Aaand Action 🎬 (LE+Emp+Wanted)

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No I’m not shooting a movie, as a deliberate compulsive procrastinator, taking action is not something I do often. Laziness comes up on birth chart 3 times. We know that these subs won’t do us much justice without taking action. Don’t get me wrong, soaking up the scripts and just being part of this forum did wonders in my life and I’m not the same person after starting in 2021.

So far I’ve completed all Multistages except Khan Black and man what a ride, the only thing is physically I’m am and look the same, got nothing to show or brag about just my mindset. I got so many things to do which I’ve thrown in the back burner, I signed up for Life Coaching course last year, don’t ask me how far I came with that. I also wanna move from this dreaded town, got some stuff to sell etc etc, btw it’s 09h00 and typing this in pj’s and in bed, even my puppy looks at me for some attention, see what I mean?

O.k so the subs I’ve chosen might not correspond with my mission and goals but LE helps with action taking, I listened to Emperor with DR in 21’ which were my 1st subs and wasn’t a good idea but now the foundation is laid, I tried out Wanted because of s.o.s for a week or two if I can remember correctly 2 years ago. Enough rambling…

My weekly schedule:

Mon: LE + Emp
Tue: Rest
Wed: LE + Wanted
Thu: Rest
Fri: Emp + Wanted
Sat: Rest
Sun: Rest

I listened to LE about 30min ago and I already feel a slight thumping at the back of my head/ears and to me that means get the hell out of bed and do something

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Ended up doing some shopping yesterday, I actually enjoyed it, didn’t felt like a chore. Ran Emperor before bed, woke up after 3hrs, mind racing but not creating scenarios like I used to all thx to Khan but ways to get some income without working for a boss.

Today is my Rest day and I know exactly what needs to be done but I’m looking for something else to do to take my mind off what I’m suppose to do. How can something that will benefit me be a burden? I think my old codependent ways of thinking that ‘good things will come to those who wait’ or ‘this too shall pass’ or ‘God will make a way’ or that I don’t want to be rich I just want to get by is just adding fuel to my laziness and true potential.

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Forgot I even have a journal open, so far:

I am content, happy go lucky, little to no worries, in control in everything I do, like things are finally falling into place. I have to get out of this hermit shell I’ve been hiding under for a year+, starting to get bored. My hair on my stomach area is getting longer, my chest hair is getting darker especially middle peck area.

Regarding studies, still no action, starting to wonder if it’s the direction I’m suppose to go in, Genesis could be the key but I’m not changing my stack for atleast 2 to 3 cycles onwards.

My uncle dropped by today and I think he is interested in renting my home, atleast someone I trust without getting lawyers or agencies involved, could be my ticket out of this town.

Erections that wake me up in the middle of the night, fall asleep, wake up again with the same erection lol.

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Regarding studies, still no action, starting to wonder if it’s the direction I’m suppose to go in, Genesis could be the key but I’m not changing my stack for atleast 2 to 3 cycles onwards.

I was thinking two things,

1. Genesis would definitely be helpful.

Genesis is the way you go until you have a clear clear path in life and you’re taking action on that path. If you were to switch to LE/Genesis, I’d say to stick with those two for a long long time, really, until your “laziness” isn’t just “cured” by a “productivity” subliminal…

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Regarding studies, still no action, starting to wonder if it’s the direction I’m suppose to go in,

But to stick with it until your lack of action is overwhelmed by the ferocity of your interest in whatever path you choose to go down. Maybe you’ve been a little interested in things, but not intensely and consistently enough. But I’m not saying take Emperor out of your stack, I think that’s powerful, if you know you resonate with Emperor, keep it.

2. If you want “productivity” then I don’t know if Wanted is a good fit right now in this stack.

First of all, having 2 subs is often better than having 3 subs.

Second of all, Wanted seems counterproductive to your goals of taking action. Wanted isn’t an automatic productivity-killer, but for someone who struggles with action taking, Wanted’s “non-productive” energy should be a deterrent.

Not only will 3 subs be more subliminals to process, meaning productivity results will come slower, but, Wanted itself is known to make people a bit “lazy” or laid back, which is helpful in seduction but there has been some bleed-in to other areas of life.

I’d say just run LE/Emperor, and use conscious action to achieve the goals of Wanted. Your exercise regime + the physical shifting of Emperor will get you a nice physique. Your self-worth will massively increase when you start taking action and feel like you have a path, a journey, and a destination that you’ll definitely end up at one day, and people can join you for the ride if they want - that’s the Wanted spirit, let people come to you, and they will once they see you’re going big places one day!

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@Jouissance thx for your input and you’re right, Wanted in my stack doesn’t fit with my goals right now but I’m in need for some ‘other’ action too if you know what I mean, it’s been awhile .

I need to show myself to the world, Wanted is ideal for that. I will def swap out Wanted with Genesis soon. When I started out, s.o.s got the best of me where I was switching out subs like crazy, Wanted was one of them. I practice discipline by sticking to a stack atleast two to three months even with new sub launches with no fomo.

Progress is slow with both Emperor and Wanted and both are dense subs and with the lack of action thereof. Btw it took me a year and a half just walk as a baby . I think my laziness became a belief and having a mother forcing me to be codependence on her didn’t help hence I’m secretly running away .

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Emperor helps with dating too but I respect your decision to stick to the stack! Genesis next cycle or any cycle later on down the road will be good

it’s never too late and never too early. A wizard listens to a new subliminal precisely when he means to.

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Most definitely soon yes. Those are some wise words, thx again

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Lust is something I really struggled with, I mentioned it before on this forum. If it’s something you have control over I don’t see a problem but it controlled me. I can finally go a day without no sexual thoughts or images popping up in my head, if they do I can skip over them before they form images in my mind’s eye, something I’m proud of even if I run subs that has romance scripting in. I have gained control.

Had a dream I was looking into a mirror and I had a more masculine jaw, I haven’t looked into one for some time.

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After 2 cycles complete with LE+Emp+Wanted, I’m swopping Wanted with DR:LD instead of Genesis for now.

I most def gained some muscle mass, seeing veins on my arms never seen before, my beard is fuller, I cannot say the same for the hair on my head, would love to run Wanted a bit longer but for my goals I have to swop. My 3rd leg feels heavier flaccid.

I realized within my family if you reach a certain age not married or have no kids they think less of you but now I see they show me respect, maybe it’s because I put up boundaries, not giving a damn and not as nice as I was groomed.

Daydreaming and scenarios playing in my head are less by the day, falling asleep faster at night. My dreams are more lucid than ever, mostly back at school dreams and people fighting with me, I’m starting to fight back.

A member on the forum made me realize why I’m having difficulties jumping into action, I’m waiting on a signal or jolt to get me started, having no responsibility and having no one to tell me te get up and put food on the table, codependency has a lot to do with it.

While I’m waiting for a buyer for my home I have tenants renting and I need to be out 1st Dec 2023 meaning I will finally leave this country ass town living in a poor neighborhood and move to the city which is about 430km away, can’t wait.

Weekly schedule:

Mon: LE + DR:LD
Tue: Rest
Wed: LE + Emp
Thu: Rest
Fri: DR:LD + Emp
Sat: Rest
Sun: Rest

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Woke up this morning like never before. Adding DR:LD to my stack was the best decision I made. My mind is so clear and quiet, I deliberately try to distract it with daydreaming of the future and even the past but it won’t let me, it’s like it’s stuck on the here and now present.

Usually I would close my eyes and I would squint because I want to go to wonderland but nothing comes to mind, hence why I have wrinkles arounds my eyes. There’s so much space in my mind it’s like it has an echo, it’s scary because it’s empty lol. With this being said I can finally give meditation a try, for years I’ve tried but my mind/brain was just too loud and foggy.

What a wonderful experience, I’m happy

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Woke up this morning with this realization that people, places and things I’m attached to is controlling me. How did I end up this way, should I gain control over it or should I just detach and let it go? Could this be the illusion I was under, like a spell of some sorts?

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Material desires and setting high expectations will be the detriment of me, it’s what I mostly think about.

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I believe this is DR:LD at play but it got me thinking the childhood traumas and pain I had to endure wasn’t for nothing, it wasn’t done unto me because of spite(maybe) but this had to happen and I had to heal from it so I can be a voice for those who cannot heal from it. To keep playing the victim card and blaming my parents and ancestors will repeat itself next year this time and it gets me nowhere.

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I was invited to an all expenses paid wknd event, I was treated like an Emperor. I don’t go out and meet new people to broaden my social circle because of trust, fear and saving myself from embarrassment which are all excuses. I met a friend at the event that wanted to introduce me to women from his city where I’m eventually going and guess what I turned him down on that offer, the guy was kinda disappointed in me and rightfully so. I haven’t worked on my social anxiety as of yet.

I found out that some people actually enjoy my company and I overthink way to much. Who needs a social life when we have social media? I need to get out of this hermit shell, it’s overdone. I completed Khan but didn’t put myself out there, just imagine the recon I had to endure lol. I’m removing LE from my stack and replacing it with True Social.

TS+DR:LD+New Emp, let’s go!

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As the days go by, my desires are definitely getting less and less, spending less time on social media too.

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Excuses excuses and many more excuses.