Abe's Custom Q Journey


So I’m finally starting a journal for my custom sub that I created the night the Q store had opened up. Took a few hours to decide what I wanted to put in it. I decided to go with more of a status type sub with some physical modules thrown in as well since I’d prefer to have one sub that I could run for a long period of time over creating multiple subs. Here’s what I have in mine.

  • Stark Q Core
  • Ascension Q Core
  • Sex and Seduction Core - wanted this one badly with the other cores to become a little more outgoing with women.
  • Ares - Also badly wanted this one to get rid of any lingering fears and anxieties that I still have.
  • Attachment Destroyer
  • DEUS
  • Epigenetics & DNA Manipulator
  • Extreme Exercise Motivation
  • Inner Voice
  • Iron Frame
  • Lion IV
  • Male Enhancement (because why not…not looking for a ton so I’ll have to rebuild in the not too distant future)
  • Naturalizer
  • Physicality Shifter - Sexiness
  • Pragya
  • Serum X
  • Stop Porn and Masturbation (essential for me to get rid of this once and for all…and already noticing an effect)
  • The Forge
  • Total Nonchalance

So after running this along with QLQ St. 1 for the first couple of days, I definitely hit some big reconciliation. Sadness hit me pretty hard for an hour or two at a time on a couple of days. Also, the mental talk that I should already be switching subs hit me pretty hard.

Some things I have noticed even though the Naturalizer is in there, my want to workout on a daily basis is higher than it has been in years, and with this and Serum X I’ve been putting on some good muscle…but I’ve been working out consistently ever since I started Stark Q Terminus. Also noticed desire to even look at porn is down significantly the last couple of days.

Haven’t been able to socialize much since I’m furloughed currently, but soon I’ll be able to see how others react when I’m around and how the socialization goes. One thing I would want to add in at some point is the Productivity module since I’ll need that when I get back to work.


How is it going for you?


So I took a few days off cause I made a few changes to the custom that I had and rebuilt it. Got it yesterday so I’m going to start using the new custom sub that I have ready and waiting. Took out a few of the physical aspects of the sub and made it a little more exclusively a mental change sub.

Went out with some friends last week and noticed that interactions were a lot better, and some people that I’ve never interacted with in the past are starting to gravitate towards me a little more. Confidence is also up a little bit as well. Still early so I’ll see how things go from here.


Looking forward to hearing your new experience. Were taking out the physical changes the only modification you made? And if your open to sharing, what had you choose to take them out?


3 out of the 4 I took out were physical, other one was Inner Voice. Adding in Rogue and Godlike Masculinity were a priority for me since I enjoyed running GM along with Stark prior to building these customs.

I wanted to take them out so the sub wasn’t all over the place and wanted it to be more focused on what I want to become from a personality standpoint. I’ll probably make another custom with just physical things in it at some point but that’ll be down the road.

Also did this new one in T^2, and running one loop last night I didn’t feel like it was too heavy or anything so may run 2 loops of it tonight and see how it goes.


any results or comments


Curious as to how you’ve fared with T2. It’s been a few months so there’s good data by now!