ABANDONED SEE FREEDOM EXPERIMENT StarkQ RICH Renaissance Diamond

I figured I might as well start a journal to keep myself accountable. This might be TMI but I need to put down my thoughts.

The idealized version of myself is an entrepreneurial family man with a life full of freedom.

My main interests are being with friends and family, history, traveling, auto racing, board games, fantasy&mythology, American football and cocktails (fun alchemy).

I love to experiment with different things.

My current overall goals are:

  • Complete Financial Independence
    -Be able to quit my soulless Dementor job
  • Make at least 100k a year through multiple streams of income (hope to grow it to 1 mil a year).
  • Own my own business that I can run through a laptop anywhere in the world.
  • Love the work I do (jump of the bed excited) and work on average 4 hours a day, but able to take off a month or two and the money still rolls in.
    -Have a satisfying and exciting sex life with my wife. (2 to 3 times a week) (who I love deeply, I don’t want a harem)
  • Have a great beach toned body and six pack abs.

Huge stretch goal is to own and race on a sports car race team.

Since high-school (I am 26) I have dabbled with YouTube subliminals and hypnosis “to fix my mind” I have believed for a while that your outer world reflects your truest deepest core inner world. I have used [another company’s subliminals] for about a year and they helped me out of a slump but have stumbled my way to SC which I have felt is superior in every way. I also dabble in binaural beats.

I currently listen to hypnosis every day varying from take action now, to become smarter, to attract customers unconsciously which have had results with varying degrees.

I have used emperor for about a month and added RICH and Love Bomb when they were released.

My current stack is RICH, Love Bomb, Emperor(2x), RICH, Love Bomb. I listen 5 days on this order and 2 days off. I am thinking of listening to emperor while I sleep.

I am always open to suggestions on stacks based on my goals and reflections.

I have not noticed a huge impact from emperor. I randomly just got a fitbit and started working out 2 days ago. RICH has pulled me to keep working on my business despite all of the problems of trying to get the thing off the ground and the deep frustration of funding problems.

Love Bomb has not really effected my outer world (my wife is not more frisky like the NSFW email about love Bomb stated.) However it has really effected my inner world. Every time I listen to it I feel a deep unconditional love surrounding me. I appreciate those around me more. I have felt deeper gratitude more than I have ever felt in my life. It has smoothed my rougher edges and made me a lot happier despite my the fact that my outside world has not really changed.

I apologize for the long post, I just wanted to lay the full picture before I document my quest to complete freedom.

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Some ideas for you:

Emperor Fitness from the main shop
Diamond Ultima
Sex Mastery Ultima
Libertine Ultima

One more thing… welcome back!

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I was thinking about something regarding you wanting more sex or better sex with your wife.

How about a custom Ultima with:
Libertine Ultima (I think v1 in the Q shop, and I’m guessing v2 will be there soon)
Diamond Ultima
Sex Mastery
and whatever else you might want to chuck in there.

Maybe…
Focused Arousal
Seducer’s Gaze
Chosen of Venus
Sensuality & Handsomeness Improver
Transcendental Connection
Temptation

Remember this will likely influence more than just your wife… as I think you may have figured out by now.

I am curious as to why you are combining hypnosis with SubClub products ? The guide says NOT to use other competitor’s products or such things as hypnosis with SubClub subs. Have you tried listening to only your current stack and no hypnosis ?

I do not consider hypnosis the same field as subliminals or even competitors. Its like comparing apples to oranges. In my experience hypnosis trains your brain in a much different way than subliminals do.

Hypnosis allows me to relax my deeply resistant subborn mind and really let go. I have found dramatic change occurs when I completely let go and exist as nothing but pure void. You cannot get that with subs, even with subs that get you to do that, at least not to the extent that hypnosis can. It also works as a primer to get my mind working in the direction i want it to. Also lately it has helped push me to take action on my goals.

All of that said I have not tried subs without hypnosis. I may try to do that with my current stack. I love to experiment.

Have you asked @SaintSovereign or @Fire about combining the hypnosis with their subs ? I have never found hypnosis to be very effective for me but I wish you all the best.

I have not. @SaintSovereign or @Fire am I okay to combine hypnosis with your subs? What are pits or downfalls of choosing to do so? Is there an upside to combining the two?

Thank you for sharing this. That is what I’ve been looking for. You’ve sold me on getting Love Bomb. How long did you listen to Love Bomb before you started feeling this way?

I would say within the first week. I have not listened to it terribly long. I also wasn’t really looking for this effect. It just kinda hit me.

Day 1 of New Stack.

I was very sluggish in the morning after listening to Emperor on repeat while I was asleep. Lesson learned. Despite the adverse effects I enjoyed the shock to the system and even more enjoyed the freedom to experiment. I seem to love making rules for myself just to break them. That being said I allow myself only once a month to buy a sub. So I after the recommendation and research I added Diamond Ultima. The new stack goes as follows: RICH, Love Bomb, Emperor(2x), RICH, Diamond.
I am thinking of listening to emperor while I sleep on 1 loop and increase it by 1 loop every 5 day cycle.

I will likely build a custom Ultima for sex with my wife next month. I will see what Diamond does this month

My heart chakra was inflamed a bit so I listened to binaural beats of heart chakra balance which eased the pain. This was the result from listening all night. This pain doesn’t tend to bother me as much anymore since I’m used to it generally when I start a new sub or push my current ones too far. At the end of the night I was pretty brain tired. Rest days have eliminated most of it. My favorite thing about SC was the introduction of 5 days on subs two days off. I get way better results this way.

Wow when I was writing these journals for myself they were two sentences. But this loving community has gotten me to explore a lot more. I don’t anticipate each entry to be a novel but I won’t restrict myself.

Well looks like I was wrong about one sub per month. Unfortunately RM is a missing puzzle piece to my freedom empire. I am building a business around bringing fantasy and mythology to life. It would not be wise for me to pass it up.

Back to the rebuild phase of the stack. It will be Emperor(2x), RM(2x), RICH, Diamond.

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Day 1 of RICH Renaissance Emperor
I woke up with most of my brain fog cleared away that I only did 1 loop of emperor and RM while asleep.

Per discussion and looking up general instructions, I am not going to use hypnosis along with subs. @Fire , @SaintSovereign am I okay to use guided meditations or are those off limits as well?

I only ran 1 emperor in the morning and I am going to finish the rest of the stack tonight. Unfortunately I did not get to work on my business. I went and helped my grandparents out and then celebrated my mother in law’s birthday. I noticed a bit of brain fog throughout the day and some aggressive behavior. I am sure this is a reconciliation. I put on my white turquoise stone bracelet to help sooth my emotions.

My wife and I also decided that we are enabling our roommate to do nothing with his life and that it is draining us emotionally, so we came with an action plan for an intervention tomorrow. Its a risk to our friendship. But I can’t sit and watch a friend wither away especially while i work 8 hours a day and build a business for another 2 to 5 hours after that and my wife has exams she has to study and pass for her field.

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Day 2 of RRE

Diamond has spiced my dreams up a bit and I feel more life force flowing through me. I keep having a dream that my girl and I are about to get frisky but then something stops us. Clear sign that there’s a mental or energy block there.

I woke up early ready to work on my business, but I was at my in-laws house and have a celebration of life for a old neighbor that passed away. However I found time to create a mind map and change the copy of the landing page.

I am still feeling frustrated that my business has not launched yet. Despite this I continue to keep chipping at it.

My intervention went well in terms of how my roommate took it. I hope this is a positive step for him.

I am definitely feeling a little fatigued from the scripts this cycle. I am for once looking forward to my off days of subs.

If you need more rest days then take more rest days. Some people listen 2 days and off 1 day. Others go every other day. Some listen only twice a week.

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Day 3 of RRE

Woke up and checked out the new LIFE app and ran So Below. For a split second I completely visualized my business established and made 100k a year by the end of 2021. I can’t describe the amount of energy transmuted in that split second visualization. It was like I shifted realities in that split second. I felt my whole world shift and afterwards felt the sense of inevitability to my goal. Ridiculously powerful stuff.

Also for every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction. After the high wore down there was an explosive aftershock, not entirely painful, just a very wierd sensation. Eventually I settled into a deep sense of calm with some soreness in the mind like after a workout. I have no idea how that short meditation did all of that in just 10 minutes. (The aftershock effects were after the recording) What a fun ride of a roller-coaster!

As I was getting further into my stack, I could tell that my brain was getting fatigued but I kept pushing through especially since I have 2 rest days. I notice I don’t mind the reconciliation, because I feel it means like my brain is getting a good workout. I could also be feeling fatigued from 8 hours doing a job I don’t enjoy.

I had 1 hour between after work and dinner. I used that to exercise and research customer acquisition for my business along with discussing my friends who are my target market on a possible first product to offer while I build demand to help fund my main product.

An hour before bed I am throughly exhausted. It will be nice to have 2 off days on subs. I believe RICH is really pushing me to be productive until I am beyond spent and even then the urge is still there. Not sure what Emperor or RM has done yet and I have no results with Diamond yet. I’m not worried by no visible results I just started this heavy stack when RM came out. Reconciliation is pretty heavy. The rests days should help sort out my scripts.

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Side note: This may be my years of meditation coming into play, but I noticed that i feel reconciliation (always in my heart chakra for some reason) I gently place my my awareness into the pain or discomfort and sit with it. This usually almost brings me to tears as i feel things are being released (not always though). I just gently follow the energy in my body and embrace whatever emotions arise.

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You had me till here lol jk

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This is powerful, your journal has been a great read. :slight_smile: You seem to be running a heavy stack if I’m following correctly :muscle:t3:

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Yes it appears to be that way. I’m used to subliminal products make me feel like crap in the beginning but then they always even out. The rest days are completely new to me though. I they will be very useful to avoid stonewalling. My current stack is Emperor(2x), RICH(2x), RM(2x), Diamond(2x). Thanks for the support!

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I think you discovered the answer about why Diamond may not appear to be working. Remember there are other features to Diamond that might be working, such as a partner’s pleasure being enhanced.

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