I’ve got a few things I am wondering about in regards to ADD and productivity subs, and I wonder if you guys have had any experience of that here on the forum. Really, my question is if my ADD would could short circuit the productivity subs and create reconciliation instead, and the likelihood of that happening.
At a first glance it would seem that trying to force-feed my (unmedicated) brain with a mental attitude of creativity, production, limitlessness and progress while it’s also at the same time being a mushy mush would only serve to make things incoherent, and I’m afraid it’ll only serve to worsen things. Like trying to add a jet engine to a car that’s stuck in a tar pit (kinda). I’m afraid it’ll only set things on fire and I’ll be stuck in a burning pit.
Since the prototype release of Love Bomb I’ve been running that, together with Executive and Ultima in an attempt to unstuck myself. While I and others have been more kind towards me (which is nice!) I am feeling as stuck as ever when it comes to performance and productivity. At times it actually feels worse. So I’m thinking reconciliation
I am 95% certain that I have undiagnosed ADD, and before I realized that this shit can be genetic I just figured that I was some looser-by-fate, unable to get anything done, or for the life of me finish anything. Simply destined to fail. Performance based self-esteem haven’t been helpful either …
Anyway, I just wanted to throw it out there to get your veterans’ perspective on the issue and ask if there is others out there. Also, would foie gras my brain with executive subs most likely not work? I’m thinking about how the scripting is made, and if my current capacity directly contradicts the script.
I have decided to invest in Dragon Reborn to heal my shit before I attempt any further productivity subliminals (yes, I am looking at you brand new RM!). Hopefully it will help me build a foundation strong enough to carry any future productivity subs. Maybe I’ll make a journal about that…
(Also, I have asked for professional help with getting a diagnosis, but right now I’m still in the dark).