Monday Aug 17 - Day 15 Entry
9 min Name Embed, 9 min Love bomb. I kept it at 9 min given that weird dream Saturday evening.
I may take a break from journaling. Going through a bit of a weird loss (job related) period. I don’t want to think about it too much as I want to move forward.
Sat Aug 22, 2026
Day 20, rest day.
Sun Aug 23
Day 21, 15 min Name Embedded (EOG St4/ RICH 2026ver) in morning, 15 min Love Bomb evening
I have worked my way up to 15 minutes.
I was feeling a bit down last week. Due to low student demand for online math tutoring services, the operations got shut down. I got let go.
Over the last few months, I did want to leave. There was a lack of communication from the in-centre staff with our online operations. A silo mentality culture was there since new management took over a few years ago. I got a few of my e-mails and messages ignored. It is over. After a few days, I went from denial to acceptance. On the positive side, I have room for something new and better.
Financial Markets Stuff
I did read that blurb from Forexpreneur. A lot of good stuff with maybe one items that I don’t necessarily agree with. Different people have different views of the economy, finances and such.
Although I don’t deal with forex or bond investing, I do follow the bond market kind of. It does affect stocks, cryptos, commodities, gold, inflation and consumer prices. There is danger as well as opportunity.
Market sentiment in crypto is no longer in fear territory. After almost a year, it is in greed territory according to the alternative.me Fear & Greed Index.
Aug 28, Friday
Rest day. Yesterday was 15 min (EOG St4/RICH) Name Embedded Major + 15 min Love Bomb.
From 10 days ago when I got laid off, I did go through some videos of Shark Tank. Why? I dunno. This was for a period of 2 days where I got insights and ideas of business, finance and negotiations from these Shark Tank pitches.
I think this one is a Love Bomb result of sorts. About 9 days ago, I did receive Linkedin requests from 2 people that were childhood friends from 10 years ago. At this point in time, I am trying Linkedin Premium trial. I was not sure to reconnect or not. After a few days, I accepted their requests and messaged back and forth for a bit. Plans being made for an all you can eat Japanese BBQ dinner meetup plus 2 other childhood friends.
I do think it is a good idea to revisit subs that you liked before. This revisit of Love Bomb is kind of interesting. There is some recon every now and then. (I would be lying if I say I don’t get recon). Maybe revisit New Godlike Masculinity? I have a custom idea. The issue is to use 2 cores from New GLM, Love Bomb and Wanted: Dream Boy or use all 3 cores plus 7 modules (not maxing out on 20).
Wed Sept 2 - Day 31
15 min Name Embed Major (EOG St4 + RICH), 15 min Love Bomb afternoon.
Thurs Sept 3 Day 32
Rest day.
With these past several days, it does feel that the results are not much. I could be impatient.
Fri Sept 4
15 min Name Embed Major (EOG St4 + RICH), 15 min Love Bomb.
Sat Sept 5 - Day 34
Rest day.
I had an online interview Monday. It went okay I thought. Haven’t heard back yet.
When it came to salary negotiations, the interviewer/employer did put a lowball offer that is near the low end of the posted pay range. I went with more in the middle as I am a skilled worker and not new. People have their own interests but I am not interested in a lowball offer. The company is in a starting phase with initial marketing and advertising and it seems there are no student clients yet. (educational services)
I haven’t used Ascension (Stage 1). Maybe that could help with negotiations and trying to get paid for what your are worth too.
Over the last few weeks, I have added on some high paying monthly dividend stocks. These are leveraged stock ETFs with a bit more risk. Stuff like 20% to 50% dividend yield for the year is crazy but they do exist. I am willing to take on some more risk (not financial advice of course).
Tues Sept 15 - Day 44
Rest day. Yesterday was 15 min Name Embed (EOG St4 + RICH) + 15 min Love Bomb
I think Love Bomb is hitting deeper. Not sure.
Thoughts
Protect yourself at all times. Protect yourself from physical attacks and from manipulative people.I don’t do bond investing but I sort of follow these interest rate change decisions (Federal Reserve). Interest rates does affect bonds, stocks, forex, commodities, inflation and crypto.
Over the last couple of weeks I have been working on a romance custom. Support was helpful too.
My past customs were mainly wealth focused, this one would be a first romance custom.
(H) means I have the module
I could do Love Bomb Core as a third core but I chose WDB and GLM as the 2 cores. A few more modules could be okay. I don’t want to max out on 20.
Tues Sept 22, 2026 - Day 51
15 min Name Embed (EOG St4 + new RICH) with 10 min Love Bomb.
I cut down on listening time for Love Bomb as I did get some recon as of late. Today I got a mild sore throat/cold which was sneakily developing from yesterday.
Crypto prices are up and in greed territory now. I have to look into what kind of sell targets I want though. Hmm.
(I was not in ZCash which went up around 20 times, congrats to those holders.)
Hm. I always thought that Love Bomb was a booster. It turns out I was incorrect on that.
The reply was helpful. Thank you. I will spend time reading that qOS Q & A thread. A lot of useful info even if I don’t end up using some of those mentioned titles. It helps with planning.
Sept 26 Sat
15 min Name Embed (EOG st4 + RICH), 15 min Love Bomb both in evening. I have went back to 15 min loops.
I played my subs in the evening. The day trip plan was to meet up friends I have not really seen for a long while (at least 8 years). This is a follow up to that result from a few weeks back where two of them reached out on Linkedin.
Sept 27 Sunday
Rest day.
Sept 28, 2026 Monday, Day 57
15 min Name Embed (EOG st4 + RICH) in morning, 15 min Love Bomb in evening.
I am recovering from an annoying sore throat that turned into a fever then cough and cold. This started around 5 to 6 days ago. Drinking warm tea, having Manuka honey and having cough syrup helps.
With crypto, I am not sure what my sell targets are for some of my holdings (XLM, HBAR). I may be greedy in wanting for prices to go higher but there is not much wrong in taking some profits.
Sept 30, Wed Day 59
15 min Name Embed in morning, 15 min Love Bomb in evening.
Oct 1, Thurs Day 60
Rest day, start of washout. Usually I do a 5 day washout. This time I think I will do a 7 day washout.
Future stack unknown. I am thinking minus Love Bomb then add 2 of (GLM, Wanted Dream Boy or PEACE). A 3 title stack but with AB, AC experimental listening pattern.
Sun Oct 4, 2026
Washout day 4 of 7. No major issues nor major results encountered.
I’ve had some washouts in the past where I get sneaky surprise recon. With this one, not so much.
Wed Oct 7 Day 66 of Name Embedded (EOG st4 + RICH) + Love Bomb
Washout day 7 of 7.
I was thinking about my layoff from mid August yesterday. My owner told me at the time that online demand is not great. Out of curiosity, I check the bookings on the appt software. For whatever reason, they did not change the password to this system. The online demand is not much different. I think the owner boss wanted to layoff me and a senior colleague and have cheaper labour work online as needed. Whatever the actual reason is, I cannot think too much about it now. I take my expertise and skillset somewhere else.
Online interview results have not been great. The interview from last Friday ended up being a rejection. At least the person e-mailed me. From the 3 interviews before, I got no response (ghosted).
I do expect a response from a Monday interview for a freelance remote role in a few days.
One of the people I follow a bit these days is Peter Schiff.
Before I joined this forum, I encountered the series Hidden Secrets of Money by Mike Maloney. Then I got into Max Keiser for a bit.
I think the low interest rate environment is over. A low interest rate helps borrowers and not so much savers. High interest rates helps savers but really hurts those who have lots of debt.
Things are kind of going crazy in financial markets, society, geopolitics (can’t go into too much detail here). The peace title should be beneficial.
Although I have used Dragon Reborn RED in the past, I have never tried Khan Black (or any Khan title). With the upcoming upgrade, I may consider it. I still feel I could be more daring in stack choices. I extend my washout to see the sales page for the new KB.
Summary Notes of Name Embed + Love Bomb Revisit
The name embedded major title of EOG Stage 4 and RICH was not too bad for me. Microloops help with easing into it and progressing to full 15 min loops without much recon.
This second time of using New Love Bomb was not as easy as I thought. I did get recon from time to time but the recon intensity was not too bad. Even with setbacks, annoyances and disappointments, I try not to be hard on myself. Let out the emotions, focus on the positive and move forward.
The development of the self in Love Bomb is similar to alpha titles like Ascended Mogul, Emperor, etc. I think Love Bomb is a little more gentler when dealing with your own mistakes. I could be wrong as different people respond to subs differently.
Not sure if this is a sub result or not. I don’t like cases where people get hurt or exploited in workplaces, work settings, interviews, salary negotiations. I still think back on these statements I made in a previous post about the utility of money and people working for money.
Oct 9, 2026
Day 1 of NameEmbedded (EOG Stage 4 + RICH) + PEACE + ?? (maybe 3rd title).
Online Interview from Monday led to rejection. At least I was not ghosted, a rejection e-mail was sent. Back to the drawing board for now.
5 min Name Embed in late afternoon, 20 sec PEACE evening
Minus Love Bomb for + PEACE. Some crazy stuff going on in financial markets, world events, etc. Plus my mental state could be better. Not awful but not great at this point in time.
Oct 10, 2026
Day 2 rest day.
PEACE 20 sec first loop seems to working really fast.
Sleep was smooth and I do feel less stress compared to previous few days (of mild recon). This speed sort of reminds me of Ultima titles (before ZP).
Edit: I take that back. Ultima fast would have been a few hours after a listen. This one was the day after on a rest day (16 hours after). Still fast at least for me.
When it comes to a 3rd title, I still don’t know lol. I am thinking trying out KB but I could leave the 3rd spot open for upcoming Asc Mogul upgrade. I’ll think of something by tomorrow.
Oct 13 Day 5
2 min PEACE (1 min morning, 1 min afternoon), 10 min Name Embed Major (EOG St4 + RICH)
Oct 14 Day 6 - Rest Day
Oct 15 Day 7
5 min PEACE, 15 min Name Embed Major
The peace title seems smooth for me. Not too many issues so far. Sleep seems to be better. In the past with titles that have healing, I would get some bad sleeps sometimes (during recon).
With stocks I took a few hundred CAD in profits. I also checked out some of the ChartAcademy stuff recommended by Forexpreneur. The crypto masterclass course is kind of short though. I wouldn’t really call it a masterclass.
Oct29 Day 21
15 min Name Embed (EOG St4 + RICH) + 15 min Peace
Oct 30 - Day 22 Rest Day
I took a break from journaling before this post.
A few weeks ago, I decided to put some sell limit orders on a few stocks. It was just in case the stocks went to a certain low level and to minimize losses. Two of my holdings triggered that stop loss. Exited around 350 CAD.
I typically check crypto prices each day. Today was not great. I was wondering why Bitcoin and altcoins were down by a bit. Apparently, mega crypto exchange Binance had a supposed hack or something. A lot of money lost there. 6.3 billion USD lost. Yikes.
Peace seems to be similar to Sanguine. Bad memories from the past do hurt a little but I get through it fast. Sleep continues to be good with PEACE.
Nov 11, 2026
Day 34 of Name Embed (EOG Stage 4 + new RICH) + Peace.
Rest day today. 15 min each yesterday.
A week ago, I thought to myself this. If I am playing a fair bit of video games during my free time, why not make some Youtube videos out of the footage. Show game footage of stuff I like to play (Starcraft Remastered, Pokemon TCG live) and put it on Youtube. Maybe I get monetized too. That will take time.
I was kind of skeptical of the boosting effects of PEACE. It did work out. Landed some interviews for some freelance roles paying a bit higher per hour compared to my previous role. Hours are not like FT but I’ll get there.
When Ascended Mogul upgrade comes out, I will have to think about things regarding this stack.