he said that our brain is actually intelligent enough to differentiate whether a belief is worth putting effort to develop or not…only when the lane opens then the brain will start to adapt the new belief…by using this note taking technique…my brain glimpses into the future shortly…my brain realises that in a long term what this could bring me…a thought bubbles up…“I could actually make a difference in this world…I have the potential of being great …I could provide the world something unique and magnificent…”the desire of creating something valuable is getting stronger and stronger these day…I am sure this is something from AS…another thing is that …A desire to seek for deeper meaning is rising…when I watch a videos ，writing my journal ，reading and contemplating…I will have this feeling “is that it ，there must be a deeper meaning ” I just could not satisfy with a simple conclusion…I want more…I am sure this is something from QLQ st4…
I am sensing a great break through coming…
my father bought a lot of low quality garbages online…and those packages arrived today…for that reason，my mom scolded him for twenty minutes…
somehow，I seemed to understand why he did shit like that…a sense of compassion rises from within …
this is something totally new to me…and a realisation also comes with it…
.I actually outgrown the pain that I have felt all these years…
.I am smart enough not to let other people ‘s mistake or stupidity to have a bad influence on me…
I realise all these years，the hatred that I hold towards my father stems from the inner child，who is wounded and expects more from his father…
he couldn’t accept the fact that his father is a loser who accomplishes nothing in life…
.to make thing worse…that loser father never even seems to bother to have a real father and son relationship with him…
no emotional support …no bonding…no nothing…always aloof…
that child is powerless ，helpless and boneless…he couldn’t accept that…so he crucify his father and stands on a moral high ground…
because deep down all he wants is to have a role model …someone he could rely on when in need…some one can show him the ropes…
.that way he wouldn’t have gone through all those emotional turmoil …scaring shitless……not knowing who he is and what he is gonna do in this malicious world…
today，I realised these shits also have haunted my father ，my grandfather and all the ancestors of my bloodline their whole life…the absence of emotional support and love is intergenerational transmission…how could one know what love is ，if one never experiences it ？this problem actually is bigger than I thought…
.in the past…I tried to understand my father intellectually/logically…thinking that might help me to let go and move on…but today…I recognize the problem…on an emotional level…
I really believe this is a new
beginning…something has changed inside…now…I could actually end this tragedy…I could rely on myself…that little kid might need to rely on some one else…I am mature enough be my own role model…I listened to DR only about 80 or so…I could not imagine what it will bring me at the end of this year…
DUDE 
Your insights are like Zen master wise!
Awesome! I’m happy for you!
thanks…intellectually speaking，I dont think those things are that profound and deep…I just feel like there is much more to dive into（could be QLQ working）…I understood it years ago…
.I think what really matters the most is the recognition on an emotional level…it really frees up my mental space…the state of being I tried to reach all these years …being able to acknowledge the emotions and without get suck into it…it is a release…
now I just feel like this is a new beginning of something else ，which have been sheltered from me for years due to the fact that I was constantly using my internal resources/energy to fight those demons…to resist them as a fact…and more importantly，as a part of my experience…
I’d encourage you to go read the RM thread. People are posting on it already.
yeah，I did…and I already decided to incorporate it into my future plan…thanks anyway…
I read through the ME‘s sale page…and I realised that ME has been working behind the scene all the time…
to paraphrase，ME will help the the listener to run simulation subconsciously to get best outcomes and this is what I experience when I write…I just sit down and type…the whole process is so effortless and intuitive…I never plan ahead how the plotlines develop…it just flows out of me naturally…
I thought I was always like this…well…to an extent…I might have a bit talent for writing…but there was differently a time，I had to contemplate on thing before I wrote…even a brief moment…I needed it…now this process seems to disappear…I wonder what other changes I haven’t realised ？
another thing ，I watched a video on the topic of body- image disorder。something the speaker said hit me…why would I put some one else on the authority position to set a standard for my own appearance assessment ？instead ，why wouldn’t I set my own standard for what beauty it is ？why wouldn’t I decide to be a perfect time by my own standard ？it reminds me of something in the past…
when I was a kid…I watched a lot of hongkong movie… in the movie ，usually the women were exceptionally pretty and sexy…they very often have a really good looking or rich partner…so as a horny youngster…I subconsciously developed a belief that “only the beautiful or rich people can get beautiful partner and what it is good looking ？what is rich？look at the characters in the movies…”
for a long time，this really hindered my success and lower my self esteem…I constantly compared my self with those movie stars…and I got bitter about my appearance …and eventually that bitterness became resentment and jealousy towards those beautiful people…that didn’t serve me pretty well…with years of PUA and NLP training and practicing…the problem seems to improve a bit…but ，I never root it out…cuz I keep attracting the wrong type of girl…girls that insecure and ok- pretty one…not the exceptionally pretty and sexy one…
I could sense there is an obsession over prettiness of girls…it is almost like deep down a little kid wants to have an exceptionally pretty girlfriend to make up for his own insufficiency in the beauty department…or he tries to prove himself to the world that he is worthy enough to have a perfect ten …this is totally irrational…and immature…but somehow it sticks with me…
if I could consciously guide the healing process…I would definitely root it out…I will write it down on my hand writing journal tomorrow…and analyze it from different angles…let see what will come…
This is very interesting.
One reason why I want to run a custom sub with Mind’s Eye core - Ultimate Writer will be one of the supporting modules - is that I want to be able to stimulate my imagination when I write stuff.
I’m also considering adding in Polyglot if it can improve my Chinese so that I can better read books and write stuff in Chinese, and anything that I read or write in Chinese will come to life for me.
Right now I don’t really spend much time reading books in Chinese as my reading speed is very slow but I really want to open up a new horizon with my imagination if my custom subliminal succeeds in this goals.
you could use the pegging method I mentioned in the previous post…it could accelerate the learning process…and I think putting QLQ St2 in a custom is a excellent choice…perhaps with the new RM will be even better…
I think that this male obsession with pretty girls simply gives them more value and more bargaining power… And in the end many of them over-estimate themselves.Many of them are actually insecure and just need to show other girls that they have succeeded in getting a rich or good-looking partner as that is an indicator of their value.
I thinm this much more common in a Chinese society than compared to Western countries.
I see what you mean…indeed，some people would treat pretty women as a notch on the belt…but I dont think this is an unique preference /value that appears more often in Chinese society…it is a distinctive feature displaying throughout all the patriarchal society…
weird dream…this morning，I was listening AS while sleeping…and the dream was really bizarre…like fast forwarding the movie 3 times…things and people were changing so rapidly…I could not see it clearly…the only thing that I remembered after woke up was I got sexually harassed…by men…seemingly got raped ？not sure…what does it mean ？I have sexual inhibition ？I am afraid of being emasculated therefore the subconscious mind deems that I need an extra one to preserve my losing manhood ？or I have a fear towards my masculinity and identify myself as the one who suffers from the toxic domineering behaviors ？not sure…I guess there is something much deeper waiting for me…
Having weird dreams I think is just the subconscious integrating the subliminal. It’s only been recently my dreams have been less weird.
I’ve only put a little effort into analyzing my dreams. I don’t know what my dreams mean. I just trust my subconscious to sort it out. That’s my bias. Others love analyzing their dreams.
yeah，analyzing dreams could provide me a lot of new perspectives and insights…and often times…it helps me to conjure up a plotline…so，for me ，it is quite essential…it is also a way to communicate with the subconscious mind…I definitely dont want to waste the chances…