Addressing core beliefs using SC subliminals

This request is focused on meeting and addressing some imbalanced core beliefs of mine, the biggest one being feeling safe and secure in my world. I’ve been using subs from other producers, and I’m grappling presently (subliminal overload, honestly).

I began writing this to support, but reasoned I might find more viewpoints here.

I began using SC subs in 2018, having used subs only 2 years beforehand. My original intent, unnamed by me at the time, was addressing the deep insecurity I felt alone, and most definitely with others. I felt unsafe internally, and hiding it from myself was why I’ve jumped around on subs here, and with other producers.

I haven’t used SC subs now for about 6 months, as I began with another producer who released a sub targeting feeling safe and secure in life. I’ve felt hints of progress on and off. But no steady attainment of feeling safe within myself. However, I’ve felt drawn to SC’s consistency, clear results (on ANY sub here), and…the discipline of knowing when I’ve listened too much on the newer builds. 5 minutes is max for me. 3 minutes has been painless unless it’s with a strong healing title (Khan St.1 had some rough spots).

So, I’m wondering how to address this insecurity while also building my emotional strength. I built 2 customs months back, but have only a single listen on one. I’ve got:

Phoenix with LB. Plus a lot of relationship/love oriented modules. I’ve evaded lasting relationships for years–since I’m always seeing and feeling like a kid needing to protect himself. Fear has been a constant reminder to “RETREAT!”

Genesis with LB. I built this before the Phoenix custom since I’ve loved imagining feeling competent with money, relationships, and life in general.

My biggest core needs are feeling safe and secure, feeling loved and loveable, and boom…trusting MYSELF. To expose the inner battle going on, I’m wondering about

  1. AOH. I listened for one 3 minute loop months back, and it hit quickly. I read the full sales page this morning…and it invites me. It focuses on me and what makes me happy. But true to Fire’s style, he incorporated tools to allow this. One example is the Letting Go feature. Hanging on to old sh** is why I’m in this spot.

  2. Emperor, alone or mixed with another sub. I did Emperor 4 months before leaving SC late last year…and the mental stability and strength affected every part of life. It affected me, and I miss that. That mindset is more like “why CAN’T I do this?”

  3. CFW. I reread the thread this morning…because I wanted to feel safe in my own skin. I felt (unexpectedly) safe on this one…not sure why I pulled off.

I’m even not wanting to post this since…it feels like an admission…or a truth…that I’ve failed again. (which points back to Emperor instantly. Resilience makes a big difference in daily life).

Where might I start? I’m not playing “warrior” here. I’m…just human. Very human. I want to be real here, feel secure, and feel free to move into life once again. I’ve felt it at times, and I’m seeking it.

P.S. I own DR, but I haven’t felt sold on using such a block of time to address…ahem…“unknown” traumas. I’m wanting to face life again. (I think of Genesis now, exploring and all). So I’m seeking feedback.

PS. Thanks Saint. I’m unsure how to unlock the thread.

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Not sure why you deleted this (well, I have an idea but that is no concern to us), but if you want – you can repost and we’ll help.

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I deleted it because an old fear of abandonment rose quickly after posting it. I feared I was being ignored and (abandoned), and I wouldn’t leave that wound open. Feeling safer (while running away), and sad, I deleted it.

I don’t know how to face these old beliefs. Not gloss over them. Not swallow them. But face them without believing they’ll destroy me.

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Firstly, I’m glad for you that you can admit what you’re passing through concretely to yourself, let alone admitting it publicly, despite all the fear and emotions attached to them

Secondly, as much as I want to write an epistle, I do not want to waste your time; I can only tell you what worked for me.

Genesis (+DR: LD)

I read your entire post and these two kept coming to me.

Genesis?

Internal work intertwined with grounded undeniable material results

Acceptance, openness and safety within yourself and the world

Self discovery and unveiling of dreams

Stagnation into momentum & progress

Feeling like a failure again will practically be impossible.

Language of emotions

Your journey of growth & healing

DR: LD

This sub is the actualization of a mythical combination of inner power, emotional transmutation and action, targeted towards the purpose of blasting “limits”

The only reason for this sub is to use it to support embodiment of Genesis. It can hit hard, use sparingly — 5-30s loops after Genesis, to start.

Why these indirect recommendations?

From what you’ve written here and what I can ascertain from your past journals, the issue you’ve highlighted here might be a symptom of a much much deeper issue, and, I don’t think it’s advisable to trigger this deep issue in its entirety as it can cause overwhelm, it’s best to avoid that as much as possible. Hence, the focus on

  • Going as mild as possible without losing the goal
  • Excavating the surface gradually and slowly
  • Increase your capacity to work with your inner world
  • Enriching your material reality - money, likability etc
  • Measurable progress that builds self confidence
  • Reducing the chances of abandoning the journey, then repeating the cycle all over again
  • Building consistency and momentum
Pro tips

Deep issues like this require a certain aspect of ruthlessness, in the sense that you’re constantly chipping away at the issue slowly but surely

  • Your focus and level of engagement must be as narrow and as light as you can possibly handle
  • You can’t do too much too fast - just live as best as you can, growth is inevitable.
  • This might take much more time than you expect, hence the addition of material progress even you can’t deny.
  • Dedication is a must. Recon hits? Give space, then come back.
  • Micro loops & Rest days are your best friends. I saw results even on 5s. 3-5 standard rest days at first. It’s natural to get more intuitive with it, as you attune more with your inner world.
  • Time frame of 6+ months.
  • Other subs might seem more suited as they directly deal with the subject matter. But once again, the true goal is building a strong foundation that truly allows you to go deeper and properly utilize the more narrow subs, without falling off. DO NOT SUB HOP.
What you can expect

You might not get the flashy results people report on the forum at first, but this will be one of the most profitable decisions you’ve ever made, WHY?

  • Renewed mindset & foundational self esteem
  • Prepared to use the sledgehammer subs - financially, socially, mentally AND improved capacity to use subs. So when you use them, you get the results you want.
  • Dedication to your journey - crush FOMO, crush comparison, crush sub/goal hopping.
  • Improved Intuition

Ultimately, only you can decide what to use. Take a lot of time, read every sub available in the store, dissect them, feel it, repeat. Then make your decision. Do not lie to yourself — use what is optimal for you and where you are in your journey.

Guess I lied about the epistle🥴

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I want to thank you for the epistle @Goldfinger.

Still accepting it. Because, having a clear memory of using the updated LD over a year back, I went there first.

I remember listening to my loop, but having feelings like straps (my limitations) quickly falling off me.

This morning, I felt heavy and burdened before listening. I even wondered if I should cap it at 1 minute (mental limitations trying to hold on). But like that last time, I felt it activating while I was listening, so I kept it on. 3 minutes.

I feel the confidence. I see and feel myself as raw currently, but LD gives a mental focus away from my normal template, so I go with it.

Damn. I’ve even got that voice in my head asking “how do I live without my limits?”

It’s definitely working.

I’ll let this cook today. If it feels right, I’ll do Genesis tonight. If not, I’ll wait until Wednesday.

–Confidence changes everything :slightly_smiling_face:. Thank you for your epistle.

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Hero St 1 Earth for your body to release stored emotions or energies and also give you the regenerative power to overcome them

Survival Instinct for feeling save and strong in any situation

And of course your Lovebomb & Phoenix custom

Do this stack for 2 circles

All the best to your Journey

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I was just about to recommend this myself. I’ve been using Earth at 30s, and while it’s rare that I openly talk about my experience with a new title I wrote myself, I can confidently say that Earth’s ability to help you feel safe, secure and comfortable in your own skin is remarkable. And that’s only with a microloop.

Now, in all transparency, I’m using it for Qigong practice enhancement which also has a similar effect for me, but I can feel Earth kicking in alone. My colleagues are describing the aura I’m giving off on it as a “crackling but quiet confidence,” as in that they can sense the quiet, yet firey resolve within me, that I just appear more relaxed and comfortable.

This is the outer expression of a new inner feeling that’s growing, one of fearlessness and a new desire to achieve mastery.

The anti-recon scripting works very well with it and seems to not only help you resolve any recon that comes up from the title, but also seems to help with natural recon — those issues that arises with just annoying life circumstances.

I’m also getting another effect: the ability to easily say “no,” to things without feeling guilty. You might enjoy it more than you may think.

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Yeeeaaa that’s great.
I had similar experiences with my body also, it just feel soo good to be in my body, it feels like fully charged living soil and also I don’t flee anymore from myself because my body feels fantasticly alive. Even when trauma arises and I want to flee or retreat into myself, I just can let it arise fully and then going through.

On one occasion in my life I nearly drowned for good, it was very close (the ocean is powerfull) so I smoked a little joint after the 3rd loop and then I somehow had the notion to flee, I was also willing to expirience this state fully so that I can erase the root cause. 40 min later I was feeling like I am drowning and suddenly the memory appeared, I knew that this will consume me but at the same time I was happy that I can evict it now. I activated my love and let the love like a suit overcome me, then I dived into all the feelings or stored states and just swumm through until I reached the fear. I took the fear like a baby in my arms and started to caress the fear with love. Once you give love to the fear it completely transforms into happiness in maybe 30 seconds and then the whole trauma collapses

3 min later all the trauma and Energy was completely flown out of my body

Uffffff another one is gone :joy:and never reappeard.

After 10 days washout I did 3 min Earth today.

I juiced Weathgrass afterwards and then 10 min exercise on the floor.

Then I picked up 2 wood sticks and gently swung them. I liked this movement more than the rigid body exercises. So then I started calisthenics and I liked that even more.

Then I stretched and came to the forum
Saw your post about the Qigong duration increase and thought - let’s try it myself - maybe I like it

Searched basic practice on YouTube and did 3 min.

Omg does this feels good, like my whole body is emmiting silk

Will incorporate that for sure into my daily habits.

Thank you :heart:

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I’m at lunch currently, reading the replies.

For whatever reason, I’m in tears. LD clearing some restrictions probably, as I’m often a cryer when beginning healing titles.

Thank you. Didn’t really expect this. Not at all

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I some times wonder if addressing an issue in a more indirect way might be better for some people.

For example, let’s suppose you wanted emotional healing. The obvious choices for direct emotional healing could include Regeneration, Sanguine: The Elixir, and Dragon Reborn Red.

However, what about some other options that might be more indirect such as Revelation of Mind (if one is an advanced user)?

I have been following your journey over the years, and you seem to have made progress.

Have you used a title for more than 90 days as per what the current recommendations were at that time?

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Seen that a lot here.

DRLD will help you @subliminalguy.

Just make a note of everything in your emotional history and see which one of those limits are being addressed. It may take at least 3-5 cycles to get a handle on those limits. I’m on DRLD myself and the journalling and reflecting with specific taking action has changed me as a person with early trauma.

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Every time I switch from another subliminal to Wanted Black I have always a major career manifestation, other stuff related to seduction comes much later. I know there is NWE on it yet…

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This is how I felt when Love Bomb seemed to enhance my intelligence. Was a strange result, though intuitively, I get it.

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I had my first real breakthrough with binge eating disorder by running mogul. I’d been on Wanted, Emperor, RoM, etc, but it was Mogul that actually shifted it.

Getting the same effect from EoG ST1.

What I felt is as true then as it is now. My issues with food and “binge eating disorder” have nothing to do with self-esteem, body image, SA, or anything like that.

They are all connected to the financial part of my soul.

I binge ate because I grew up in a large poor family and often the only food we would have for weeks on end was pinto beans, top ramen, and rice.

When food stamps would come in, we would buy fruit, bread, etc. But it would only last a few days with all the kids. So it was an endless pattern of us binge eating the good food early in the month, and then eating beans for the rest of the month.

Long story short, I had eating disorders because of childhood financial insecurity. I knew it was some hidden trauma from childhood that made me insecure. It was, but it was a financial insecurity.

The lesson for me, is that sometimes what we Think the solution is, isn’t the solution. Indirect is sometimes the way forward.

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Thank you for elaborating.

That might be what’s called a bloom effect. Example: the result manifest at a later time when you’re NOT running a title.

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I honestly have the opposite, it gives me fog and tiredness and shoots down my productivity

I haven’t run wealth or wealth alpha titles for more than a year, maybe two. I am only focused on mindset power and relationships.