Cheers, friends,
I had quite the ride on SubClub so far.
Full on love, spiritual, full on wealth, you name it.
It was all a great experience and taught me a lot, but after my private testing with QTKS, I had a BIG revelation:
Who I truly am.
And what I always wanted to do.
I always liked OG Wanted, have a lot of Emperor Chosen under my belt.
So Wanted Black just kinda popped in my mind.
Now, I am married for 6 years now, so WB shouldn’t be the right way, right?
Well, I tested it anyway. 5min loop.
And boy, this fired hard:
Embrace your true self and amplify your innate qualities, without the need for pretense or performance
I mentioned in another thread that I dropped my current business, because I now want to pursue Twitch streaming and showing streamers how to monetize this properly with my business knowledge.
Because THIS IS who I am. Gaming, making money, having fun.
Also, my sexuality.
I tried to do karezza and stuff in the past, but I realized that I AM the guy who has surface level sex and I like that. This is who I always was before this relationship.
And even in the beginning of it.
Over years, this all dropped a bit with her, with which I certainly had my portion to eat as well.
But it is SUCH A GOOD FEELING to realize who you truly are. WB fired this FAST and HARD to know that.
I am also totally open to multiple women, I always was.
I am aware that my wife might not be open for that, and its not a main goal right now. But I definitely am back to who I truly am.
Or rather, focusing more on that.
I cannot put in words how awesome it is to be realized in your self, sexually. I have no shame about what I want. There is no feeling of “getting caught” because I have a bunch of passionate sex gifs on my phone I wanna send her. That’s just my way of teasing. And it’s fine.
Now, for the results,
- my wife does NOT submit into my aura for now. I flirted with her a bit the other days, sexual innuendo. Went into a wall (free will scripting works, and it’s fine, not mad about it)
- Initially, she was much more touchy, but I was a bit in recon so I didn’t utilize that
- SUPERHOT women, which are exactly my type, manifesting everywhere.
- Men also are interested. Not in a gay manner, more like just being interested. Was invited by a friend for dinner. He NEVER did that, ever. Also meeting with lots of old friends.
- People asking me about my opinion a lot.
That’s it for now.
5min gave me some recon, but it was generally fine to bear.
I keep wondering if it is really recon that HAS to reside eventually, or if it’s recon showing me that I don’t like the life right now and need to change things.
Also before anyone is afraid about WB making me not like my relationship, no. I had these thoughts about it before, but I kinda tried to ignore it. You can’t run from WB.
I will iterate between my QTKS EOG custom and just EOG3 for manifestations.
Also GMX, because I stream on Twitch and, of course, want the skill. First loop of that on Sunday.