Hi all,
Yesterday I ran my first loop of Ascension, the masked version, as I have been recommended. My idea is to use this for a month and then see how I want to expand. My main goals are being alpha, crush self doubt and internal chatter, and be very interesting to the fairer sex.
I sat down basically doing nothing but watching some football, with an over ear Sennheiser 280 on my head.
I was unsure if I could read some stuff in the mean time, so I refrained from doing that.
The effects are…well…funny. Not sure what I can attribute to Ascension, but let me tell you. This all happened after listening.
Last night my GF called. After some talking I told her I was going to hang up, and she gave me shit for it: “You always decide when the call is over!”.
Me: ”Yup”
5 seconds silence
Her: “Ok well then I am hanging up now!”
Me: “Sure”
And so she did. I was completely fine with everything.
Later that night she sends me a message that she cant wait for me to be in her bed again (we live apart).
Left her on read.
This morning she calls and is all bubbly and happy. I never mention last night, and match her energy. She just asked me to come over for a quickie.
Now, the above dynamic is not super out of the ordinary with other women in my past, but she always had a little bit more influence on me. So, I regard this as immediate progress.
ESPECIALLY combined with my other activities today. I woke up a couple of times last night, got up at 9. I have my own company and end of month admin needed to be done. I always procrastinate. Not today though. I spent since 9 until 2 to do all that was pending, and I am done. About to do the dishes as well. Super productive. A great feeling.
Today I will not run a loop, as recommended. Tomorrow I will do one again. I will be out for the weekend with my girl, need to see if I can squeeze a loop in on Sunday.