So after running over 500 hours of Emperor I am giving Khan a go. I absolutely LOVE what Emperor has done and plan on returning one day but i feel like i have to run Khan for awhile, mostly because of the Total Breakdown stage. I am tired of being held back in life and am ready for it. And i feel like running Khan will make Emperor even more powerful for me. Maybe i will like Khan better? Who knows. Today was my first day and i will update my progress weekly.
Day 1 - I ran Khan during my sleep for the first run. I woke up not feeling as vibrant as i have on Emperor. I had a strange creepy feeling. While on my 1 hour commute to work i ran ultrasonic and felt very tingly and agitated. Was very bored at work and just wanted to get out of there all day. More tingly and agitated feelings on my 1 hour commute home. I have been a completely different person while running Khan. So it was no surprise that when i met up with my dad he saw me and immediately asked “is something wrong? You would tell me if there was something wrong?” Well i didnt feel like anything was wrong but obviously i appeared as such, which tells me Khan is already doing something. Which i did not expect so quickly. I do feel old feelings creeping back up. Is it Khan already beginning the breakdown? I dont know but i hope so. I want all my old programming gone!! So anyways, that is all i have for now as it is only day 1. Cant wait to see what the week brings as i am not afraid, in fact welcome this process thanks to my good pal Emperor. I will keep this updated weekly (hopefully).