A Stark Black Golden Light That Blinds

This journal will cover my adventures running a Name Embedded ASBR with EOG and Hero TLTB.

I’m up to stage 3 of EOG and am starting with Stage 1 for TLTB.

My overall goal with incorporating TLTB is to instill a new level of discipline and mastery within all areas of my life.

I will be running TLTB on my alternate listening days. I am more aware of my body, its movements, and feelings. It’s more intense than Hero Sage and Blade.

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I once heard Steve Jobs describe taking acid like touching the bubble of reality. These very early days of adding in TLTB Earth have been very much like that.

I am in deep internal query. What kind of man do I want to be? What kind of characteristics do I want to strengthen in myself? What type of father do I want to be? What type of experiences do I want to give my children before they are adults? What kind of characteristics do I want to promote incentivize and instill in them?

I don’t have all the answers, and for now I’m not necessarily seeking all the answers as much as I’m seeking better questions, questions that cut to the heart of the matter, and questions that empower me for my journey.

Spiritually, I have taken a deeper step. My studies of world religions and history have taken me all the way back to the mythology from West African and North African civilizations.

This led me to Ogun, The god of iron and war for the Yoruba people. He preceded Hephaesetus But clearly inspired the Greek God’s story. Ogun was known for innovation and technology and creating things for other gods in the same way that Hepasetus was. He is still worshipped and revered in the Yorubic Based spiritual practices like Voodoo, Vo’dun and Santeria.

To be clear, I don’t look to these ancient beliefs to adopt new gods, but more so in the way of Carl Jung. For what they say about those humans in that society at that time and their beliefs about what was important. What was necessary for survival in a world where everything was animated by spirits? What, if anything, do they say about the overall human experience?

I always find deeply human expressions in the pantheons of gods of ancient civilizations. And Ogun was no different.

What does it say about a society when their god of iron and war has a story that goes:

  • When the Orishas first wanted to come down to Africa, the forest was too thick with trees. It was Ogun who used his machete to cut down the trees and make a path for the Orishas.

This story glorifies the importance of the blacksmiths who make the machetes and loggers who cut down the trees.

I digress.

TLTB has immediately added a layer of depth to what life can be. What does mastery look like in all areas of life? What does a life devoted to mastery look like? What do I want to master and why?

As a thought exercise, how would a shogun live my life? How would he accomplish the things I need to with intent and precision, without wasting a step?

I’m beginning to see my life differently.

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We are running the same stack this cycle :100:. You working with full loops or microloops @Seneca ?

It depends on how I feel. Normally 5 minutes, but full loops get mixed in here and there. You?

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First off, I’m thrilled to see your journal. I want to know what you achieve.

So for the first loops of the entire stack I did Full Loops. That’s my typical cycle introduction. Today on Day 5, I’m thinking all microloops. I did 3 minutes of ASBR this morning and noticing a lighter, joyous inner state in comparison to the first day. I have a smoother time socializing (which is fundamental for expansion).

Typically I run all full loops, but I want a smoother ride for a public journal, and so I can better grasp awareness of what’s occurring.

I think a microloop of ASBR will shine brightly after the initial full loop, and the loop of EoG on Day 3, as both ASBR and EoG have popularity scripting and auras. I knew the synergy would be off the charts.

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I typically ease myself into a subliminal and I start with my five minute loops, as that’s my sweet spot. It allows for daily listening, Monday - Friday, alternating subs, without recon. I take the weekends off.

Once I have had a few runs at 5 minutes, I’ll wait till a Friday and then I’ll listen to a full loop and take the weekend off. This allows me to gauge my response and whether or not 15 minutes is too much.

Since I’ve been listening to A.S.B.R. for so long now, once every two weeks, I’ll throw in a full loop listen, whenever. I find ASBR to be so good that I haven’t come up with any ideas on how to improve OG Stark, which I love, but it really brings out my social butterfly in a way that can be too much at times. ASBR is perfect in that its always just the right amount and never draining or overwhelming, which has been my experience a few times with OG.

I’ve done one full loop of TLTB Earth with no issues. Its very smooth overall. I feel my body differently. The way I move, my presence, my energy, my breath, my awareness, it’s all heightened.

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Bulletproof ankles.

I used to have really weak ankles and by that I could easily roll them and sprained them and injure them and I had done it a number of times walking around construction sites.

When COVID happened, I bought the X3 Bar workout system. I have fairly consistently used it over the last five years. One of the side effects of training with resistance bands is that my ligaments are much stronger now, while also remaining flexible and limber.

What does this have to do with subliminals? Well, last night I was on a walk with my wife after dinner and I stumbled in a way which I normally would have rolled my ankle. My foot bent in and easily rotated to probably about 135 degree or so angle.

But I did not sprain my ankle, and I completed the remaining walk with no issues, but a tremendous presence and awareness of my body and an appreciation for the work I’ve been putting in physically and listening to subliminals like… TLTB.

The inner game of life.

I was listening to one of my favorite podcasts recently and one of the hosts discussed a book he had been reading that I had never heard of but I certainly sounded interesting to me.

It’s called the inner game of tennis and it’s less about tennis and more about the psychology of performance and skill acquisition.

I’m halfway through the book, but within the first few pages, in definitely the first few chapters, I felt they shift in my mindset on how to approach many things I’ve been doing for myself, but even in the skill of parenting. And how to help my children learn things.

Next Level Productivity.

My desire to do things and my ability to get them done is increasing daily. My coding productivity amazes me at times. Not because I’m doing a bunch of coding, but since that part is done by the AI, I can focus on the UI / UX and how it all flows.

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The Full Monty

Washout begins Saturday, just in time for a much needed family vacation. So here are some very TLTB Earth-related experiences:

  • I’m feeling grounded in my body more and more. I can feel the weight of my limbs, the expansion of my lungs, the sensations within and without are increasing. I’m more present and in the moment. I find myself having periods of no thought and no movement, and just being, while at the same time, able to be extremely productive, which I think is a side effect that I’ll talk about next.

  • TLTB is acting as the ultimate enhancer for the other subs in my stack. Maybe it’s some sort of releasing scripting that has a side effect of enhancing the other subs? I don’t know, but ASBR is much more active and prominent and its effects since adding TLTB.

  • I’ve started accepting the areas in my life where I haven’t been intentional about how I want things to be. There are many. I’m not beating myself up about it. It truly is an acceptance of the what so.

  • Whatever the AI scripting is in ASBR, it’s really taking hold and I’m beginning to see quantum improvements than what I’m able to do with AI.

  • Overall, the ASBR scripting is bringing out not only my solution focus, but my systematic understanding of the implementation of that solution. What it entails, my ability to plan it out, all of these things are increasing and becoming more present in my day-to-day life. I have more ideas than time to implement them all, and that’s okay. I’m just going one at a time, 3 at a time. Sort of a parallel development for those that can be developed in a parallel manner. It keeps my excitement when income back to a project with new solutions learned from another project.

  • I can’t pinpoint any specific EOG3 results after this first cycle. That’s not to say its not working, just that in not present to the results in the same way, as the other subs in my stack.

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umm I have to laugh at myself, because I went back and listened to the description of Stage 3 read aloud, and so many of those modules fit what’s happening in my life right now, and I was just blind to it.

The intro to Stage 3 explicitly says that it’s perfect for when you have an idea about a product and you want to refine it. And I’ve been refining my product ideas extensively, like a madman with every free moment I have this entire cycle.

Listening to the description of Stage 3 has me excited for my next cycle, listening to it, because I want to continue to refine my product ideas, and it’s so funny because the product idea that I have has an element of, recurring revenue, and certainly, it gives me the ability to make money, while I’m not working on it.

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And this is something you experienced on Stage 3? Making sure I’m reading this correctly, as once I finish my Earth run, I am most likely going to use Air.

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Yes. Stage 3 of EOG, not TLTB.

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