I forgot to mention that at the same time I started running Khan, I had also ran a microloop of WB a few days prior to breaking up with her. I ran a loop of WB because every time I run it, it makes me want to break up with my partner. So, Khan gave me the initial idea (again) and then I ran WB in the hopes of locking in that certainty.
it’s funny. every time I ran WB, i wanted to break up with my partner, but I felt like it was the wrong decision and judged myself. Once I ran Khan, I trusted myself and knew it was the right one.
So @Realitysmith I should note that the results of WB have always been included in this stack, if ever so slightly, but I really do believe that Khan is the driver and WB is the results enhancer.
I owe subclub a big apology.
"The Subs Made Me Do It"
For years, I have avoided seduction subs because “they make me want to break up with my gf/fiancee.”
No, the subs didn’t make me want it. The subs showed me what I didn’t want to see. I wanted to break up with my fiancee. I had strong intuitive pings around it that I ignored, literally for years. And if any seduction subs got me in touch with those intuitive pings, I would immediately drop the sub. Then I’d live a double life being “110% in my relationship” while constantly imagining what my life would be if I wasn’t in one and wishing I had that freedom.
Now that I’ve broken up, I see what @Niles is saying when he says WB manifests dream girl after dream girl for you that’s just your type. And I see what the subs have been trying to show me. There are people out there who are such good matches for me that I can’t even begin to fathom how tightly connected I could be to someone, given my current, non-subliminally-enhanced mindset.
It’s been a very emotionally healing experience to start to chip away at the blocks I have in believing exactly HOW perfect these matches can be.
For example, I met and connected all night with a girl who matches my introversion/extraversion patterns exactly. I am VERY extroverted. For very short periods of time. I’m like the world’s biggest extrovert with the world’s smallest social battery. I need high intensity socializing and high intensity re-charging.
To make a long story short, I got criticized CONSTANTLY in my relationship for this. I was being “rude” and “impolite” according to my partner if I ever got tired and needed to recharge my social battery.
So meeting that girl and connecting with her all night, and noticing that we reacted to all the social situations in exactly the same way was deeply healing because it showed me that
1) i wasn’t crazy/wrong/rude for being like this,
2) if there’s one person out there who understands this about me, there must be many more people out there also like me, and that means a person who’s the perfect match for me is out there.
So I had a lot of emotions around this discovery. Joy, for experiencing it. Sadness, for my past self this last 5 years constantly feeling wrong/not good enough in social setting for being myself. It was all so much that I had a tiny lil cry around it.
A cry of Jouissance, a pleasure so intense that it broke my heart
One thing that my partner said to me so long ago is true and I always got mad at her for saying it. I have way more fun at parties when she’s not there. Not because I’m a flirt or a cheat or anything. But because when she’s not there I feel like i’m allowed to be myself and make mistakes and it’s still okay - when she’s there, I know i’m being constantly watched and every move i make and word I say is remembered, judged, and criticized later that night if she doesn’t approve of it.
Now, I feel like I’m being more myself than ever before and getting deeper connections than ever before as a result.
@AnswerGroup ^
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