Cycle 2 is started!
Listening setup (for my own record)
Increase from 3 min to 5 min.
Still listening 1 day and processing for 2 days.
First Khan stage 1, then Khan Black stage 1.
That’s it for now!
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So with the increased listening time starting the second cycle and adding Khan Black, I got into recon. On the second day I wasn’t able to focus that good, brain fog and procrastination was starting which was either just a coincidence or from overexposure. Will try next listening again to run 5 min each and how I react to it the following day.
In the past I was continuing with 1 day on 1 day off or did sub jumping (so too many subs running in parallel) which caused me to be irritable and brain fog. Now with an extra processing day I should be fine, if not I will go back down to 3 min.
Funnily with KB the intense (almost lucid) sex dreams begin again… I like that as an indicator that it is working which prevents me from sub jumping.
This year is planned for Khan and Khan Black, feels massive when I think about it but why not try out a massive change and where it leads to.
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Today reality or my perception of it is hitting hard.
It feels like protective layers are gone and stuff that my ego would normally reframe or ignore hits deep.
Yesterday did my loops as 3 min length. Today rough day, giving out negative energy, have a headache and just want to be by myself…
Not even half way with my 3 cycles of stage 1. maybe Sanguine is a good addition (since the other two are getting active).
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Dropped KB1 and continue with Khan as only multistage.
When presenting in business context I notice total absence of fear which was not the case before starting Total Breakdown. When I talk I also feel a full nice voice coming out, no insecurity in the throat vibrating in my voice and also I take my time when talking, much less filling words than before and I would say my presence has increased.
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Time is flying by so quickly, looking forward to the next washout and the finishing of the third cycle (I’m in the second now).
Why? Because I added for a short amount Khan Black Stage 1 and it did its thing even though it was only a few times listening but it took a few days after stopping to really bloom those effects.
I have seen good results so far with the total breakdown but some areas (probably the ones affecting my personality the deepest) are not changed to the level I am hoping for.
Maybe I just continue my year plan to run through Khan
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Starting the third cycle of Khan stage 1 total breakdown, now reducing listening time to 1 min and with every loop (every three days) probably increasing by 30 seconds just to find the right spot.
How was it so far? Most of it was easy, had a few very intense days where I was very vulnerable and feeling like I had no protection or shield while I was earlier describing the feeling that it peals away all layers until the real me was exposed.
I was joking a lot more than before and my jokes were killer. But is this the real me or just (a phantasy) a fake me trying to cope or getting attention keeping me busy and happy not solving the core problem?
If I have no answer to this, I will still continue to move to the next stage hoping that it will solve, otherwise I will revisit at some point after doing all 4 stages.
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Wow, the one minute loop made quite a difference, I think I was a bit in recon-land the last few days(weeks?).
Less brain fog, less resistance to do things, will keep the one minute for now.
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From the sales page (which describes very much the experience I have with khan stage 1, I get a lot of feedback of how I am, good and bad, I get so much insight, sometimes a bit much):
Going into Khan v2 ST1, you must have a determination of steel and the wisdom to be able to face all your inner demons, vices and sins – at once.
It is a fierce battle, a battle of exterminating all the weakness, fear, jealousy, envy, laziness, wickedness, victimhood and anything else that is holding you back, that torments you, that limits, usurps and controls the true power hidden within you, the power that is yours by right.
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Will take an extended washout (3 weeks) to continue a healing journey which was started with Khan stage 1
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Washout nearly done. Was enjoying the time off, grounding experience and room to execute my previous titles.
Will try to do 3 cycles with the next step. 30s-1min loops with 1-2 processing days. Seems to work best for me.
First cycle began on Tuesday. Lovebomb, Sanguine and RoD for the next cycles.
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Yesterday I ran RoD for 30s.
Normally I have sleeping problems which can reduce an expected night rest of 7-8h to 3-4h. For one night it doesn’t have a big impact, but a few can pull down ones performance.
Happily I can say I had a good sleep last night, no big issues or longer time lying awake that I would remember…
If it continues like this, I will write a nice review on the store page for this one. (Should run ultimate writer X before writing that review 
)
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30s-1m seems to be a sweet spot for me, also to only run a single sub in the day even if I have a stack of 3.
Was listening to sanguine and man, my positivity and good mood was great, even got colleagues reaching out to me that I made a positive difference today.
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Made the mistake in the past to run different subs on the same day, even if it was microloops.
- Best for me is listening to microloops between 30s-60s
- Only one sub per listening day
- 1-2 processing days between listening days
I am now in the middle of a 3 sub stack, so far going good, have to see if I get results of all subs equally or if results get diluted/less every time I am listening to the other two subs.
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Had a bad day yesterday with little focus and bad mood. Have to take extra processing days
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Damn, the break from Khan stage 1 (total breakdown) is very interesting because i remember how my voice changed and was carrying a lot more weight when talking. That is gone for now. The break makes me miss Khan and drives me to return.
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Damn…
I was a few times before listening to RICH but didn’t really follow up with it. But since every time I saw a positive movement in my investment account during that period after listening I thought it might be a coincidence I need to test further.
Last week again i listened (for 30s) to RICH without expecting much. Over the weekend nothing happened (markets are closed), since Monday compared to last week all my positions are positive.
You might say “the whole market was going up”, I say I don’t care as long as my stocks go higher. Coincidence or not, I like it and will continue to listen to 30s per week.
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While RICH is helping it is not a magic that makes every decision a fortune.
Lost a bit money during a short term option trade. It was more for learning than for making money.
And last night I had an interesting dream about meeting Arnold Schwarzenegger and having a conversation with him. You know, it is just a dream.
But after waking up I was annoyed by my behavior in that dream, putting him on a pedestal and worshipping him. I was also feeling how boring the conversation was for him…
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Looks like my account is on record high 2-3 weeks after starting RICH after being down 15-20% the moment I started RICH.
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On my road to the next level I was very interested in the golden dragon but after summarizing it for me:
Red dragon: become the best of your self to succeed in your life.
Golden dragon: become the best version of your self to enlighten and inspire others to become the best of themselves.
Probably an incorrect summary but if I read it and think “I want to be the one to coach and inspire others” then I look at it and (my current beliefs leads me to) think I want some success in my life first to really have an inspiring position for others.
Means first the red dragon before I go for a golden one.
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