Alchemist ST1 20 loops

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(20 loops / 5 days) (Ratio 1 - Survival Instinct, Legacy, Minds Eye T^2, Commander / 2 - ST1)

Practical use summary, use when spinning wheels (pointless activity) and to eliminate toxic energy sources (Cultural Red Pill / Dating in this case). I wanted to finish the positive masculinity section of vol iii, rational male, but decided to only read these kind of books when, I benefit and does not affect me spiritually. This is how I have come to the conclusion that the only way to properly disconnect from toxic ideas and people are just simply to have a better idea/concept then them (Will), not rely on the typical feel good tactics everyone throws around (Tolerance/Ignorance, avoiding pain/chasing pleasure).

Before stack, was doing “Raikov” on some ancient cultures, in attempt to cultivate their mindset, which inspired my choice of Legacy (Main Ultima) and Commander (Stack Ultima).

My impression is ST1 will not allow you to do anything that is “Bad” even if it is productive, and I feel like I have a whole “Lot” to do and research in regards to building my own illusion, and creating truth from it. Starting to understand how good writers construct their theories, metaphysically.

Just read through a really good psychology book, (alchemist allowed me the luxury) Was really motivated to deep dive each chapter and research the source material. This is the first time I though about doing something like this, I usually want to read each book after another, (skimming is bad). I want to see if this book can be my “bible” of sorts, the thing I think of when I imagine fundamental religious practitioners.

Plans for next ST1 session, determine If I will stay with Legacy/Commander and continue this trajectory, or transition into hermetic study (mainly mythology, not philosophy), and see which ultima/sub combination to supplement this. The theory revolves around proper spiritual progress for a “Warrior (Mars)” is through hermetics (Mercury), where the typical shadow warrior revolves/degenerates around or towards “Death/Destruction (Ares)” (Hades), pushing a false cause/idea.

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Just wanted to drop this additional note about alchemist st1. There does not seem to be any “Protection” when it comes to introverted/subjective views of the self, such as annoying unwanted thoughts / past actions.

I find the best analogy to in SC speak, is the physical healing of SI, the avoidance and aversion to physical damage that could occur to the body takes the front seat, where alchemist ST1 prevents you from accumulating “psychic” damage during and some time after, but does not cleanse bad energy directly or from the past, but only guides you towards self cleansing through untapped knowledge/wisdom.

I found after not running the loop for 24 hours, the above negative energy comes stronger after cessation of ST1, so I decided to run an elixir/Khan ST1 till Sunday.

To contrast these two stacks, I find Khan ST1 hits at your core being through acceptance/congruence, where Alchemist ST1 is preparing “The sword of alchemy (Wisdom)”, the materials are being gathered and in time, the cumulative affects of sustained Alchemist ST1 will be stronger than Khan, through wisdom and knowledge, rather than the conciliatory/acceptance of Khan ST1.

As well, I really like the skyscraper analogy of Khan ST1 (Bulldoze for new foundation), Alchemist is similar, it just feels like the foundation of Alchemist comes from an inverted tower, attached to nimbus and coming to earth from the sky. The only way to construct this is through “Alien Technology”, to put it oddly, as the materials needed for this structure cannot start without “Knowing” where to even construct, and if it is a good place to even attempt, but this “Knowing” requires a lot sifting through garbage. As the only way to acquire this, is through an antiquated model, the mentor/student dichotomy (for me this is books).

To conclude, I find Alchemist ST1 to be a bit imbalanced in this regard, and will find some sort of productivity subs to add in order to expedite this process. Over time though, the attachment of growth through Alchemist will be stronger than Khan could hope for, since in this day and age, every building is built on a marsh or desert. The classic karma vs divine argument and its end result, only alchemist will allow the individual to see and thus create something new, as khan only builds from cement/timber (Physical), and alchemist from sophistry/words (Metaphysical), both are infantile at the start but require each other to exist and grow in an optimal way, like two magnets creating a strong but invisible link.

I guess this will be my main journal for now, alchemist is currently my anchor sub. If I switch out SI or Commander for something else, I will drop another post on my impressions of alchemist.

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Yes! a @user9437773791397760 journal!

Is this your first journal? If there was another, I missed it.

Well. Roll on.

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