Almost new year, completely new me - Khan Black + New Emperor

Journals - Major Programs
#1

So last week for some unknown reasons, my eyes were drawn to Khan Black. I read the description, remembered about one time when I read a “karmic birth chart” that said I was a gigolo in another life so in this one I have to learn to control my sexual energy and thought “alrighty then, let’s do this”!

Started on Tuesday, also started reading up on sexual transmutation and implementing some of the techniques. Some days I’m just cruising through, others feel like the only thing on my mind is sex. Haven’t relapsed tho, I’m meditating on it and using it in other ways.

On Saturday someone offered me a job and I took it! Possible manifestation?:eyes:

Anyway, the job keeps me on my toes, there’s not a single moment when I’m bored (because there’s not a moment when anyone has nothing to do) and the colleagues and atmosphere is great! Sleeping 5 hours a night seems to be more than enough for me at this point.

Today I also started New Emperor. These are the only two subs in my stack and the plan is to run them for a year (Emperor give me strength).

To conclude the first post I will leave a song that embodies how I felt today!

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#2

Awesome bro! Great stack

I’ll be following along :slight_smile:

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#3

I am running Emperor + KB with the addition of QL

It’s a great stack, goodluck :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes::+1:

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#4

I’m trying to keep it as simple as possible, KB for the excess energy, emperor for the confidence I sorely need.
And after today I can safely say, oh boy does it deliver on the confidence part!

Thanks and good luck to you too!:grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes:

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#5

Happy to hear you already getting results :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes:

I checked my north node and apparently my life purpose is to be more courageous and become a great leader, which always felt like my strongest desire so I will run Chosen with Emperor once it’s released :grinning:

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#6

Great to hear it Adgors!

I’ll be on the exact same stack on Monday, here’s to our success! I’ll be sure to follow your journal.

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#7

Thank you and good luck! I’m sure you’ll love the experience!

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#8

Update:

Got praised at work back to back days for how quickly I learn and adapt.

My attitude towards challenges went from being scared of them to “I’ll give my best and if it’s not enough I won’t put myself down”.

Social anxiety is almost a memory at this point. I’m still not talkative but it’s more because I have nothing to say, not out of fear of being judged.

Tomorrow is the last day of the stack. I’ll take the full week after for a washout and transition into KB st2 with NEmp.
Also, Happy Thanksgiving!

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#9

Update:

Washout for a week and then going into KB st2 and NEmp

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#10

Update:

The last week or so felt like every step I take I’m being challenged somehow. More responsibilities at work, more work volume, forgetting my papers when I went to take my driver’s license exam, just all around pretty rough.

BUT

Somehow, I manage to keep my calm and go through all of them not only completely unscathed, but also gaining the respect of my peers while doing so. Been complimented at work almost daily, heard “I’m so proud of you” from my family and friends the last week more than I heard it the whole of last year. Obviously this leads to my self confidence growing almost on a daily basis.

So to summarise: It’s been rough, but it’s been good.

Two sidenotes:

I can almost swear by divine intervention at this point. It just feels like I’m being protected somehow.

My clothes feel lighter? Idk if it has to do with subs but yeah…just putting this out there😂

Edit: just remembered a funny little manifestation. Asked the universe for 30$ two days ago. Yesterday my father gave me 60, but due to me being dumb I had to spend 30. So I guess I’m left with what I asked for🤷🏻‍♂️

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#11

Not much happening lately. I’m just not fazed anymore. My thoughts keep going towards “why tf am I on this earth? It can’t be just to survive, can it?” But as of yet I don’t have an answer to this question.

One thing I’ve noticed is that if I meditate while KB st2 is playing I feel my heart chakra radiating cold in my body. If anyone can share some insight on this it would be highly appreciated.

So yeah…that’s all for now. Moving into my last week of this cycle. Next one will be KB st3 with maybe emperor. I still have to decide on the second one.

#12

Are you still on this stack? How is it going for you?

#13

Dropped emperor for now
KB st3 with WB for now…can’t say I notice much since I was at home the past week tho
Tomorrow going back out and we’ll see

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#14

Idk what happened but I was mad strong at the gym today.
Gave me a good slap on the ass on the hamstring curl machine by misjudging the weight😂

#15

ASBR + Primal Nights yesterday, went clubbing after. Someone told me after that that it was like I had an alter ego. Social, outgoing, dancing like nobody was watching. Felt alive.

Next month I’ll probably buy the new Khan and jump on the KB + new Khan train but with ASBR mixed in too. I really like how ASBR feels.