Your problem is a lack of focus. Its all over the place, which shows a lack of experience.
You need to properly goal set.
Look up S.M.A.R.T. Goals:
How to write SMART goals (with examples).
Start with measurables you can realistically achieve, and let the subs be that nudge to help you get there.
You answered your own question, setting a goal at 10 million is absurd. Unless you are a millionaire right now.
You need to spend some time building up the fundamentals, and pillars to success, before achieving them. This can often be a period of time where you may not see results per say, but your growing the roots.