So today the wildest thing happened today. So i have written about this already about how my boss
initiated touch and was super friendly to me since running this stack(3rd run) , well, I didn’t realize this
until today but I think she might have feelings for me. We literally spoke on the phone for like an hour or
more and she basically poured out her soul to me and told me everything. We were connecting in a way
that was more than just coworkers or professionals. Granted she had been drinking but its like what
they say, a drunk man’s words are a sober man’s thoughts, or something like that. Keep in mind, the
whole day I felt like shit, felt like I was in a rut, felt like people were avoiding me. But we talked for a
long long time and we connected on so many levels. We never had that before at all. Before, I felt like I
was some guy who she avoided for whatever reason. Now she’s quick to respond to my messages,
FaceTime and just talk to me. Only problem is that she’s married and has kids. Granted, a woman
who is married doesn’t tell her husband that she’s just cool with a guy at work and its nothing romantic
because its just talking, then proceeds to talk about her behind and her curves. Trying to keep it
professional with someone you work with when they are the ones initiating everything is kind of hard.
To be honest, I feel like she wants me bad. I feel like she yearns for a guy who can love her and make
her feel alive again. She seems to have everything(money) but nothing(love).