2023 The Dragon Reborn Journey

Journals - Major Programs
#21

Rest day.

Was finally hit with recon yesterday and it didn’t feel good it was mainly about flaws in my body I can’t seem to fix. if I find a way to fix it compensate for said flaw it only shines light into another flaw. I would give anything to have flaws that could be fixed by blood sweat and tears. Like if you’re skinny that to me is fixable no problem I’ve done it before these kinds of flaws can be fixed and I envy those who have those kinds of flaws. The ones I have don’t have a fix atleast not in this current Era.

When I get hit with recon on these issues it’s pretty bad and I got a glimpse of the recon yesterday and it was not fun. I really wish Saint and Fire found a way to really have a major breakthrough in the whole physical shifting side to allow a body to temporarily achieve a state to correct certain flaws that are not fixed in any other way. Like bigger eyes,smaller teeth,those kinds of things.

I’m not gonna flood this entry with vulnerable parts of my life but if Saint and fire read this I hope they can continue with the physical shifting and I pray they can have a breakthrough in their developments. I have not received the results I’m looking for and in part it has been because I have been running the wrong subs for my journey I’m fully confident I’m in the correct sub now and I want to thank them both for continuing to work and keeping that passion to improve the technology here alive. It’s the whole reason I continue to purchase and listen to their work and will continue to do so until the technology reaches the point that it brings me the results I’m looking for.

As for my journey with Dragon Reborn I am feeling more peaceful and happy at the moment since the recon subsided. I have been strongly feeling inside of me lately a feeling that I want to help the world in a positive way and make the world a better place.

This feeling then suddenly led to me stumbling across Michael Jackson’s “Heal the World” song and it speaks fully to what I’m feeling.

I’ll say it again Dragon Reborn is my favorite sub at the moment and I have a feeling I’m only experiencing the lesser fun parts of the sub.

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#22

1 Loop of DR ST1 (15 mins)

Continuing to feel a motivation to build a better life for myself. At this current moment I’m focusing on changing my health and eating patterns. Although I’ve cut out fast food out of my life I still am struggling with consuming way too much sugar. My goal is now to reduce it to 50 g or less on a daily basis.

As a result of making these changes I’ve been feeling the need to sleep less I was tired of waking up everyday not feeling rested.

Recently I’ve been watching podcasts of Andrew Tate and although I don’t agree 100% with everything he says I think he is absolutely wonderful of getting people motivated and wanting to make a change in themselves and actually giving examples on solutions stuck individuals may have when deciding to make changes. Could be the part of the script taking place in manifesting mentors and information to help you on your self development goals.

I’m having this part of me just wanting to take massive action in the direction of wanting to change my life.

I want to do 1 thing every day where I step out of my comfort zone and do something that gets my heart racing because of the courage it would take me to do said task.

Like cold approaching a complete stranger anywhere once a day although I admit this is going to be a hard one since I work night shift and and don’t really go out during the week. I’ll figure out something.

My mind is going into "How can I make my life better today.? Could be a result from watching Andrew Tate though lol
I’ll credit it to the sub because these thoughts are emerging while running Dragon reborn.

#23

Went to go get my haircut and just run some errands in the new city that I’m living in and I gotta say it’s weird leaving your old hometown that you spent all your life growing up in and now starting fresh elsewhere.

The positivity and genuine smiling at certain people was strong today this to me is without a doubt a sign of Dragon Reborn beginning its clearing of blockages. I have not felt this positive in a long time and feelings of uplifting others is growing in me.

I may never stop running Dragon Reborn and the day I decide to drop it to tackle the next stage in my evolution will be a hard day indeed.

I smiled at women and some reciprocated the smiles but didn’t really feel the force to make something of it.

My social skills for the most part are in need of some sharpening but to me those are things that least worry me at the moment for now…

Things like clearing up blockages that prevent me from shining my light to others,traumas,insecurities and overall just feeling damn good matter to me more than anything a women could give me.

Andrew Tate love him or hate him he has some really interesting things to say and has a get off your ass demeanor to him that has really pushed me to take an active approach in earning more money.

I’ve become a good saver and excellent at budgeting myself so my beliefs about money are not weak when it comes to keeping it. It’s mainly in the realm of earning more and making more money where I struggle.

I have signed up for Copywriting classes and will dedicate 1 hour every day to studying and learning that skill. I spent 2 hours today on it and will do 1 hour tomorrow.

I can honestly say this is all due to Dragon Reborn. Not sure how DR would be responsible for the flow state I achieved when I started diving into the copywriters lessons but I was focused on the task.

My drive and ambition has increased since I started DR.

I did 1.5 years of Ascension before this and like I had suspected I’m beginning to think due to the blockages being removed from DR it may fully be allowing the Ascension script to leak its power out.

I subscribed to Andrew Tates Real world Program and the knowledge there is pretty damn good so far.

This is yet another Dragon Reborn manifestation straight from the objectives

“Manifest mentors, books, courses and other sources of information that will help you achieve your self-development goals”

Unfortunately I go back to work tomorrow and return to my soul sucking 14 hr shifts, it was a good 2 weeks while they lasted. These past 2 weeks showed me how badly I want to work on my own time and this is what will drive me to become efficient at copywriters so I can work from the comfort of my own home, I have proven to myself I can work hard if I was free from my 9-5 job and instead focused that energy to my own goals.

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#24

Currently 2 1/2 cycles into Stage 1. Next Saturday I’ll have completed a full 3 cycles.

I have decided that I may run this stage as long as I need it. My life has always been a struggle,now this may go on as a rant but it’s my journal so deal with it lol

I envy the people that lead the life I so deeply wish I had. At one point I wanted to be an NBA player and had the will and drive in my opinion to become one but genetically I fell way too short to become one. The thing that bothers me is that others will classify it as “limiting beliefs” its really not its the cold hard truth of reality. So many people aim to make it in the NBA as good of a shooter that I was there is someone out there shooting just aswell as me but is 6-7 inches taller,bigger,more athletic so is it still limiting beliefs to say it’s because of my height.? I don’t think so it was destiny for it to be like that.

My whole life has been a struggle. Never really had friends because I just don’t fit in with any archetype and prefer the lone wolf style but I also want status and friends so the lone wolf doesn’t work out all the time for me.

Never had the success with women I have been looking for and it kills me because I know internally I’m a gem but externally I put off people just with my appearance. I’m average at best if even that.

Then to sum it all up I acquired a brain injury when I turned 22 and I’m about to be 29 next month and it has practically robbed me of my 20’s and counting.

Alot of times I feel like I have been cursed from birth or if you believe in the whole karmic debt stuff which I do, then I’m most likely paying off a debt that I owe from a previous lifetime. No lie I feel like I’m a very good person in this lifetime but deep down in the deepest pits of my being I feel like before this lifetime I did very bad things and I’m paying for those currently.

I want to be able to create the success that I seek and I want it or else I wouldn’t be here listening to these subs and doing the best I can with where I am in my life.

I have the will to be successful I just feel I don’t have the physical vessel to attain it

I hope saint and fire read this and know that if a guy like me can succeed with the help of their products then anybody can.

Ok Reconciliation Rant is officially over!

I originally said I’d run this for 6 months but I will run it as long as I need to whether it’s a year or 5. No point in trying to dabble with other subs if I have all this negativity and low vibration thoughts always hovering over me.

I will not stop running Stage 1 until I can confidently look myself in the mirror and see all the reasons why I can’t be successful and still without a doubt think there’s no way I can’t succeed. When that situation manifests itself I will move to Stage 2 til then I’m building myself up and removing all the crap I have been holding onto all 29 years of my life and sticking to my guns. If I can truly achieve Self Love in my lifetime it would be worth more to me than anything else and I will not stop seeking that.

I’m a persistent individual so it’s very likely I will hold the record for longest time running Stage 1 of Dragon Reborn.

To sum up my experience so far, From my second cycle to this current time frame I have been far more exhausted than on my 1st cycle. The recon has been more fierce and my insecurities have been magnified. I am taking 4 days of rest in between loops so I’m resting adequately and being very careful not to overexpose its not worth it more harm than good.

Seriously can’t believe I’m about to finish my 3rd cycle. Feels like yesterday I began my journey. Don’t feel the need to drop it or give it up in fact I want to keep running it because I have a specific goal in mind and until it manifests I’m not going anywhere.

Unfortunately my positivity has diminished from when I started my 1st cycle. I have been noticeably angrier and exhausted ever since I began the 2nd cycle run.

Mind you I’m eating the healthiest since I’ve begun this sub so I’m mainly consuming high quality foods to assist my journey. Could be that in order to eliminate all the baggage i carry my energy requirements need to be high hence why I have switched over to a 5-8 servings of vegetables a day with fruit as desserts.

My energy took a big dive this week but I spent the last 3 years eating the most unhealthiest I’ve ever and I’m not going to reverse that a month and a half into my pivot. Cells regenerate every 3rd month so I’m halfway there to feeling the immense energy boost.

If I were to ever be some guru it would be on how to increase an individuals day to day energy. Lol

I’m slowly building up the energy that I had a long time ago. I want to finish my 14 hr workdays and make time for meditation,researching crypto,Journaling,cooking etc but I literally have no time for it all. I could technically if I had more energy but it’ll be a while longer until I can incorporate more into my lifestyle.

I’m dialing in for real this time I may have lost my 20’s but I will make up for it in my 30’s.

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#25

How tall are you?

#26

@ksub 5’9 lol

#27

Currently on a washout.

I successfully completed my 3rd complete cycle of DR ST1 on Sunday last week.

Normally i would washout for 5 days and resume my listening on the 6th day of the last cycle but I feel the signs of overexposure were present in the 3rd cycle run so I’m going to give myself an extra couple of days and resume the 4th cycle on Monday.

Throughout my journey so far I have noticed a strong inclination towards going inwards into my inner world. I have caught myself many times where I close my eyes and just begin speaking to what I believe is God and unconsciously start praying as a result of it.
Never really been a prayer but I see the spiritual benefits of doing so it’s a powerful ally because I feel like you are speaking to a force that can change your circumstances in ways that you can’t explain.
So I’m noticing an increase in spirituality.

I have prioritized meditation once again into my life and in my opinion should be something that is in everyone’s routine specially if you’re running subliminals. There’s a synergy between the 2 I feel. Meditation has been said to be a gateway into the subconscious and I do believe that. Could be meditation has the ability to increase the processing speed of subs. Is this 100 % confirmed.? No,but I suspect that it plays a good positive role in the subliminal journey so I will make daily time for it.
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Anger has gone down somewhat towards the end of my 3rd cycle run. The 3rd cycle I cam pretty much summarize it into one word: ANGER.
Towards the end of it I realized I want to release all the anger in me I don’t want to live with that I want to experience Love,Peace,Happiness,and all the great emotions and experiences that come along with them. I can’t accomplish that if I primarily hold onto anger as my Primary emotion.

Anger is on the higher end of the low vibration emotions so its better than shame or sadness but it’s still a low vibration emotion and although I like that it’s the reason I push myself to do more and to keep my will strong I credit anger to that,but I want to let go and bid farewell of this emotion and have it take a back seat and welcome Love into its place. When I refer to love I mean it to be something masculine and not this feminine type of energy that many others seem to associate with it. I want to be the embodiment of what Love in a man should be.

Dragon Reborn is doing some nice things. I doubt many others here need the level of healing I need and therefore won’t need the same amount of healing I’m about to undergo. I’m talking about I’m ready to do years of healing if that’s what it takes. I know for a fact that if I can heal to a level that I need, it is just opening the floodgates to success in my life.

I know how to save money and budget myself while there are others who struggle to save money. Took years for me to develop this mentality.

I know how to add muscle and get stronger physically I spent 7 years of trial and error before I figured it out. So if I decide to go to the gym I’ll know how to get into the best shape possible because I’ve done its an art I have learned to do. Why am I not currently representing that in my physique.? Because I have to slave away 14 hrs a day to my labor demanding job to survive and pay for an apartment thats 1/3 my income that I’m hardly at. That leaves me with no time or energy to do things I want. Just because my image doesn’t represent the aesthetics doesn’t mean I don’t know how to get to them.

I’ve been learning how to invest and when the bull markets comes back sometime next year or in 2025 I have no doubt I will walk out a millionaire or close to one. I have my meme coins,utility coins,CBDC coins all diversified into a solid portfolio that I have strong conviction will yield me millions in the next run.

XRP & Bitcoin are the only 2 assets I’ll hold most likely past 2030

Volt inu & Cult Dao alone will be the memes that rocket my portfolio. They already are😎

Hbar,Cronos,Moonbeam,Near Protocol,Algorand,Gala are the tokens I believe will yield amazing gains.

Just waiting on the announced recession and all the catalysts like Tether possibly collapsing soon to tank the markets so I can be there to scoop up all low hanging fruit that will do very well in the bull market.

I know how to create a healthy lifestyle when it comes to food. Many people have this believe that when they want to eat healthy that it’s always a salad and some fruit and that’s literally like half the battle. In order to be extremely healthy there needs to be vegetables that aren’t lettuce or spinach.

I have learned this art aswell which is why I’m 2 months into my eating healthy lifestyle and I can already see that my skin is beginning to glow.

I feel in order for one to succeed they have to heal & Build up.

Alot of people struggle on how to build up but they are decently enough healed to succeed. I’m the opposite I know how to build I just don’t have the healing. If I can manage to heal I will literally do a 180 in my life.

Its for that reason I’m prepared to do ST1 for 1 Year +
I’m serious about wanting to change and I know it starts with the subconscious so bring on the 4th cycle!

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#28

Completed the 4th cycle run of DR ST1:

out of all the cycles I have run this to me has been the most blooming so far. Now I’m disappointed that it hasn’t really bloomed in the accepting my physical flaws and transcending the negative effects it has on my mind and self love but I want to believe that is coming in the near future. Accepting myself and all my physical flaws and actually authentically loving myself will be the determining factor to move on to St 2.

When I mentioned blooming in this cycle I meant that for the majority of my life I have had this wall towards others where I don’t let them in because it has always led to them hurting me every time and I figured well I can’t get hurt if I don’t let anyone in but I have realized this Is the easy way out and the weakest way to go about it.

It’s about letting the right kinds of people into your life and I can confidently say that with my life experience and running the subs here has led to me creating a good filter on who is worthy of being let in.

Having that wall gives others I’m uptight and a negative individual when in all actuality I’m not a bad person. I honestly feel that a positive and warming individual is much stronger than an individual that is closed off and has a wall towards others because the positive individual puts himself in a vulnerable position from others when he approaches others because he faces possible rejection head on meanwhile the other individual runs and hides from rejection.

I have started to become that positive and warming individual this cycle.that wall is coming down and I’m catching myself greeting others more frequently except for others that intuitively rub me the wrong way I pay no attention to them.

I mentioned before that I had rekindled my relationship with my family and I visited them recently and the bond just strengthened. Unfortunately I feel that living away from them is what has rekindled and strengthened the bond because if I ever lived with them again I feel it would just create problems because of everyone’s expectations living together. They enjoyed my company and were sad when I had to go so I feel the Dragon Reborns Aura of positivity is being born.

Considering all goes well in the upcoming bull market for Crypto whenever it comes I’m very likely going to be a millionaire and to fully prepare myself into that transition someone in the Cult Dao community recommended I read “Secrets of the Millionaire Mind” by T. HARV EKEL

I just received the book today and have begun reading it.

Could be a manifestation from the objectives in Dragon Reborn presenting resources to me to assist my personal growth journey.

Another ill be reading after is Art of War. It has been brought up a few times in my life but have yet to read it so that one will be 2nd on my list.

Eating healthier has really benefitted my energy I no longer feel extreme fatigue like before. I’m 3 months in to eating healthy so I expect the boosts in energy to start becoming more pronounced from here on out.

This boost in energy is leading to wanting to do more which is what has led to me wanting to read.

I forgot to mention that what may also be helping with my blooming is the fact that I have been running one loop and then taking 6-7 days of rest. So I’m pretty much washing out after every loop and also only listening to 7 minute loops.

High number of rest days have been having a positive effect so I’m going to continue this for now.

I will be starting Cycle number 5 for DR ST 1 on Tuesday so I’m racking up those cycles and haven’t felt the need to switch I have given myself the indicator on when I will move forward but the way it’s looking I may be running this for 2 years +

I feel most individuals don’t need the level of healing I need and the level of confidence and self esteem boosting that I do so 2 + years for others will likely be unnecessary but I’m not most so I need to go this long.

I’m extremely confident that if I can Crack authentic Self Love and self esteem that all other things in my life will fall in my lap very easily. Achieving that will probably take a long time but nonetheless it is what I feel will give me the truest sense of happiness. I’m already 4 cycles deep bring on the 5th!

#29

Started my 5th cycle of ST1 on March 21st.

Since then I have completed 3 loops total in that time frame. So I’m basically completing 4 loops per cycle roughly.

I’m running one loop every 5-6 days,so far every 6 days has been my sweet spot.

At work I have been put in a position to train another individual that has been there 30+ years. Feels good because that tells me my boss trusts me enough to be able to train another individual. I could be looking too hard at it and it may mean nothing but I feel if he didn’t trust me I wouldn’t be put to train him.

It feels weird teaching someone older than me because everyone for the most part has this belief that older people should be the ones teaching the younger people.

I ran into one of the HR employees. Had an extended long conversation with her and I could feel a natural charisma flowing in me and my storytelling was pretty spot on

I could feel the benefits of the positive scripting from previous titles I’ve ran like Ascension,PS,& Khan and from my current one Dragon Reborn ST1

It feels as if the scripting from other titles has been in my mind this whole time and if I wanted it to show up in my reality I would need to dissolve the energetic blocks required to let those scripts flow.
This is all speculation but I strongly feel that’s what’s happening.

Overall Dragon Reborn is still my favorite subliminal it is more than just a healing sub and that’s what I feel makes this sub so popular,you get healing and alpha building as a bonus to your journey.

I do feel calmer with less anxiety. I notice that I give others anxiety by watching their behavior. I’m not forcing my aura to them or anything so that tells me it’s not due to force. It’s coming naturally and that tells me that they feel they are in the presence of someone they deem important. Whether this is true or not I can’t say just my opinion from my experience.

I feel Happier. I haven’t felt this level of happiness since right before I acquired my brain injury. I have continued eating healthy and I’m seeing more improved recovery since eating better. I stay away from bad fats and sugar as much as I can to maximize the recovery of my brain.
I catch myself laughing more and recognizing the beauty in every given moment. I have restored my relationship with my family and forgiven them for any wrong I feel they committed to me and I’m happier for it, I want to continue running these subs to be a stronger man,that’s the reason I run this technology to be a strong man that can take care of the people I care about. When I started my journey it was about getting laid and all that. Now it’s about only becoming a stronger man that takes care of his family and ensures their safety.

Self love progress has halted and haven’t felt any progress in that area. I still struggle with feeling comfortable in my own skin.

I will run my 4th loop of the 5th cycle on Sunday

I will begin the 6th cycle run of Dragon Reborn St1 sometime in the middle of April. Time is flying fast and I have yet to feel the effects that would signal to move to St 2. That’s ok I see progress in me and eventually I’ll move on but for now I continue ST1.

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#30

I am now on the 6th cycle of Dragon Reborn and completed the 2nd loop on this cycle yesterday.

Feel Hella tired today and have been feeling like that the past week. I have also relapsed and have been consuming more sugar lately. Roughly 3 cans of coke a day for the past week,fuuuuck.

Perhaps my fatigue is a result of that. To be honest it’s hard for me to differentiate at this moment what is being caused by the sub and what isn’t. Before my brain injury I had more external results than with running subs. Honestly I feel my brain injury is what’s keeping the gate closed to insane results in all areas of my life.

An example:

There are moments in my day to day where the inflammation in my brain is really minimal where it can feel that I’m nearly fully healed ill get on a call of duty match in free for all and go 30-6

Then I’ll feel the full blown inflammation in my brain a half hour later and now I end the match losing and going something like 24-19. In these full blown inflammation moments inside of me I know if I didn’t have the injury I would have won and dominated the match.

This example although it applies to a video game its how I feel in other areas of my life.

Talking to women this blocks my wit and charisma from flowing through I didn’t really struggle with this before my injury but ever since everything is an uphill battle in my life. It’s like having all of the struggles of a normal healthy person and then some on top of it.

Now I do believe the subs have been helping me on some level that I can’t quite see externally but I feel that in order for the subs to manifest external results my brain needs to be fully healed it’s the vehicle to transport the script into my reality.

Alot of things would be different for me if I could just go back to fully 100% brain. I would use it for the greater good and to elevate and help evolve humanity for the better. I can only hope that day is in the future. I have faith it will come I see the signs that I’ll make a full recovery I just gotta be patient until that day arrives.

In the meantime I will focus on what I can control and that’s getting my mind body and soul healed through Dragon Reborn .

I had an argument with a coworker that I was training and I pretty much told my boss I couldn’t work with the guy and my boss sent him to another department so now that guy hates me along with his buddy. Oh well.

Ran into another HR employee today and it was strange because it seemed like she was eager to speak to me. Noticed things like strong eye contact and body facing directly towards me. Could be nothing could be something just my observation.

I feel more and more relaxed by the day. This to me is a major indicator of the subs working and doing its thing. This is one of those internal changes I’m detecting.

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#31

Will be doing a loop again tomorrow. Continued increase in positive feelings.

Lately I have been having a ton of moments where I see repeating numbers constantly. 1111, 222,333,444,666 etc

Also I have noticed an increase of moments where I’ll think of someone and they show up pretty instantly a second later.

Or I’ll be thinking about something that person said and a second later they bring up what I was thinking

Same applies to texts,I’ll think of someone and they end up texting me almost immediately after. I’m assuming this is what Precognition is.
I take a supplement that apparently heightens the psychic senses and perhaps that’s what’s happening or a benefit of the spiritual healing. Regardless pretty bizarre considering they can’t be handwoven away.

#32

She just likes you. Take the win, you are worthy of love

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#33

Had a Dentist appointment a few days ago and I had an opportunity to see again the manager there that I have attraction for. I have a thing for older women,those close to me think I’m a sick son of a gun for having attraction for older women lol

Anyways, although she’s in her early 40’s I can honestly believe if she was in her early 30’s she has aged that well. Unfortunately the attraction I believe is one sided. I’m good at picking up signs of attraction and interest and I do not see the signs with her.

The vibes I get from her are odd because although I get this impression from her that anything long term with her would be a toxic hell,I pick up these toxic vibes but at the same time the sexual attraction is that strong that I feel something short term would absolutely blow me away because it would be one hell of a night.

I was late for my dentist appointment. So the moment I walked in I was greeted with a rude “She’s ready for you” by the manager I am referring to.

Later on once I came back to checkout i had a small conversation with her. Nothing indicated interest. Hardly any eye contact,very serious tone in her speech.

A long time ago I had a conversation with her and she told me about when she was at a concert and there was a guy there that was hitting on her that was in his early 30’s so about a decade younger and she told me"who does this young guy think he is hitting on me?he was a kid"

The conversation ended with her saying “Alright kiddo I’ll talk to you later”
Not gonna lie it irritated me to hear her say that but alas I externally showed no frustration and went about my day.

Even though I’m healing I have been having this burning desire to go out and meet new people.

I’ve noticed an increase in wanting to talk to people. Basically focusing on opening the pathways of manifestation

For me right now Foundation is of utmost importance right now. All this other stuff will wait until after my foundation is rock solid
Not gonna lie it brings me down to know that it may possibly take several years to a decade before I become my ideal self just going based on the speed of my progress since running subs.
I would really like to speed through this process and become my ideal self in way less time.

Have been thinking about creating a custom with DR ST1 that would help speed up the healing and foundation building I’m currently going through

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#34

What about making it a Terminus or Terminus Squared format?

I would also encourage you to enter a support ticket to get input before purchasing any custom with DR because I don’t want you to over-do it.

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#35

If I recall correctly isn’t it much easier to overload on Terminus based subliminals.? If so I wouldn’t want to touch them since I overload quite easily with ZP.

Honestly If I go the custom route it’ll be mainly for the name embedding and the absolute lowest limit of modules that would further enhance the processing speed of ST1.

The day I decide to I’ll reach out to support and probably get input from the community. Thanks for the feedback RV .

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#36

Have officially begun Cycle Number 7 today of DR ST1:

1st loop(7 minutes)

I remember the days when I first started running subs from this company and I would obsess over noticing external results when running them.

I grew out of that habit mainly because I never saw the external results I wanted and because I knew that on some level it would interfere with actually getting the results as a result of short circuiting the alchemical process that brings those results forward. So I learned to be patient but aware of anything different. To the point where I wasn’t needy for the results.

Maturing in that sense is what has led to me being so patient while running Dragon Reborn. I want results but I know stressing over them will not get me anywhere. It’s like wanting to lose 100 lbs and you have just barely managed to shave off 10,the present you wants to see the full 100 trimmed off but it is a journey and if done right the destination to that goal will come. The healing I seek will eventually come as I run the sub.

With that said the journey has not been easy. I constantly get this nagging thought in my head when facing Recon that I feel so behind other men. That I wasn’t gifted with enough to be a top tier male. For example if life is like a video game,The top tier men would be a level 10 and one would have to reach a certain level to gain all of the amazing things that come with being a higher level. Alot of the times I feel so behind those higher levels and feel like they’re so far out of reach.

I want those thoughts to completely eliminate from my mind.

Those are the men living the life I wish I had and just facing those thoughts and knowing I’m so behind such a life blows my self esteem.

That’s when this part of the Dragon Reborn objectives comes to my mind to remind me of what’s happening:

  • Destroy, heal and transcend any and all societal or self-created limitations, traumas, negative beliefs preventing you from reaching your goals

  • Free yourself from your misconceptions and the limitations others placed upon you

There is this sort of comfort in knowing that the sub you’re running for an intended purpose is there as a strong ally when undergoing your journey.

#37

Crazy to think that before when I’d go into work before starting DR and embarking this journey I’d embody a lone wolf type of life. Now it’s common for me to come in and begin engaging with my coworkers. I can sense my likeability has soared and some people enjoy my presence where before I probably gave off bad vibes.

Don’t get me wrong I still come in and there are times I don’t want to talk with anybody but it is much short lived than before where it was a constant endless thing.

I’m building a solid friendship with one of the guys there and has potential so far to become a closer friend. I screen people into my life harder than before I have always enjoyed a tight knit group over a larger group.

My mind is going towards creating a circle of friends rather than before in my life I was more about joining one. Which I don’t think joining one is a bad thing because it also would have its benefits like if you’re joining a group of higher status people,one’s status would rise as a result.

I will be starting the 2nd loop of DR ST1 cycle #7 today.

Life seems to be going in the right direction for me. Am I having the life I want right now.? No but I’m confident if I stick with DR long enough I will eventually get there.

My energy levels are increasing aswell so the eating healthier results are beginning to compound due to incorporating raw foods juicing.

Recently came across my superiors at work and I can tell just by seeing them and my exchanges with them that they are finding me more enjoyable to have around.

I’m hoping that continues to improve and snowball into something bigger. I’d like to be promoted to some sort of higher status role

I can feel my status is rising gradually and subtly.

With the increased energy I have really Kickstarted even more to reading more books to upgrade my mind.
I’m constantly thinking of how I can upgrade my mind. Books to me is an easy answer to such a pursuit.

Acquiring knowledge+Subs= accelerated results

Meditation has also been a more frequent practice not daily but more often.

I’m definitely noticing the healing effects of the sub. Also noticed last night the part in the objectives of feeling the powerful energy of DR coursing through your body,I felt it and it was quite magnificent. I felt completely powerful for a short moment.

Even just now as I wrote this I felt this overwhelming state of bliss that I can’t really remember the last time I felt this. It was short lived but I feel I was given a taste of what awaits me in the future.

Going back real quick to my improved relationships with coworkers,although noticeable improvements have taken place there are still people there that just rub me the wrong way that make me feel like I wanna give em a nice clean jab to the chin and it’s intuitive as to why I feel that way about certain people. Usually when I feel like this about some people it’s my intuition guiding me that this person is one to stay away from.

Slight I’mprovements in self love and acceptance but nothing that I’m happy to have accomplished. It’s the one true area that I really want to see the real improvements in. Seeing myself in mirrors and even photos have the power to destroy any positivity I may feel. This is the one thing I would love to have eliminated. To be able to come across these and accept myself and regardless believe I’m capable of achieving the life I want to live.

This is why I’m so adamant on running this as long as I need to. If I can literally hack what I wrote in my last paragraph and truly believe it on a core level then I have no doubt I can ascend to heights that at this moment feels impossible.

That’s all for now. Off to run my 2nd loop of this amazing sub.

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#38

Was watching a video on YouTube and the guy was a doing a reaction video on the song “Parabola” by Tool. I figured “why not give this one a shot”

Went ahead and looked up lyrics as I listened and the song was great. But the specific lyrics of “this body holding me feeling eternal,all this pain is an illusion”
Really stuck out to me and I really hope Dragon Reborn throws me further down the rabbit hole of the whole concept of We are not our bodies. I want to truly understand the meaning of it on every single level
I consider this a manifestation result because I could have easily overlooked the video and went about my day but I didn’t. I felt guided. I want more of this to occur.

Shortly after this I started pondering the thoughts of life after death,what is our purpose here on Earth and things of that nature. I see that as a sign that I need to guide the sub to help me find my true purpose
in order to further assist the healing process.

Another thing that I have noticed in my life that has been a recurring pattern is that Christians have always tried to recruit me into the lifestyle. The company I work for has owners and a VP that are Christians. The company has a pastor that visits us weekly and engages in small talk with us. Recently he told me to link up with him for the next Bible study and I need to find a polite way of saying that I pass on it. If I were to ever join a religion it would be Muslim and the Quran. My mind is still too bound by my worldly pursuits to transition to such a lifestyle of religion.

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#39

Past couple of days I have been going through some RECON. Mood has been pretty crap. Anger and apathy were highly present the past couple of days.

On another note I continue to see Angel numbers consistently throughout my day it’s like I’m walking around with a frequency that’s attracting them.

As I was heading home from work and sitting in the parking lot before driving off I noticed on a trailer in front of me the numbers “5555”. Like cmon what are the chances of me seeing that.? Lol

Something about this specific moment made me do some research into what seeing these numbers could actually mean.

Apparently seeing this number is during a time of deep transition and transformation.

A sign that I’m on the cusp of creating an incredible life!

Dragon Reborn and also along with all the work I’m doing consciously is what I believe is leading to all this.

These angel numbers have continuously been popping up ever since I embarked the DR journey.

They come around so often that it’s impossible for me to believe they’re all coincidences.

For example at work I have to check finishes on my aluminum parts. Basically to check the level of friction that’s present in the part. So the moment that tool finishes checking my part it spits out a number. What are the chances that I often get numbers like 2.22 or 4.44 to come out. Chances are higher that I don’t get any of these so the fact that I get repeating numbers like this is reason alone to believe that there is something bigger at play.

I’m debating whether to end my day today with loop #3 or to take another rest day🤔

Chances are I’ll rest considering the recon I have been experiencing lately.

#40

Initially I had decided that I was going to switch over to Genesis from DR ST1 but upon further thinking I have decided I will stick with DR.

I played one loop of Genesis and although I felt the positivity aspect of it I was not overall impressed enough to decide to switch over to it.

It amazes me how I seem to carry an air to me that puts people off,that and perhaps added to the fact that I’m a pretty ugly dude.

It gets pretty aggravating when I start thinking about it. Like I’ve come across people that I know for a fact are complete scumbags but the air and praise they get is obviously positive when looking at it from afar.

I literally feel like I walk through life oppressed and that’s all I’m ever meant to feel. I know this is the RECON talking but still it’s how I deeply subconsciously feel.

These kinds of thoughts don’t emerge quite as much as before but they still emerge because my reality is always constantly reminding me of it.

What exactly do I need to shift to start seeing my reality change.? On paper I’m doing all the things to do so but why isn’t anything changing .?

Going back to DR ST1 this Friday since it would mark the end of my washout.

It will be the beginning of CYCLE #8 of DR ST1.

I’ll run Genesis once I’m finished with DR in it’s entirety. Or until I feel like adequate healing is reached to atlesst give it another shot.