Ascended Mogul - More confrontational

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#1

Hey,

I’ve noticed that lately, I’ve become way more confrontational. I’ve been listening to Ascended Mogul for nearly a month and a half at this point. I’ve noticed when my parents start shit with me, instead of being intimidated, I confront them & call them out on their bullshit. My dad called me out for randomly injecting myself in a conversation & walking out, & I felt like he was being extremely rude. At first, his intimidating gaze scared me, but I felt the urge to tell him how I felt about how he was talking to me & I told him off for being a hypocrite, complaining about my rudeness when I felt like he was being rude. When he even threatened me with the same treatment back (e.g. he would randomly blurt stuff out at me without a chance to respond), instead of begging him not to do it, I just told him, “fine” & walked off.

Another example: whenever ppl blow me off I call them out on their bullshit over text instead of ignoring them. I’ve also been more honest & upfront with people when I meet them about my Asperger’s, general life situation, hopes, dreams, & views.

Is this normal?

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#2

Sounds like something Ascension might bring out for sure

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#3

I’ve heard Am can do that.
It’s a matter of choice. That’s one reason why i skipped it. It’s not my cup of tea. Some people are o.k. with that.
If it wasn’t for that aspect, I would’ve purchased it. Because AM has so many other good things to offer, plus everybody says it’s one of the fastest to see change in.

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#4

Everyone is different. I have the opposite experience. On Ascension or AM I am more assertive, trying to handle things with people more delicate.

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#5

I noticed with AM that symptom as well, but I use Sanguine Ultima as a booster and it lessened that issue dramatically.

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#6

Sanguine the underrated sub. I never thought of doing that. I might end up doing AM someday after all, with Sanguine. Good suggestion bro!

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#7

PCC might help with this. True Social also.

#8

And that’s a bad thing?
What is that thing growing in your back? Oh, its your spine. :fist_right::fist_left:

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#9

It seems you’re being called to stand up for yourself thru AM. Might be uncomfortable in the short term, but long term seems very empowering to me.

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#10

It is normal.

For you.

Right now.

Your personal normal will change as you grow, as you develop new skills and insights, and as the situations around you change.

Life is something like driving. 100 different skills and behaviors are involved, but one of the most important is ‘Keep your eyes open’.

Staying in touch with what’s going on around you improves your chances of responding effectively; no matter where you are in your developmental process.

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#11

I notice on ascension I get confrontational, I develop a backbone etc on AM I never felt the alpha boost I felt on ascension in AM. That is until yesterday, I listened to AM followed by GM q masked, maybe 90 minutes later I was talking with a co worker we had a argument over girls and we got into a debate where I was to much in my feelings and was super heated. I told him how he’s wrong and I’m right, how he doesn’t know what female nature is, how he thinks like a women etc I lost frame and was in my feminine energy, I was to emotional but I felt the testosterone juices flowing in me. It was pure rage, I never felt this on AM on ascension yes but never on AM.
It’s interesting you mentioned how you felt like you were being rude and calling people out on there BS.
Yesterday this argument I had a with a male worker whose a superior btw started with a female co worker coming in, I opened the door for her and walked in knowing I had to open the door for her and she didn’t say 1 word, she went through the door like it magically opened and I didn’t exist.
So I felt a certain way and was upset telling my co worker how girls have no respect or manners today.
The conversation ended by me walking off and telling the guy this conversation is over don’t talk to me about girls etc you got your beliefs I got mine end of story
The ascension in AM Q2 may be more powerful because I never felt the alpha part in AM since I’ve had it and I’ve had it since the v4 days I think

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#12

that’s normal bro. i was very confrontational when i’m running ascension.

#13

Those above could help.

Also keeping in mind you are going to be learning more and better ways of responding by taking action.

Have you read “When I say no I Feel Guilty”?

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#14

How old are you?

These programs will help you become more confident, but it is up to you to ensure that you remain respectful towards others, including your parents. They have seen more of this world, so maybe what you see as BS today is actually not. You could be the emperor of the world in your mind but for them you are their child. Nothing in the world is going to change that. Not even your age.