I have run CWON, Alchemist and ROS.
CWON-made me very aware of how I AM nature and this was noticeable in that animals were much more calm and interactive with me. I felt balanced and whole effortlessly in stressful situations-in truth, stress kind of just disappeared. Simple sights like the morning rain on a leaf left me feeling awestruck which led to beautiful days and beautiful moments. Just occurred to me that both Chosen and CWON are the most "feel good’ subs I have tried-manifestation depends on state and both of those kept me in the feel good state with ease. Even better, I still have that same sensation/ability/tendency after having stopped running them. So in summary, CWON made me feel at home and at ease wherever I went alongside a sense of inner calm that even a bomb couldn’t disrupt and an enhanced creativity simply because my self sensor was silenced. Did I mention how cool it was to have every animal I came across show major love?
Alchemist-made me super aware of energy. The connection between my inner and outer worlds broke down and I noticed a quicker response from others due to my internal worlds. Alchemist also led me to what I consider the strongest form of magnetism-love magnetism. I remember on Alchemist I developed the ability to send genuine love to my so called enemies and haters. Astonishing results was that conflicts always ended in my favor and most of the time those same people changed their view on me or just exited my life. Before Alchemist I was more focused on forceful “my will must overcome yours!” but Alcheimist led me to a different path which I still happily follow with amazing results to this day.
ROS-solidified my commitment to not live a life controlled by my negatively programmed ego. Made me VERY aware of so many subtle limiting beliefs I didn’t even realize I had. Then followed up with effortlessly dissolving those limiting beliefs almost as soon as I saw them. Not only that, it made me aware of how empty and illusory my ego’s attacks are. Since then I have experienced the most serene permanent silence of mind. ROS helped achieve this because while running it I was VERY aware I am not my ego in a way I can never unsee. Other subs helped quiet the mind down but ROS was like recognizing I’m not my mind over and over without even trying to the point where it simply became a tool in my control. It also is the sub that made music, movies, and yes, sex, crazy orgasmicly pleasurable. I’m talking I’m at a loss for words type of pleasure.
Kind of typed all this out without reference to my journals. If I find something else from my entries I’ll post more.
