feeling very good today, seems like I nearly finished processing. Had some weird dreams though
I’m going to be washing out until Wednesday at least, which will amount to 7 days of washout total
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had an unexpected gaming session with an old friend. Haven’t played games in ages - always considered it a waste of time and “why play if I need to grind more!”. It doesn’t relate to gaming alone, I thought this way about many things
but then I thought of a question - what’s the point of me chasing status and money if it leads to RESTRICTIONS (and not by anyone but by myself!), rather than FREEDOM to do whatever I want? The whole point of status and money is to improve life and give more freedom of choice. I’m not in a bad state financially, there’s going to be absolutely no harm if I do stupid/useless stuff occasionally like gaming or watching an episode of a tv series or going out somewhere.
I know millionaires who are scrolling tiktok everyday or doing similar things. I always thought that it’s a failure of character, but in fact, they are “allowed” to do it more than anyone else precisely because they are crushing it at life already
Sure if it becomes a problem and the negative effects start outweighing the benefits, it’s a whole different matter now, obviously.
freedom is the essence of the goals I have
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^ man writes paragraphs, trying to justify his video game addiction lol
just kidding
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unexpectedly getting recon in the form of wanting to switch my entire stack to Emperor + Peace lol. Wonder where that is coming from. 6th washout day btw
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I think I’m slowly starting to see where this is coming from.
It’s unlikely that I will switch to Emperor before it’s updated though. And it depends on what results I’ll achieve by that time and how comparable would the wealth aspect in it be to Mogul. I want any changes that I’m making to my stack to be an upgrade, rather than a full switch of goals
Like, if Emperor will have a similar amount of wealth scripting, then I’d probably start using it (even though the wealth scripting is going to be more dilluted than in GM). Because while wealth is my main focus, I also want general life improvements eventually (seduction, alpha qualities, etc.)
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a better question is: what is being reconciled right now from RICH + GM + The stabilizer that nudges my subconscious to show Emperor as a potential solution?
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Perhaps its Emperor being an all-in-one-solution to the issues those 3 address:
- Foundation building
- Wealth
- masculinity
Emperor’s a title you could run exclusively and see major changes in every facade of your life.
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I think I generally started reconciling some deeper issues regarding power, status, masculinity and that’s why Emperor immediately came to my attention
I do like the idea of simplifying my stack eventually though, and Emperor is a big contender because it really does hit every major area of life - health, wealth, seduction, masculinity
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Did first loop of Peace (15s). Immediately noticed a decrease in tension and the mind got clearer, I became more energetic. So far I like it. Very excited for the future.
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unfortunately, the immediate effects dissipated. But I guess it’s just habituation and callibration issue. Was good while it lasted though!
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alright, I feel some deeper sense of inner peace growing. Like a certain carefree attitude, losing unnecessary tension related to goals and work and stuff
it’s very subtle right now, barely noticeable. But it’s there
don’t feel any negative recon symptoms though! Hope to see the deep sleep effects today
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Also got some new financial manifestations all of a sudden.
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You the man. I mean that. You’re putting the effort in, adjusting and growing. It’s paying off.
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Thanks man, I appreciate the kind words!
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Men don’t get praise often enough. Gotta lift each other up every chance we get.
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Feeling very subtle effects from Peace throughout the day. Like a very subtle perception change. A certain ease
Also I don’t feel any recon from it I think
Will try 20s the next time. Also since I started at Tuesday, I’ll have 2 rest days and resume listening on Friday, then 2 more rest days and then the next week is MWF
So, easing into the cycle
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slept very good these two days, and also libido is super high. Results of the nervous system regulation? Mood is generally good too
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Weirdly enough, noticing some recon on wealth subs these couple of days. Did adding Peace trigger it?
Recon is mostly on the topics of luxury desires, motivation, “is it worth the effort?”, these kinds of things
So, I’m processing and reconciling something regarding wealth but I can’t pinpoint what exactly. The thoughts on wealth just feel different in some subtle way and I started having a slight desire to switch the stack lol
I guess adding Peace synergized it in some specific way, hence my natural recon reaction - desire to switch the stack
But then again, I also did 20s loops of Mogul and RICH, so it could also be the reason (and quite obvious one)
Anyway, keep working, keep processing.
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literally just focus on one or two things, take daily action, process stuff that comes up and that’s it. Sounds simple enough
in my case, it’s money and nervous system regulation
what am I resisting with these topics? What am I afraid of that prevents me from moving forward? I remembered Simon’s instructions for EOG1 recently and did them:
And I discovered that I don’t really have any serious limiting beliefs anymore (thanks 202 days of new RICH + 111 days of Genesis Mogul). The biggest obstacle for me is energy levels. I’ve always been a low energy person and any kind of work is generally hard for me in that regard. And that was always a mystery for me - how so? I eat healthy, I exercise, I sleep well, I even had long periods where I did everything right lol
The only thing that is slowly raising my energy levels is TRE but even a bit more than 2 years in, I’m still far away from being as energetic as I’d like to be. And I still have bad periods, going through “thawing” occasionally, etc.
I mentioned in my previous entry that I get this desire to switch stack, but I’m wondering right now if my subconscious actually just nudges me to heavily reduce the wealth part of the stack and focus on solo-ing Peace for a bit. Like, one week is Peace only, another week is balanced, repeat. Or something like that
Now, that’s an interesting idea - allowing the NS regulation to develop more before going back to wealth focus. I’m also currently in an “easier” period with my work, meaning I can relax a bit more and focus a bit more on myself
will think about it but the idea does sound interesting at the moment