A Vinci Black Reality

Journals - Major Programs
#1

Been like what? 3 months?

Man oh man. Thank you Stark Black.

In the last 3 months, I’ve been coding, this will probably take me another 6 months before I’d be confident in getting a junior developer position.

For those asking I’m focused mainly on iOS Native Development, although Im also teaching myself full stack development using Ruby on Rails with a lil Python Flask

Last week a friend of mine introduced me to a guy whom I always wanted to work with back when I had my sales agency… call went so good he was asking if he could bring me on his software startup. He brought me on as his COO and now I’m making close to 6 figures here in canada… Part Time. LOL. Couldn’t be more perfect as I’m focusing on learning how to program which I told him so.

Thus far in the last 3 months… Everything has been perfect. I’m at 185lbs… I have my dream body rn. I look my best, I feel incredible. I might travel to Paris to see this girl I’ve kept in contact with… maybe. Money coming in.

So yeah thats the update.

Now this journal is gonna be my personal thoughts feelings, etc while I’m running my stack for the year.

It’s Stark Black + Limitless + Wanted Black

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#2

Everythings perfect except I literally haven’t went out and im not talking to any girls whatsoever right now lmao

Hence WB coming in… Let’s see how it goes

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#3

With WB, you need to get out, mingle and enjoy life.

#4

your right I’ve been in monk mode damn near all year idk if I’m in the same mood to go out like i used to be, theres so much internally thats changed… Like I don’t crave or desire relationships/intimacy like I used to so theres no drive to get out there if you know what I mean?

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#5

Both SB and WB are meant for people who loves having the center of attention, the Emperor helps a lot.

#6

Like I don’t mind it that much I’m just not too social

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#7

You’ll will be, you already have Emperor and SB+WB.

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#8

We’ll see man

#9

TBH I have been feeling the same way. I have been in monk mode myself the past 7 months mainly to really handle my binge drinking and it just turned into me doing my own thing. So much has changed internally for me as well, that I also dont feel like being in a relationship or socializing

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#10

Yoo im super proud you’ve stopped your drinking habit man, it takes alot of self control bro.

And yeah I’m 24 and ever since turning 24 this year i’ve been just focused on building my foundation so that when im in my 30s and 40s life will be incredible yenno?

Like girls and parties are always gonna be there, but I wanna accomplish shit thats worthy of a celebration

I’m like lazer focused on my goals atm because theyre the only thing If I put more effort and energy I always get a proportionate return if that makes sense?

Like going to the club for a chance and hope of meeting a girl nowadays is the lowest ROI activity you could do, wasted time and energy, when I could be studying how to program and build myself a sick future

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#11

Thanks dude I really appreciate that! Honestly it was easy, lol once I turned 30 I basically just got bored of it, and now I could care less about going out, but once you have done the party life style so much its bound to just get old. Now its been focusing on re building my self and taking life into a new and better direction.

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#12

Man when you reach your goals so early and so fast, maybe I’ve been aiming too low?

#13

I think I’ll be swapping out Stark Black for House of Medici, my role is COO and I think this will make me deadly at holding team meetings

House of Medici I havent ran in a long time… I definitely miss it.

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#14

It more closely resembles the vision I have in my mind of having incredible relationships, network

It is a more mature sub fitting the mindset I’m at right now.

My vision should be grander… I’ve been simply aiming far too low.

This is the perfect sub for that.

#15

Man… I noticed especially in my psyche I’ve developed this sense of needing to be absolutely perfect to get the girl…

Like I’m just not good enough or deserving of a long term relationship. Not to be all down and mopey about it, I just feel utterly hopeless unless I achieve massive success theres nothing to get me the love I crave

Its this deep sense of inadequacy I realized is whats pushing me to achieve… To get the status of a famous athlete or musician or successful actor.

To be that guy that always gets girls. Idk Its starting to really bother me tbh.

The brain goes “I want X” tries… fails. doesn’t get X… “X is overrated, I don’t want it anyways”… I’ve noticed I’ve done that to a huge extent.

Maybe with time that will change but rn I’m making good money, I look like a fucking supermodel yet I still feel this sense of not good enough. Maybe its due to being a late bloomer in life, while still identifying with my old loser self that was rejected alot…

Maybe I got some healing to do in accepting the old me

#16

Tbh you just gotta be a winner

Dating, business… It’s a winner takes all market and wishing it was different is to deny your humanity and just wallowing in victimhood

The girl wants the best she could get

The guy wants the best he could get

I guess what I seek is great… Not good.

Greatness…

That word means you have to be comfortable with its polar opposite: shit.

Like I get interest from chicks but not the girls I want…

I want the highest quality girl, I gotta be the highest quality man I could be…

I don’t notice the fat girl who’s grinding at the gym, so why should she notice my ambition and grind? I gotta show it by undeniable results.

I guess for me it’s the impatience… If I’m this good at 24… What about me at 36? I gotta go through the mud man… Become who I am meant to be, then get the girl at that stage…

Not settling for what version 0.1 me could get

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#17

TL:DR

If I want that dream girl

I have to become the dream guy

#18

Life is at stages…

My stage rn?

#19

Yeah no. Can’t be doing emperor hom… way too young for this rn.

Stark Black NR suits what I want to do in life better

#20

I heard HOM is recommended for people with at least some foundation but it literally has this as an objective:

  • Begin creating your business empire using the resources you have now, rather than having to “save up” before starting.

I love HOM.

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