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I am starting this journal.

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Just listened to QL1 and ME for 1 minute each today. i am impressed that i was able to notice such a subtle effect 5-10 minutes after listening.

i walked outside and felt a sense of clarity that was abnormal for the situation i was in. i felt uplifted very very slightly.

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As the night continued i felt a slight improvement in my ability to memorize information that i was using. i held visualizations slightly better or at least it felt like it was slightly better.

i was affirming a lot of things that i wanted in a way i haven’t before. it was creative affirmations i would say on the spot to address directly what i wanted to think and believe to be true and to program myself with.

normally its just one ‘line’ repeated over and over but this was each ‘idea’ being repeated over and over in different ways creating a more thorough visualization of the reality i want.

I also felt light increase in happiness and i felt like my words held more power. and i felt more sociable and friendly than usual with ppl i was interacting with. i had more energy to express. i was more positive.

This was unexpected. especially cus i was having a bad day before listening and was really stressed out about some stuff that i couldn’t immediately address.

I was really prepared to not notice anything after listening to ME and QL today but was pleasantly surprised it was noticeable so quickly.

I realized today that my stack is not going to be sustainable. i really want to do QL and ME but i realized today its not going to address wats holding me back. i need productivity and action taking.

LE could work as a substitute until i can afford to time to QL.

I also want to listen to EB.
I am thinking KB, LE and EB.

i dont have LE rn but i do have EB.
ill do a short break and then switch things around

today i was really stressed out about missing out on so many opportunities because i haven’t been productive enough to develop the skillsets for my career and i kept prioritizing others instead of my own success.

i realized i need to stop saying yes to things. this year i have constantly not taking action for my success. and one major factor for that was that i kept helping my friends with their success instead of taking action for my own. i kept saying yes to fun things and adventure but im still in the same place financially after a year of doing this.

Im thinking lots of action is best so LE + EB and after a bit i could move from KB2. to KB3. that way ill be having a intense action taking stack which i never had used before

ive been doing a lot of visualization lately. i wanted to visualize for manifestation but its too complex of imagery so now im training my visualizing abilities to hold the image of a yantra in my head.

as i keep visualizing i can feel energetic shifts and releases. idk wat they are about but its very consistent. the more complex the images are the more it happens.

i finished my cycle of KB2,QL1 and ME. i ‘feel’ smarter. i cant objectively describe it. it just seems like i understand stuff more easily that before. just ‘feels’ like i can connect dots better.

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im at a point in my career that i need 2 things:

  1. to take action
  2. to learn a lot through taking action
    QL enhances the learning experience but i need more action taking. i’m dropping ME and i replacing it with EB. if i had more room id add executive too.

next cycle’s stack will be KB2, QL1 & EB

i feel like im already getting presults from EB which i start listening to tmrw.

i have been taking much more action focused on my goals and valuing distractions less.
i even tuned out my friend who was dealing with some drama across the room that sounded like something id normally be entertained by. it just didnt feel important so i just focused on my work.

i am prioritizing my career more than before and its a perfect sign that i am in the mindset thats ready to start EB

alright EB 30s microloop done. lets see how this goes. i want to start slow cus i feel like theres a lot to shift and i am obligated to help ppl prepare for an event thats not related to my goals. once thats over ill be able to focus more on myself.