@Orel YES! Someone else saw the arcane pattern.
On another note, in response to some of the comments here, ultimately, at some point, you will need to stick with some subs for a decent amount of time to really start seeing more profound effects. Having said that, this is your journey. Keep two things in mind:
#1 It’s possible that you do not recognize the signs of recon if you keep switching subs despite having results. Been there, it’s taken me 9 weeks to stop changing my stack every cycle, haha.
#2 Changing your stacks all the time, might not be the worst thing in the world. You said it yourself that you don’t know what you want, so listen to the rules (number of subs, number of loops, journal, take action, all that stuff) and play around until you get a better idea of what you want to focus on.
#3 Since you don’t know what you want, consider sitting down with a pen and paper and freewriting about all the goals that you have. All of them, no matter how “silly” they may seem. After you’ve written down all your goals, look for patterns between them. For instance, your list might look something like this:
Make love to 10,000 fair maidens
Become a billionaire
Build a nice oak table
Become a martial arts prodigy
Learn the banjo
Learn Chinese
Become more confident
Make 10,000 neet friends
Get a new job
Grow a sick beard
Get a six pack
…
You get my point. Go through you list of goals and look for patterns, that you can build a story around, and then pick 1-3 goals to focus on for the next few months-years of your life. This is where you really need to imagine what you’re life would be like if you accomplished your top three goals. For instance:
You might look through the list, do some deep thinking, and determine that the three most important things to you are getting a six-pack, learning Chinese, and becoming more confident. You might realize that the other goals on the list are cool, but they aren’t what you truly desire, deep, deep in your core.
You might find that your goal of making love to 10,000 saucy maids is really just a fantasy, not a real, genuine desire. You don’t really want to sleep with 10,000 saucy maids, what you really want is to learn Chinese and travel, and meet new people in a foreign land. You might also find that your desire to become a martial arts prodigy isn’t a real goal it’s just a reflection of you wanting to be more confident, etc, etc, etc.
The above technique for narrowing in on your goals is something I got from a life coach a while ago, so I can take no credit for it, but it does work.
Edit
Forgot to add something about looking for the pattern. So you go through your list, find your goals, six-pack, confidence, Chinese. Then plan a stack around that, so you pick an Alpha title for confidence, something to help with fitness, and a cognitive booster. In this scenario, you might pick Emperor and Limitless because together, they would help with your three goals. Emperor is an alpha title with physical shifting and limitless is a cognitive booster, so you run those two for a while and take action toward your goals.