It has nothing to do with your appearance, and giving into this idea will make your confidence worse.
The worst thing you can do is teach yourself that you can only be happy when you’re at a certain muscularity or body weight.
To phrase it simply, the way to gain more confidence in your appearance is NOT by improving your appearance… it’s by improving yourself… improving yourself until you realize that your appearance is a shallow metric that nobody but you judges you by
You’re not feeling confident because EMP and LBFH are working on your confidence and self love tremendously, trying to show you what’s real, takin you deep, and deep is scary so you’re reverting back to shallow and surface-level things to be anxious about as a defence mechanism to hide from the deeper truth.
And, check this out… isn’t it convenient that part of that “reason for being anxious” you’re describing involves switching subliminals/adding more subliminals so you can distract yourself from The Work?
Funny how that works out, isn’t it? It’s almost like switching subs is a sign of recon! :o
Don’t change a thing. Work through the recon. Come out stronger for it.
Emperor has exercise motivation and physical shifting in it - if that can’t help you, neither can Spartan